it was finally Monday after noon and I found myself walking into the arena with Phil and Jon on each of my sides, I sighed unsure if I was ready, I knew at some point I'd see him today.
"you OK?" Phil asked as if reading my thoughts, I shrugged nodding.
"OK sunshine, I gotta go, meetings and shit, I'll see you" Jon said hugging me, I nodded waving him off as Phil and I kept walking.
"you know you can hang on the bus if you want" Phil told me, I shook my
head.
"thanks but I need to face this" I told him as we stopped, he nodded and cupped my face "your not alone in this OK, you got me, no matter what, promise me if you need me, you'll come to me" he told me, I nodded looking down at our feet, phils hand moved down to my chin making me look at him "say it" he said.
I cleared my throat "i promise" I told him, he sighed "OK I gotta go" he old me leaning in hugging me, I nodded hugging him back with one last nod he took off, I sighed this being my first real time being alone since getting to Dallas
Phil left long enough to fulfill his appearances and came back, which I didnt mind, I enjoyed my time with him and amazingly him and Jon got along really well, I didn't think they would.
I started walking around jumping back when I felt arms around my shoulders, I sighed seeing the bellas "so you didn't come to lunch Friday" Nikki said frowning, I nodded.
"yea sorry about that some things happened" I told them, they nodded.
"i know break ups are hard to do, when john, cena, not yours, any ways when we broke up like I was totally devastated, that's why you need girlfriends" she told me, I nodded.
"you know im just a private person" I told them shrugging,.
"i get that" brie said smiling at me, Nikki nodded "but we're a big family around here" she said as if I didn't already know that, we rounded the corner, I stopped making both
twins look up, there stood my ex, he looked miserable, it almost
broke my heart even more, our eyes connected "ugh this has to be hard" Nikki said frowning.
"im sorry I just need to" I trailed off as Colby started walking over to us, he stopped in front of us, his eyes trailing up and down my body and landing on my eyes, I had on phils gray zip up jacket, so no one could see the bruises on my arms, I didn't know what I was going to do if I was wrestling to night.
"excuse me ladies can I have a word with Samantha, please" he said his voice mellow, they looked at me waiting for my permission.
"its fine, im fine" I told them softly, they nodded "OK if you need us we'll be in catering" they nodded to me, I smiled and turned my attention to Colby.
"can we talk privately?" I nodded, he gently took my elbow and walked me into an empty room, letting go of me, I leaned against the wall, Colby looked at me torn.
"i take it since my heads still attached you didn't tell Jon?" he asked, I nodded "why? I deserve an ass beating for that"
"i wont be the reason the shield breaks up, or why jons in prison, Colby he wont just beat your ass, he'll fucking kill you, your lucky" I stopped myself from telling him his lucky Phil wasn't kicking his ass and that took a lot of begging, I sighed looking down.
"im lucky what? Huh?" he asked making me look up at him, I shook my head shoving my hands in the pockets of phils jacket " I hate this, I hate that you wont look me in the eyes anymore, you look at me like you don't know me" he said.
"i don't" I said clipped as I glared up at him "the man I knew, the Colby I loved and lived with for four years would never ever act this way, he wouldn't of looked at another women much less what you did,and putting his hands on me would've been out of the question" I snapped at him, he looked down.
"im so sorry Sam, I never meant to hurt you, it was supposed to be over the first night"
"it shouldn't of ever happened!" I snapped interrupting him, he nodded.
"it shouldn't of, please Sam how do I make this up to you?" he begged walking over to me "last week in our bed you and I, we still have so much passion and love for on anther, I know you felt it to baby please, I'll do anything" he said gently I hissed when he rubbed up and down my arms , making him frown, he slowly unzipped my jacket our eyes connected the whole time, he broke the stair when he took the jacket off and frowned seeing the giant bruises on my arms of his hand prints, he covered his mouth.
I nodded folding down the top of my shorts showing in the bruise on my hip and pulling up my shorts showing him the one of my leg, he shook his head "i uh oh Jesus" he turned around quickly going to the trash can in the corner of the room, he bent over and puked.
I walked over bending down next to him and gently rubbed his back, he groaned turning around sitting back his head against the wall eyes closed "im so sorry Sam, oh god" he pulled me to him, I nodded "i believe you are" I whispered as tears burnt my eyes "Colby I gotta go" I told him standing up.
"please tell me how do I get back?" he asked looking at me so lost, I shook
my head opening the door "i don't know, your someone I thought would never hurt me, and now when ever I close my eyes all I see is you and her together" I told him and walked out.
I leaned against the wall and took a couple of deep breaths , I wiped my
eyes and headed down the hall.
I walked into catering and smiled seeing Jon and Joe, I walked over and sat down laying my head on my best friends arm "you OK?" he asked, I nodded staying quiet.
"well I gotta go, I'll see you man" Joe said nodding to me, I frowned.
"OK that makes the second time you two have been in here and I come and sit he leaves" I frowned, Jon sighed. "he doesn't want to get caught in the middle of it, his pissed at Colby, but that's his friend" Jon explain, I frowned "but I thought I was his friend to, I don't want you guys to take sides" I frowned
"you are, its hard to explain" he said, I nodded "you feel that way?" I asked, Jon chuckled shaking his head "no abouslty not, I kicked colbys ass, we're good, but your my best friend, nothings changing that" he told me, I nodded.
"im gonna go talk to the Bella's" I told him standing up, Jon frowned "you OK?" he asked, I nodded "yea, I'll see you" I told him and walked over to the table Nikki brie and nattie was sitting at.
"look I would like to get to know you guys, however I just don't want to talk about Colby and I, its personal, his a good guy made a bad choice, summers a skank, that's all im saying" I told them.
Nattie smiled "just like your dad, so how are you liking it here so far?"she asked, I nodded sitting down as we started talking about random things. I looked up and seen Phil walk in with kofi, he saw me and winked making me blush and look down "aw you and Phil, that would be so cute" Nikki gushed, I shook my head "we are just friends" I told them shaking my head "besides isn't it to soon?" I asked, I wasn't even sure how this worked.
Nikki shook her head "look Colby cheated you cant go back cause you'll never trust him, and everyone has seen the way Phil watches you, girl I'd saddle that pony before someone else does" I laughed shaking my head.
"OK any ways" brie said smiling as nattie started talking about her cats and how they were doing it made me miss colbys dogs a lot, and brie talk about Daniel Brian, whom I knew from a couple of Indy shows "he was so stoked that you got signed, said you were the best female on the Indy circuit" she told me, I smiled, that meant a lot coming from Brian
"OK I gotta go make sure im not doing anything tonight" I told them standing up we all agreed to meet up later and I headed out, feeling a little better
I smiled seeing Phil and walked up behind him, I covered his eyes with my hands and smiled "guess who" I said
"um the pope" I laughed when he turned around and smiled at me "whats up kid?" he asked.
"just seeing if we're doing anything?" I asked him, he nodded.
"actually we are doing a promo" he told me I nodded "you can wear my jacket, looks kinda cute on you" he told me winking at me, I laughed nodding "im gonna get ready on the bus, if your OK with that?" I asked, he nodded.
"yea here, I'll go with you" he told me putting his hand on my lower back as we walked through the arena to the back where the buses where we walked into phils bus I went into the back and started going through my clothes, deciding on a pair of jean shorts with a women white lighting bolt cm punk t-shirt and his gray sweater, I quickly got dressed and touched up my hair and make up.
I was putting my stuff back in my bag when punk came into the room, I stood up and smiled at him "do I look OK?" I asked, he nodded walking to me, he placed his hands on my hips backing me into the bad "Phil" I spoke softly raising my eye brow.
"i know its too soon for you, I know your hurting and confused, but I've never been one to sit back and patiently wait for something I want, I've wanted you since our night and I was told no, then you had a boyfriend and I respected that, but now you here, in my room, on my bus, in my clothes and I just I have to do this" he said and leaned down placing a gentle kiss on my lips.
I felt that pull in my stomach, it felt like it was knotting and doing flips all at once when his lips came on mine, he went to pull away when I leaned up catching his lips with mine, I moaned when he deepened the kiss, he moved his hands to underneath my thighs near my butt pulling me closer to him.
We continued our little make out session, phils hand landing on the back of my head gripping my hair as he laid me back on his bed, I moaned as his other hand placed its self on my stomach trailing up, my whole body felt like it was tingling and on fire at the same time with him.
KNOCK KNOCK, we both groaned "what?" punk yelled out almost scarily
"ssorry Mr. uh punk you're up" a nervous stage head stumbled out making me laugh, Phil groaned placing his face in the crook of my neck, even his hot breath on my skin was giving me chills, after a moment Phil sat up and smirked holding his hand out for me to take, I slowly sat up " I need to fix my hair" I mumbled making him smirk.
"you do" he said as we walked into the bathroom, Phil stood behind me his hands on my hips as I brushed out the tangled mess he had created "OK ready" I spoke softly, Phil nodded taking me hand and hand in hand we walked back into the arena.
I couldn't help but feel giddy at this as we stood in front of a camera Phil doing what he does best talking, going off about how the shield put their hands on me and that wouldn't be tolerated.
I frowned seeing the shield come forward, punk putting me behind him, Seth leaned over and eyed me, he smirked nodding "I'd keep her close to" he reached out his gloved hand touching my cheek, I pulled my face away scowling at him.
"touch her again, I'll break you in half Rollins" punk spoke acidly.
"look we just find it an injustice someone with so much talent is stuck behind a nobody loud mouth"
"nobody loud moth cute ambrose, but we're not talking about you, im the best in the world and ill take on one of you next week and prove it" Phil snapped
" oh your on punk, just bring that ray of sunshine and its a date" dean spoke up winking at me, I rolled my eyes scrunching my face.
The camera yelled cut, I felt Phil still hold onto my hand "geez you play hate for me so well" Jon joked.
"oh well you know I go back to the days when we first met" I winked at him, he nodded "oh where you wanted this and wouldn't admit it" he joked, I shook my head.
"oh yea let me tell you my moxley fan girl inside of me was just dying to come out and it turned it into hatred" I rolled my eyes shaking my head "whatever floats your dress up"
he rolled his eyes "i always hated that saying with you makes no damn sense" I laughed shaking my head.
"im going to go lay down, been a long day, see yea guys" I smiled politely as Phil and I turned around still holding hands.
"when the fuck did that I happen?" I could hear Colby spit out acidly.
"probably the moment you found your dick in summers pussy" Jon spat back at out as Phil and I rounded the corner.
"well he didn't seem to happy" I mumbled looking down.
"do you not want this?" he asked holding up our hands, I bit my lip looking at our entangled hands , truth was I did, I really really did, I shook my head "no its not that, just give me time to adjust OK?" I asked softly, Phil nodded and bent down giving me a light kiss "anything" he told me softly and we headed back to his bus, and for the first time since all this happened I had a real smile on my face, and I actually felt giddy.
A/n oh my goodness guys so sorry life has been majorly hectic lately, found out im pregnant, getting trained for a promotion at work, kiddos being crazy, but I hope you guys enjoy this, please REVIEW I want to know what you think or any idea you have for this story where you want to see it go, her with Phil or back together with Colby, what? Please let me know.