AN: I'm kinda bored so I kinda updated XD I had enough anyways. (like... 2 XD ah well). This chapter's kinda sad and Bella's OOC Anyways ='[:
"They all say that I'm insane
And it's too dangerous
perhaps they're right, but don't they know that
Love is worth the risk?"
-The Mitch Hansen Band, So Much Worse
Jacobs POV
As soon as we pulled up on the driveway of Charlie's house, Nessie ran isntantly to the door. I followed behind and walked inside. I heard Nessie yelling at her parents.
"You called the cops on me?" she yelled.
"Its two in the morning, you're not home, we call Charlie and the police!" I heard Bella yell.
"It was my fault," I defended. "I lost track of time." they looked at me, I could see the rage in Bella's eyes. I was right, they DID hate me. But now they loathed me. Detested even.
"You!" she said, approaching me. Edward got between me and his wife.
"Can you give us a minute, Jacob?" I nodded and left the room. They headed for Charlie's study and closed the door. I really wondered if Edward liked me better then Bella. He was always calm, even when I met him, he smiled.
Even with the door closed, I could hear them yelling.
"We have to get out of here!" I heard Bella yell.
"No!" Nessie yelled back, it was scary to hear Nessie yell like that.
"Edward, we have to. Next thing you know, she'll end up seventeen and pregnant!" I didn't hear Edward through this.
"There's nothing wrong with Jacob!"
"He's TRASH! Not for YOU!" that hurt, but Bella had a point... I was never going to have fancy things. I will never have what she does... She deserves someone better then me...
"TRASH?" Nessie yelled back. "You're not going to tell me who to love!"
"Love?" Edward said finally.
"Yes, Daddy. I LOVE him!" I could hear sobbing. I wished I could barge in there and comfort her. But Instead, I got up and started to leave.
Nessie's pov
"I LOVE HIM!" I shouted at my mom. I hated her in this moment. She couldn't tell me who to love! She had no right! So what we were celebrities? Love has no limits.
"You're seventeen years old, you don't know what love is." I rolled my eyes.
"And YOU do? You don't look at daddy the way I look at Jacob! You don't know ANYTHING!" I left her there in silence and left the room to see Jacob, I needed him. I needed him to hold me and tell me it was alright. Maybe we could run away together. Leave our lives behind and just be together, have a family, maybe build our own house. I had it all planed.
"Jacob," I called. I headed where we left him, and he wasn't there. I went outside, and saw that all the police cars, including Charlie's, weren't there anymore. He was headed or his car and I ran after him.
"Jake." I said as I ran into his arms. He held me, but there was something wierd in this hug. It wasn't a pationate hug like I expected, it was one like he didn't know me. He sighed.
"What's wrong?" I asked. He let go of me.
"Ness, I'm thinking... Maybe your parents are right." he whispered.
"What do you mean?" I asked, trying not to cry. Did he actually agree with my parent's statement? I hoped not.
"Nessie, look at me! I'm never going to have fancy things! I AM trash! You deserve someone better-"
"I ONLY want YOU!" i argued, trying to fight tears. I was getting angry now.
"Summer's almost over, you're going to New York and I'm staying here in Forks-"
"Come with me!" I said. He sighed.
"New York?" he snorted. "What the hell am I going to do in New York?" I bit my lip and gave him the best answer I could.
"Be with me." it actually came out sounding more like a question. He sighed.
"Nessie... I just don't know about us..." I started crying now, I wasn't looking at his face, but he put one hand to my face.
"Are... Are you breaking up with me?" I sobbed a little. I bit my lip, he shrugged.
"I just don't see how it's going to work." I've never cried so hard in this instant. I've never cried like this infront of a boy. "We can just wait until the summer's over and see how things turn out." he was about to get into his car, but I closed the door on him. I was angry now.
"Why wait until the summer ends, huh?" I yelled. "Why not do it right now?" I pushed him into the car, as hard as I could, not doing anything, of course.
"Nessie-" he tried to kiss me again, I slapped him.
"Dont touch me!" I yelled. "I hate you!"
"Im sorry, I-" he tried to defend himself. I wouldn't let him, he wanted this to end, why not now?
"Do it!" I yelled, pushing him more. He stayed silent, with wide eyes. He has seen this side of me before, just not as angry. He didn't say anything. So I took control.
"Fine! I'll do it!" I said through my clenched teeth. "This is OVER! You hear me?"
"Okay... Fine." was all he said, getting into the car.
"Get OUT OF MY FACE! GET OUT!" I yelled at him more. Then suddenly, I realized what i've done. I was acting like a brat, and our relationship was over.
"Wait," I said calm now. "We're not REALLY over, are we?" he didn't look at me and started to drive away. "This is just one of those fights we have, by tommorow it'll be like nothing happened, right?" he drove off now and got down on my knees and cried.
AN: Same amount of reviews guys! and sorry Nessie's a brat.. that's the note book to you.
