A/N

Sooooo...I haven't worked on my kinks for a little while. Sorry, I just haven't had ideas.

But this a request from Serena-loves-angst.

It starts after the ending of Big Time Concert.

Kendall closed the bedroom door behind him and sighed, lying down on his bed. He was tired, their first concert had been a success but now he was tired, and just wanted to sleep.

The door opened and Kendall groaned.

"Kenny, are you still mad at me?"

Kendall had momentarily forgotten his anger during the concert, but now it had come back. He pinched the bridge of his nose and hissed at James. His boyfriend looked sad, but he didn't care.

"Yes, I'm very mad, James."

"But, Kendall I said I was sorry!" he felt the bed dip and he opened his eyes to see James with a sad look in his eyes.

"Saying sorry won't help." Kendall sat up and crossed his arms.

"Kendall, why can't you forgive me?" Kendall glared at James.

"Not everything is about you, James, damn it!" james flinched and stood, crossing his arms and pouting.

"But I said I was sorry..." he mumbled. Kendall gripped his hair and stood.

"You realize what you almost did, James? You almost ruined everything for us!"

"Okay, almost, Kendall! Almost!" Kendall glared at James.

"Do you realize what we've all sacrificed for you? We all moved down here to pursue YOUR dream! To help you with YOUR career! And you're so freaking self-obsessed you were to blind to see how much you almost ruined Big Time Rush when you went with Hawk!"

James flinched at every word Kendall shouted at him before he hung his head. A tear dribbled out of his eyes and off his chin.

"Im sorry." Kendall saw the tears dribbling but he was way to pissed after that rant.

"Sorry is not going to fucking cut it!" james looked up at him, and Kendall thought it might sound a little wrong, but James looked so fucking adorable with watery hazel eyes and he was biting his lip. James put his hands together, as if begging, and looked at Kendall.

"Please, what do I to do make it up to you?"

Kendall watched as he nibbled on his lip, and subconsciously slid a hand up his torso. Kendall shook a little as the t-shirt pressed against his broad chest, tightening and showing off his nipples.

Kendall lost it.

He grabbed james and threw him towards the wall. James hit his side against the wall and gasped as Kendall pounced on him, pressing his hands into James's broad chest. He smashed his mouth against James's, listening to the younger boy groan and squirm. He flipped the boy around and pressed him into the wall. He thumped his hips hard against James, reaching around to squeeze and twist the hard nipple poking through James's shirt.

"Fuckin' teasing me..." Kendall thumped harder against James, listening to him squeal and moan. He grasped James's hips and thrusted harder.

"Oh, god fuck!" James threw his head back against Kendalls shoulder as he rocked into his hips, rubbing his erection that was poking through his jeans into James's ass. Kendall grabbed James's face and stuck his tongue into his mouth, dying for the taste of James, and at the same time, he was still mad. James pulled away gently, and let out a small whimper of confusment. He wanted to throw James around the room, literally knock some sense into the pretty boy.

Finally he grabbed James's shirt and whipped it off, making James spin gently in the room, but he finally tripped over something and fell to the ground. Kendall stood over him, dropping his shirt to the ground, before he leaned down and grabbed James's legs.

"W-wait Kendall-" but he squealed again as Kendall ripped the the jeans off his legs. James looked over his shoulder at Kendall, watching the blonde loom over him. He grinned, knowing he was just admiring him.

"Like what you see?"

"Love it." Kendall growled dropping to the floor and grabbing James's ass cheeks hard,squeezing his fingers into the thick skin, James groaned in pain but then whimpered as Kendall kissed the warm skin.

"Kendall..." he gripped the carpet and whimpered, but then James gasped as Kendall yanked his hands back, tying them back with the belt he had just been wearing. James gasped again, listening to the sound of kendalls zipper.

"Wait! Kendall what are you going to do?!" Kendall grabbed James, yanking him to his feet and then lulling him close. James's legs went numb as Kendall roughly kissed him, making his lips tingle and pulled them back onto the bed, James straddling him this time.

He groaned as Kendall thrusted up, his thick erecting rubbing against the bulge appearing in James's underwear.

"YOU are going to ride me." Kendall answered with a smirk.

"W-what?!" James gasped again, but then groaned as Kendall rammed up and thrusted against him. James gasped and looked at Kendall.

"B-but, k-Kenny, I've never done t-"

Kendall smashed his lips to James's, biting on his bottom lip and letting it go, letting it spring back.

"Just shut up and stop being a baby." Kendall growled. He yanked his boxers down his legs, doing the same to James before grinning up at him. James whimpered and felt his cheeks grow hot as Kendall raised him, holding the pretty boy up. He inserted the tip of his penis into James's puckered opening and thrusted up. James gasped and threw his head back, crying out as Kendall slide inside him. James gritted his teeth as Kendalls dick was fully engulfed inside his tight ass.

"Kendall...it...hurts..." he whimpered, his legs shaking as he tried to stay still on Kendalls dick.

"You'll get used to it baby." Kendall smirked, reaching his hand up to stroke the pretty boys soft hair.

James began breathing faster, raising himself up a little, feeling Kendall slide out, before Kendall gripped his hips and shoved him back down. His dick struck his prostate and James cried out, his legs shaking as pleasure shot up his spine.

"Oh god! Kendall!" he cried. Kendall chuckled, and then moved his hips a little and thrusted up again. James screamed in pleasure again, and then Kendall was thrusting up over and over again, making James scream and shake in pleasure.

"F-faster, Kenny, faster!" he cries. Then suddenly, the grip on his hips is harder, and Kendall makes him stop.

"Kendall!? Why!? please don't stop!" he screams,looking down at the blonde to see his smirk, and darky lusty eyes. James whimpered and then squealed when Kendall stood, his hard, throbbing cock still inside of him. He lifted James's beautiful, muscled thighs and put his legs on his shoulders as he smashed James into the wall. James gasped in pain and whimpered as Kendall began pounding inside of him, striking his prostate every time.

"AH! AH! OH MY GOD!" James screamed as Kendall went at full speed.

"FUCK! James, god your so beautiful, oh god!" he screamed. Kendall had forgotten about his anger, because this was just wonderful revenge. He had silently forgave James, but decided he should probably tell him later.

He shifted, spreading his legs a bit more,feeling his jeans slide further down his legs,making it easier to support James's meaty and muscled body as he pounded him into the wall. James scratched the wall with his nails, not being able to grip anything because his hands were bound, still.

James could feel himself unraveling, his eyes rolling back into his head as he began arching his back. Tears of pleasure dribbled off his cheeks.

"Kendall! Im gonna-"

"Fuck! Me to!" Kendall cried, before he began stumbling backwards. His knees hit the bed and he fell over, making James sink down on his cock. James moaned and then proceeded with bouncing as fast and as hard as he could on Kendalls cock, pounding into his prostate and then he arched his back in front of him, throwing his head back as he ousted himself down so hard, Kendalls dick threatened to get stuck.

He screamed and let out a sob of pleasure as it dug into his prostate and then with a large spasm he came, white sticky ropes shooting out of his untouched cock, and spraying all over Kendall.

Kendall felt James's asshole tighten very hard, so hard he wondered if it really was stuck. The pressure and friction caused him to grab James, and bite deep into his neck as he shot his load inside of James. James cried out and then it was dine as they bit flopped back, panting hard against each other. Kendall waited a few minutes before reaching around and untying James's hand and dropping the belt.

He rubbed the worn wrists,wincing when he saw the deep red marks there. He brought the wrists to his lips and kissed them, watching James blush. He traced James's cheek and kissed both of them.

"Sorry 'bout your wrists." he mumbled. James shrugged and curled into Kendall.

"It was good for a first time." kendalls eyebrows shot up into his blonde bangs.

"T-that was your first time?! Oh, lord, James I'm so sorry-" but James stopped him with a kiss.

"Its okay. No, it wasn't just okay, it was amazing. I'm glad it was you." James smiled as Kendall traced his face. Then he proceeded with kissing every part of James's face.

"Oh god you are beautiful...these gorgeous cheeks, this chin, your adorable nose, your beautiful eyes...and these lips..." but when Kendall leaned forward to kiss James's lips, he turned s head away. Kendall frowned.

"Baby, what is it?" he rubbed James's back with one hand.

"Do...do you really like my lips?" he mumbled, feeling them with the tips of his fingers. Kendall frowned and turned his head, so James was looking at him. He traced the outline of James's supple, plump lips.

"Yes. Of course I do, their amazing and I always wanna kiss them. Why do you ask?"

James was silent for a moment

"Hawk...wanted to change...my lips...he didn't like them at all..." he mumbled. He looked up to flinch when he saw Kendalls green eyes dark with anger. Kendall grabbed James's face and kissed his lips, over and over again.

"That man-had no-right-to-say something-like that!" Kendall hissed through each kiss.

"But-Kendall-" James sighed into Kendalls mouth.

"I love you, every part of you, do you understand? I don't care what he thinks and neither should you. You are beautiful, Jamie." he brushed a few locks of James's hair away from his face. James smiled but then nibbled on his lip.

"Are you still mad?"

Kendall sighed.

"No. I think you made up a lot for what you did." James smiled and looked down at their bodies.

"Its late, you know...we should probably get some rest." Kendall nodded and then moved his hips, gently pulling his now flaccid dick from James's hole. It slid out with a slick, wet noise and james hissed a little, but then gave Kendall a reassuring smile.

"Im okay." he whispered as he stood up and took off the rest of his clothes, stripping naked. Kendall swallowed hard and stared at James. He wondered if the boy would object to walking around naked when it was only Kendall and him, because he was seriously just that beautiful.

James felt arms wrap around his waist as Kendall pressed his now naked body to his.

"Dont put any clothes on." he whispered, leaning down to kiss james's bare shoulder. James shivered and nodded, letting Kendall lead him to kendalls bed, where they climbed in together, james on top of Kendall, his head on kendalls chest,listening to his heart beat.

"Do you think anybody heard us?" Kendall laughed at the question.

"If they did, they better get use to it." james blushed and kissed Kendalls chest, silently thanking that had forgiven him.

"I love you."

"I love you, too."

A/N

Okay ending sucked but whatevs so did you like?! If you did please leave a review!

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