Author's Note: So yeah I've decided post this today because tomarrow I will be going swimming fo my birfday (TEEHEE I'm so excited its been summer vacation for two months and I haven't gone swimming once!) But anyway I wish to say "THANK YOU!"
THANK YOU MY LOVERLY MOTIVATIONFULL BUTTERFLY-UNICORN-FAIRIEZ :D
Special Thanks to the two of you that review extensively : megumisakura, and Loki's Little Helper. And thanks to the rest of you who review! It makes the story worth writing when you guys review and thanks to everyone else who reads!
I hope you like it!
"Why would you ask something like that, Darcy?" He said his voice still soft though, the question wasn't insulting, but it wasn't exactly a compliment either.
"Why won't you answer?" I countered trying to sound playful.
"Remember when I taught you your 'inner voice'?"
"Yeah…" I said curious as to where he was going with this.
But curiosity killed the cat. "Then please recall again, and be silent."
I didn't argue. But I didn't drop it either. I was determined to find out.
But for now, I wouldn't push it and I'd just enjoy this moment while it lasted. I leaned on his soft warmth. Though the armor wasn't exactly a soft pillow, I was still lost in this comfortable bliss. I didn't realize, though, that my heart was racing at a mile a minute. I was suddenly aware of how nervous I was. The butterflies in my stomach showed no mercy. A tickling sensation grew in my throat. And my breathing became heavy and uneven. I tried to keep my heartbeat, the butterflies, and my breath all quiet at once. That's a lot harder to do than one would think considering I couldn't think at all.
Darcy you were perfectly fine before you actually realized you were nervous as hell.
Yeah….I just need something to distract me!
Distraction….COME TO ME!
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…
…
DAMNIT, distractions usually come so easy when I DON'T need them…DAMNIT…..
I've got a lovely bunch of coconuts….
And there they are just sitting in the road…
Big ones,
Small ones,
Some as big as your head!
…
That's pathetic, Darcy.
I love coconut!
Mmmm coconut and chocolate…OHMIGOD Almond Joys….
They don't have those here I assume…
Loki, we better be making frequent trips to earth for these things.
…
Of course we will, my dear.
OKWHOTHEHELLWASTHAT? I DID NOT SAY THAT!
No, but I did.
Who are you? You sound familiar…
Think Darcy, Think.
Thinking….Thinking….Can't think of who…
…
…
When you focus we can communicate….Of course I am always capable of hearing your thoughts, but you may not be able to receive mine.
Darcy think, Who is magic, manipulative, smart…handsome….fuckable
A rather risqué mind you have, Darcy….
LOKI!
Finally, for a scientist you are quite slow.
Hey, calm down. Its political science and I hadn't got the chance to graduate. Be gentle…sheesh…
And who said you could read my mind?
I did. And besides, you never told me I couldn't.
Damn it! He's right…I mean…you're right….great now I don't know what perspective to think in.
Think in whatever perspective you please.
That's beside the point. Wait…..so have I been arguing with myself or you trying to pretend to be a part of my conscience?
No, you were arguing with yourself
Oh damn….that means you were listening…
You are catching on fast.
Yeah…Well, it's not like there were that many interesting thoughts to eavesdrop on…
You are quite the entertainer.
Thanks?
Of course.
…
…
Can I ask you a favor?
Go right ahead, whatever you wish.
Can you stay out of my head unless I say its ok?
…
Answer me.
Yes.
Is he gone now?
I don't know….
Loki?
You in here Loki?
…
Yes.
Hmph. Why won't you just use your voice?
I am using my voice.
No. No, No, I mean your actual, physical, noise-making voice.
It is not necessary.
Will you use it if I stop 'thinking' to you?
....
"Darcy." He broke me out of my mind. I was brought back out to the real world. It was almost weird to hear his real voice.
"What?" I said almost snapping.
His reply was soft, warm, and quiet— a whisper. "What does 'fuckable' mean?"
It means I want to have sex with you until you scream. "I'm not really sure."
"Hm…" was all he said. I hoped he didn't hear what I was thinking…
His arms moved away from my waist. He lifted off his helmet and set it on the table next to the bed. "We do not want that getting in the way."
Oh dear god. He did hear me didn't he?
His hands wrapped back around my waist but this time they felt my curves before they stopped. His right hand lifted my chin gently to make my lips level with his. My heart raced as he examined my lips. I closed my eyes as his lips came closer. His lips were soft. Comforting. I raised my hand to his cheek. His tongue caressed my lips—I responded with the same action but his lips parted slightly. My other hand moved to his chest—the damned breastplate got in my way. His hand that was still on my hip moved up to hold my head while his hand that was already there moved down to my chest. But rather doing what I thought he was going to do, he pushed me away.
You are so easily distracted.
What? No wait.
"What?" I repeated aloud.
"I said you are easily distracted."
"Yes, I know what you said but—ugh. How do you mean?"
"You didn't fight me at all. You were so ready for whatever was going to come."
"What, were you testing me or something?"
"You could say that is so, yes."
"And what exactly were you testing me for?"
"Nothing you need worry about."
"OK…..But did I at least pass?"
"No." He said casually."
"Fine…"
"You look tired." He said changing the subject.
"What gave it away?" I replied sarcastically.
I expected him to answer not understanding the sarcasm, but he noticed—I was surprised he understood it. He just laughed lightly and slipped away. He went towards the door and stopped. He spared me a glance and smile. His figure switched back into Jane's slender form (which did and always will freak me out.) And he exited the room. What his whereabouts were I hadn't clue, but I found that once he was gone I didn't have much distracting me from sleep. I let my eyes close and this strange world of the gods disappeared and I entered in to the dream world…Hell, what was the difference between the two?
Author's Note: So, how was it? Let me just say I was really weary about Loki being in Darcy's mind so let me know how you feel about that! Please review! I always feel bubbly rainbows and unicorns in my heart when you guys review!