Summary: Sora couldn't stop thinking that maybe Riku didn't have to look too far when looking for someone. Maybe Riku could find something in him. Maybe he could be Riku's boyfriend? AU. SoRiku. Multiple chapter story.

A.N.: Sora is so embarrassed from the other night! So what's he going to do about it?


Sora had a list of things he was planning to do today. With Riku agreeing to not sleep with other men, he had a lot of preparations to make. First, he had to analyze what kind of relationship he was going to get into with Riku. He needed to do an extensive amount of research on the type of sex he thought Riku liked...

Sora recalled something his friend had said in the car, about how he liked "cock inside him". Riku liked to be on bottom from what he unfortunately discovered with those other men. So, Sora had to know what it was to be a great top. He must have had it in him considering what he had done to Riku in his sleep. Sora briefly stared at his hand that was previously covered with the older male's thick spunk. How thick it was all over Riku's cock and thighs. Riku seemed to be turned on by being submissive, so his dominance had to be spot on.

The brunette opened his laptop and began to open an incognito tab of one of his internet browsers; he really didn't like the idea of someone tampering with his computer and finding this lewd research. He began with typing in the words "submissive" and "dominant" and began to scan the information that loaded up in his screen.

Sora's face turned redder by the moment as his eyes moved back and forth. Words like condoms and sex toys. He never knew certain lubricants had effects on the body. Maybe Riku was into something like BDSM as another link suggested...

The brunette closed his laptop from becoming too embarrassed. Sora decided he should use this morning's moment as an incentive to make Riku feel even more good when they were finally together. Sora knew he needed things like condoms and lubricant. Maybe he should start in investing those items first, and perhaps check more into the sultrier side of his research.

Sora went to go outside and announced his leave by shouting. "Riku, I'm going to go out. I'll be right back."

Riku hesitantly craned his head around the corner of his bedroom's doorway. "Can I come along?"

Sora gulped. Riku couldn't come along with him. It would be way too embarrassing to shop for the items he would use another day. "Ah, no. It's not needed. Thank you though."

"Oh, okay..." As Sora left, Riku gave him a small disappointed look. The brunette felt guilty for leaving him behind, but it was for his own reasons.

Sora ended up driving to a sex shop. He felt awkward when he entered, nervously looking about. He wondered what he looked like to the others in the store. Did he look like some sort of pervert? Or maybe more like a helpless and clueless virgin? Sora could relate more to the latter; it wasn't as if he knew what he was doing or what exactly he was buying. There was too much information to digest from the Internet.

The brunette passed by a shelf of lubes. He couldn't believe there was such a variety that extended beyond what he saw on his computer, and not even only for anal sex. Sora's hand hovered over the line of products, picking out a couple that seemed basic and comprehensible. One for anal and the other for oral, since Riku seemed to enjoy giving blowjobs...Now wasn't the time to think of that. Sora blushed before he came to another aisle as if he were doing this for business. He grabbed a pack of latex condoms that seemed like it would fit in his size criteria.

That should be it, right? These were the basic of basics for sexual intercourse. But, a wall of objects caught Sora's eye in interest. He looked upon it, his whole face turning beet red. Riku was taller and more muscular; he had a height advantage as well as a strength advantage. How in the world would Sora be dominating over someone like him?

This wall of goods may very well be the answer. It would solve the issue and make it possible for the brunette to satisfy his lover. Maybe Riku liked stuff like this too. Sora could always return it or throw it out if it didn't work. With a gulp, Sora began to shove some of the the things rather viciously into his basket. He couldn't believe he was doing this...

"I-I would like to purchase these," Sora stammered. He spilled the objects quickly over the register.

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Sora came back home with a humiliating blush. The cashier definitely thought he was some kind of pervert. He felt so dirty for purchasing these items! Sora entered his home and immediately went straight to his room. He had to hide this bag before Riku even saw. What he did not expect was to find that exact person on his bed, touching himself as his nose was buried in Sora's pillow.

Riku gasped as he noticed that somebody else was in the room, hand stroking to a halt. "S-Sora!" What was it about the both of them and walking in on each other while masturbating?

"I didn't mean to interrupt," Sora murmured with an embarrassed blush. He was about to leave the room, but then he had stopped right before his door. Riku was in his room and on his bed, touching himself shamefully. His face was shoved into his pillow, probably sniffing Sora's scent as he masturbated. Why should Sora walk away if he was the cause of this? Why should Sora waste such a wonderful opportunity? Instead of walking out the door, Sora closed it shut.

Sora didn't need all that research this morning; all he needed to do was go with the flow. The words were just so fluently escaping his mouth that it was silly for him to be so nervous at all. "I'm so sorry, Riku," Sora apologized softly. He felt his lips naturally curve into a smirk as he approached the male on the bed. "I'm responsible for this, aren't I?"

Riku's chin lifted in interest as Sora walked towards him. He blushed as Sora grabbed something out of the bag and opened the package with his hands.

"Riku, take off all your clothes."


A.N.: Ha...someone should shoot me for being evil. Reviews are much appreciated.

To gaara'sGurl101: Only a little. Riku came mostly on himself though hahaha. It would be so funny if Riku found whatever Sora had been searching! Glad to make your day!

To Ern Estine 13624: Thanks! :)