Hey. So I was reading over this story the other day, and I noticed that on the first chapter, on the plot.. I put Bella in once instead of Allie. Yeah, just ignore that. Lol Cause my real name Is Isabella (Bella for short), I was gonna use my real name for this fanfic, but I decided to make up a different one. Sorry for the mistake, and sorry if it confused you guys.
James still stood there, lost, not knowing what's going on with his baby sister. He turned to Erin, who was getting her suitcases out and was beginning to pack.
"What the fuck happened?" James asked her.
"Me and Carlos hooked up lastnight, when we were really drunk." Erin said slowly.
"WHAT!" James yelled. Not even believing that Carlos would do that to his baby sister, and if he heard correctly the day after she lost her virginity to him. James is really pissed off right now. James walked out of the room and into the living room.
"Okay, what is going on?" Logan asked.
"Erin and Carlos' dumbasses hooked up lastnight!" James said angrily.
"Are you serious!" Kendall asked in disbelief.
"Yeah! I need to find Allie." James said. Just as he was about to head to the door, Allie walks in, still crying. She tries to go straight to the bathroom, but James stops her.
"Babygirl, we need to talk," James tells his babysister as he leads her to the bathroom and shuts the door behind them. "I'm sorry you have to go threw all this right now, bu-" James says, before Allie interuppts.
"James you have no idea how I feel! I feel so heartbroken, why the hell would he do that to me?" Allie cries.
"It's okay Allie. No guy is worth your tears. You don't need him, there's other dudes out there." James tells her, trying to make her feel better.
"I don't want anyone else but him though." Allie says.
"But your gonna have to move on eventually." James replies. Allie starts to cry more and he wraps his arms around Allie's neck and pulls his sister into a hug. "Allie please stop, I don't want to see you like this."
"But, I love him." She says, as she cries on her brother. James sighs and kisses her head. He stands there with his little sister in his arms, comforting her, until her cry becomes silent.
"Al, I also heard you say you lost your virginity to him.." James says, slowly. "I'm really disapointed in you."
"Yeah, I did. But I regret that. I thought he was special, I thought he wouldn't do this. It was the heat of the moment and I didn't think it threw enough." She said, starting to cry more.
"I get that. But things like that you really need to think threw." James tells her.
"I know. I'm sorry for disapointing you... I really am." Allie replies. James gives her a peck on the forehead, and wipes her tears.
"It's okay. But c'mon, this bathroom is pretty small." James says, opening the door and they both walked out.
"Erin left, with all her stuff." Logan said.
"Good." Allie replies, she goes into her room and shuts the door behind her. She gets her Zebra Striped comforter out of her suitcase and did her bed. Once she was finished, she changed into some grey loose sweats, A white tanktop with a black hoodie, and got under her covers and cried some more.
After a few minutes of laying there and crying her eyes out, she heard a soft knock on the door.
"Come in." She said, barely being able to talk because of crying. James walked in.
"Hey, I have to go to the studio to work on that solo i'm doing. I'll be back in a bit. And please, stop crying." James said, as he stood on her bedside. He wiped her tear and kissed her cheek.
"I'll try." She said as she got back under the covers.
"Bye, love you." James said as he headed towards the door.
"Love you too," Allie replied softly.
When Allie was calmed down a bit, she heard another knock at the door.
"Come in!" She called out, sitting up still halfway crying. She saw Carlos walk in, and laid back down and got back under the covers. "Leave me alone." She said softly.
"Babe, please. Just let me explain." Carlos said, sitting on the edge of the bed next to her.
"Explain what!" Allie said, as she sat up. "explain that you hooked up with my bestfriend!"
"It wasn't even like that! I didn't mean too, you know how drunk I was?" Carlos says.
"I don't give a fuck how drunk you were! Cause I know for a fact you would be pissed off to if I hooked up with Kendall or Logan!" She argued. Carlos sat there quiet, looking down, knowing what she said is true. But he just doesn't want to loose her. He loves her more than anything.
"I know I would. But I just don't wanna loose you," Carlos finally says softly.
"Well you already lost me!" Allie says. "I regret everything that's ever happened between us! I regret loosing it to you. All them kisses, hugs, and "i love you"'s don't mean shit to me! I don't want nothing to do with you ever again. If it wasn't for James i'd be on my way back to New York right now." Allie says loudly. She doesn't mean anything she's saying right now. She doesn't regret none of that stuff, and all that means everything to her. She's just so pissed off right now, that she isn't thinking before saying stuff.
"Allie, stop you don't mean all that!" Carlos says.
"Yeah I do." She lies.
Carlos sighs, get's up, and walks out. Allie's just laying there, crying alot, again.
Carlos walked down to the lobby, feeling really fucked up. Allie has every right to be mad, Carlos shouldn't have did that. But when she said she regrets everything thats ever happened between them, that really hit him. Carlos walked into the lobby and sat down on the couches, with his face in his hands.
"Are you okay, Carlos?" He heard a familiar voice say. He looked up to see Stephanie King.
"Stephanie?" He asks. He hasn't seen her in forever. Carlos and Stephanie were on the verge of dating a while ago, but they never ended up dating because she had to leave for a while to shoot a movie.
"Yeah, the movies done! So i'm back." She says happily, throwing her arms around him. Carlos lightly hugs her back. "Now what's wrong?"
"My girlfriend." He sighs, "Well, my ex-girlfriend."
"What about her, who is she?" Stephanie asks, sitting next to him.
"She's James' younger sister." Carlos said.
"Oh, I heard...about his parents." Stephanie said slowly.
"Yeah. After that, his sister Allie moved here with us, me and her starting dating. We've been dating for almost a year... but she broke up with me." Carlos says, getting tears in his eyes.
"Why?" She asks him.
"Cause im stupid."
"Well, what happened? Carlos you can tell me anything." Stephanie told him.
"See, yesterday night, me, the guys, and Allie's bestfriend Erin all went clubbing. Allie couldn't go, cause she had no I.d. so she stayed home, well me and Erin got really fucked up and we ended up hooking up. Steph, I feel awful. I love her so much, and I broke her heart." Carlos explains.
"Aw, Carlos it's okay. Just give her sometime to cool down." Stephanie says, rubbing his back and resting her head on his shoulder.
As Allie was laying there crying, she realized, she doesn't wanna be stressing over him. James is right, no guy is worth her tears. So, she got up wiped her eyes, and put her hair in a high bun. She quickly put her Vans on and walked out of the room.
"Hey, are you okay?" Kendall asks her.
"Yeah, Im fine." She replies, as she headed towards the door.
"Where are you going?" Logan asked.
"Just for a walk...I need to clear my head." Allie responded as she walked out. She decided to take the stairs, it's much faster. As she walked down the stairs and into the lobby, she couldn't believe what she saw. Carlos sitting there with another girl who's all up on him. Seeing that really made her wanna cry, but she remembered what James told her, "No guy is worth your tears" So she just chuckled and walked up.
"I see you moved on fast." Allie said, as she stood in front of Carlos.
"I didn't move on." Carlos replied. "She's just a friend."
"Oh really? Maybe you should go get drunk and hookup with her too." Allie retorted.
"Allie, please stop. Not here." Carlos said as he stood up.
"Not here what? I mean, im just saying." Allie said as she was about to walk away to go to the pool. Carlos grabbed one of her arms and pulled her back.
"Come here," He says, as he pulled her close to him and put his hands on her waist. "Look at me. I love you, all the shit I did yesterday, I regret everything. If I could go back and fix everything I would in a heartbeat. Honestly, I don't want anyone else but you. There's no one i'd rather be with, then you." Carlos tells her, looking into her eyes.
Allie can't take it nomore, she starts breaking down. She doesn't know what to do, she loves him to death. But he broke her heart. What is she supposed to do? If they ever do get back together, she needs some time before they do. Allie doesn't really know what to do, so she walks away. But as she turns around, Carlos puts his arms around her stomach and hugs her from behind.
"No, your not walking away from me no more, we're gonna talk." He says in her ear.
"Uh, I'll leave you guys to talk." Stephanie says, picking her luggage up and walking away.
"Carlos, please leave me alone." She says, crying softly.
"Nope," Carlos replies, letting her go and grabbing her hand, leading her to the nearest place they could talk in private, which was the janitors closet. They both walked in and Carlos shut the door behind him.
"Look, if your mad about that girl I was just with, you don't have to be. We're just friends." Carlos tells Allie.
"It didn't look like you guys were just friends the way she was all upon you." Allie replied.
"Allie, I don't like her like that. Me and her have had a thing in the past, but she's been gone for almost two years. Im over her!" Carlos says.
"Well it doesn't matter anyways because we're not together. You can go fuck her for all I care." Allie says, not meaning one word she's saying. It would matter if Carlos ever went with her, or fucked her.
"Babe stop! Are you like really serious?" Carlos asks her, lifting her chin up and looking into her pretty brown eyes, who had tears streaming down. Allie slowly nodded her head yes.
"You like foreal want us to be done?" He asked softly.
"Carlos, I love you. But you broke my heart. I'm gonna need sometime before we even think about being together." Allie cries.
"Baby, I love you too. I didn't mean to break your heart, just let me fix it.. please." Carlos says, putting his hands on her waist and pulling her into a hug. Allie rested her head on his shoulder and cried on him.
"I just need some time. Okay?" Allie says, looking up at him. Carlos slowly and sadly nods. Just as Allie is about to walk away, Carlos grabs her arm and pulls her back and rest his forehead on hers.
"Look, just know, that I love you, and only you. Okay?" Carlos says, giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"Okay," Allie replies softly, before turning around and walking away.
Allie walked to the elevator, then Jessie came out when the doors opened.
"Allie? What's wrong?" Jessie asks as he notices Allie crying.
"Nothing," She says, as she wipes her eyes. Allie doesn't know why Jessie is worried about her all of a sudden. When Allie and Jessie broke up, Jessie completely stopped talking to her, and they were together for a while. But she really doesn't care, she doesn't need him. As soon as it got out to the whole world that Carlos is dating Allie, thats when he got a hold of her.
"But,your crying.." Jessie says.
"I know. I'm just having problems, okay? I have to go." Allie replies as she walks passed him and goes to take the stairs. Allie walked into 2j, and saw no one on the couch, so she sat down and just cried. Kendall heard her, and walked out of the bathroom.
"Kendall, I need your help." Allie says, as she looks up and wipes her eyes.
"What is it?" Kendall asks, sitting down next to her.
"I really love him, but he really fucked up. What do I do?" Allie asks him. Kendall hugged Allie and let her cry on him. Kendall along with Logan, are just like James. Their like older brothers to her, and they can be overprotective sometimes..but not as much as James.
"Al, I know you love him..and yeah he did mess up. But if you love him that much, you should give him another chance. But before you do, just give it time. Maybe what you guys need is a break." Kendall suggests, kissing her head. Allie sat there and thought, she does want to give him another chance. She loves him so much and doesn't want to let him go, she can't let him go. But before they do get back together, a break is a good idea.
"Thanks, Kendall." Allie says, as she wipes her eyes.
"Anytime baby sister." Kendall smiles. Allie hugs him once again, before sitting down on the couch. Kendall goes into his room, and Logan and Carlos walk into 2j. Carlos goes straight to his room, and Logan sits down next to Allie.
"You okay now?" Logan asks her.
"Yeah. I think so. It's just that, it's my first time getting heartbroken..." Allie tells him.
"Haven't you been cheated on before? I remember James fucked up some dude who cheated on you." Logan asks. James has beat up dudes who've cheated on Allie. She hopes he doesn't do that to Carlos.
"Yeah, I have been played. But I didn't love those guys the way I love Carlos." Allie says.
"Aw, Allie. It's okay. Just stay strong and keep your head up. Okay?" Logan says, as he kisses her temple and gets up.
"Okay." Allie replies.
She gets up, and goes into her room, shutting the door behind her. She looks for her iPod, but can't find it. That's when she remembers, it's in Carlos' room. She really doesn't want to go get it, but she needs music right now. Music calms her down and takes her mind off of things. So, she sighs and decides to go get it. She slowly aproaches Carlos' door. When she walks in, Carlos is on the phone with someone.
"Hey, uh..I've got to go." Carlos says, before hanging up the phone. "What's wrong?" He asks.
"I just came to get my iPod." Allie replies, as she grabs it off of Carlos' dresser. She doesn't say another word to him, and walks out.
She walks back to her room and shuts the door. She puts her headphones in, and the first song that comes on, is her and Carlos' song; Always and Forever. Tears fill her eyes as the song starts playing, Carlos dedicated this song to her. She looks at her wall, which is filled with a few pictures of her and Carlos together. She slowly gets up, and gently takes the pictures down so they wouldn't rip. She puts them carefully in the drawer of her nightstand. She lays back down, and changes the song.
She eventually cries herself to sleep.
So, like I always say... if you want me to continue, review! :D