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My First Day Without Him

Bella's POV

I woke up to a gray misty fog that usually covers the sky of Forks. I fell back onto the pillow remembering that I had to go back to school today. I thought about my classes. English, ugh, Trig, double ugh, Spanish, Triple ugh, Biology, Quadruple… BIOLOGY! Edward! I jumped out of bed and ran to the bathroom. I had totally forgotten that I had a class with Edward. I felt my heart start beating faster than normal, it was fluttering like a hummingbirds wings.

I ran back to my room and looked at my closet. I had nothing to wear! All I had were jeans and t-shirts. I looked in the very back of my closet and found my black blouse that plunged into a v right between my breasts. I pulled on my favorite pair of skinny jeans and my black flats. I looked in the mirror and groaned. My hair was a mess and I had huge bags under my eyes. I pulled a brush through my hair and grabbed my cover up and eyeliner and mascara. When I looked in the mirror I was shocked. I looked so different. I looked… amazing. I felt so confident.

I grabbed my phone off of the bed side table and ran to the door. I looked at my phone; I had a text from Edward.

Hey beautiful. Do u want me 2 pick u up 4 school or do u want 2 ride w/ em?

I didn't know what I wanted to do. I wanted to ride with Edward but I also didn't want to unconvince him. Ah, what the hell.

I'll ride with you.

I knew that Edward would be happy about this. I was too. I loved every minute that I spent with Edward. I made my day! Edward didn't text me back so I knew that he was on his way to my house. I walked into the kitchen and saw Emmett sitting at the table eating a bowl of cereal.

"Hey Em, I'm going to ride with Edward today. Okay?" I said as soon as I walked in. I knew that Emmett would not be happy about this but he would say yes just because it made me happy.

"Bella, you know what dad said. He doesn't want you to be with Edward." He protested. "I told him that I wouldn't let you see him anymore. I don't even think you're allowed at my games anymore. Just because he's there."

"Emmett, look I know that you don't like me and Edward together but I love him and I'm not going to give up on love just because dad tells me to. Would you break up with Rose because dad told you to?" I knew his weakness. And I wasn't afraid to use it.

"No, I guess not. I would never leave Rose. Okay you can go with Edward and I won't tell dad." I had won. I never won when it was with Emmett. I was so excited. As if on cue, I heard a knock on the front door. He was already here. I grabbed my bag and half ran to the door. I didn't want to seem anxious so I slowed down and opened the door as slowly as I possibly could. It wasn't as slow as I wanted it to and I knew that the anxiousness showed on my face. He smiled at my face and I felt my face redden. That just made him smile even wider.

When he looked at what I was wearing and I smiled when I saw his eyes get wide for a second before he composed himself. "Are you ready to go?" he asked a little breathless.

"Yep." I said popping the p. I turned around and yelled into the kitchen. "I'll see you later Em!" I walked out the door hearing Emmett muffle a grunt.

"So, thank you for picking me up today." I said as we walked to the car. It surprised me that Edward followed. He opened the door for me just as he had for me on our first date. I slid in and took a deep breath. I shiver at the sweet scent of Edward. It was the most delicious scent I had ever smelt. When he got in the car I looked over to him. He was looking at me. I leaned across the arm rest and gently pressed my lips to his. As soon as our lips met it felt like fireworks were exploding. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he tangled his fingers in my hair. I pushed his lips harder onto mine. But I knew that we had to get to school. I broke away.

"Edward, we have time for that later. We have to get to school." I muttered as soon as I had the breath to do so.

"You're right. Good thing you're responsible." He said out of breath too. He started the car and drove to school. We were only driving for about a minute I grabbed his hand and interlaced out fingers. I couldn't stand having no contact with him. I saw him smile out of the corner of my eye. I smiled to because when I grabbed his hand I felt a jolt of electricity. It didn't hurt it actually felt nice.

Before I knew it we were at school and I was walking to my first period class. I didn't want to leave Edward but I knew that I was going to have to.

"Will I see you at lunch?" he asked me.

"Yes, of course. Umm Emmett sits with me every day so if you come with him that would be fine." I was glad that he knew Emmett and that they were best friends.

"Okay." Was all he said. He brought his lips down on mine forcefully. All too soon he pulled away and lightly brought his hand to the side of my face. I leaned into it and looked into his emerald eyes. He turned and walked to his first period class. Today was going to be my first day without Edward by my side. This was going to be a long day. I turned on my heel and trudged into English. As soon as I sat down at my desk I felt my heart almost rip into pieces. Oh, this was going to be a VERY long day.


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