Letter 10
My mother never loved me. She was so busy with her job. I wanted attention.
My mother was so focused on her job and getting money, and I ended up with more money than I knew what to do with.
So I would go shopping, by myself (I learnt that the people at my school either thought I was a stuck of rich brat or a way to get more money). I thought I could buy an album or something to listen to at home when I was bored, and I saw you.
I saw FT, and got interested.
It was a huge poster, spread across a wall. You were the first that I noticed.
Your half smirk, smile, playful, sexy, just lifted my spirits.
And it wasn't just your looks. I genuinely loved your music too.
I slowly became so attached. The only love I received was yours, every time you said "I love you" it really touched me. I knew it wasn't just me, but I pretended. I needed it.
I've never been in love before. Every guy I've had a crush on in the past I've never approached, but all the girls gossiped about me and they thought of me like the girls did.
I was rejected every time, and not even face to face.
But you…you couldn't reject me. You didn't even know me. So I let myself love you.
I'm so sorry about everything I've done in the past. That wasn't love.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I won't do what Minerva said. Never. I never want to hurt you.
Even if it means I get hurt.
I've decided today, Gray. This is my last day.
Today, the last thing that I will hear will be your voice.
At Magnolia Main bridge, 12:00, I will jump.
I love you. You don't need to say it back.
Xxx.
P.S. I will leave this in your room because I want you to know my last words, and because I want you to catch Minerva. The address is in the back of this book, the last page3
Tell my mom I love her if you can, even if she didn't love me33
Lots of love from,
Juvia.
Xxx.
:Sorry I accidentally hit post review button. I have to say I'm
disappointed with the way you portray Juvia. Yes I know some fanfictionists exaggerate her obsession with Gray, but you made her like she's mentally ill. Like she's a mess. I knew you might not mean bad, this might be just for the sake of your story. But still it's quite disappointing for people who love Juvia. This might be better if you create your own OC for this plot rather than using one of Fairy Tail's sweetheart. Thanks for posting
Oh, I completely understand! I actually really love Juvia, I didnt mean to
offend anyone :) This is an old story that I didnt know what to do with so
I just posted it. I'm sorry If I upset you! I could always rewrite it,
because as I said, its one I wrote ages ago. It was just meant to be for
the sake of the story, I wanted to experiment with a different concept and
make it unhappy instead, and I know Juvia is not like this, so I apologize
to anyone I upset! Thank you for reading and reviewing!