Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. I am never going to forget how to spell Twilight with the amount of time I spend saying that I don't own it.

Authors Note: I am sorry that it takes me so long to update. Please don't hurt me. Well you waited, go on, read what I have written.

As I waited for one of us to speak Carlisle came in.

"Hello Bella, how are you feeling?" I let out an exasperated sigh, but it was also one of relief.

"Hi. I am okay; I've been better, but hey what can I expect after getting into a 5 car accident." His lips twitched at that.

"I have to say that that was quite a feet even for you. I have never known a vampire to get into an accident with a car and end up in the hospital."

"What can I say, I am extraordinary."

"Well, I can see that you are okay so I am going to go. It also has something to do with Alice telling me that you need to talk and that if I stay in there for longer then 5 minutes then she will give me a make over." He shuddered at the thought.

"You should be stronger then that Carlisle. After all she is your daughter." Edward smiled as he said this.

"Yes, but…hey. Well I am not all that sure that Esme would disagree. Good point though. Edward, as your father I demand that you talk to Bella right now." He then walked out of the room and it was quiet again.

"So."

"Yeah. So."

"Edward."

"Bella." We both looked embarrassed for a moment and I decided that he could go first.

"You go ahead."

"Bella, I am so sorry. If I had just kept my wits about me and hadn't over reacted then you wouldn't be here right now. This is all my fault and I understand if you don't forgive me. I should have talked to you. I should have asked and been more thorough with asking what had happened. I am sorry for the accusation that you had been with another man and more then anything I am sorry that I said that it made me sick to look at you."

"Edward I forgive you." He looked up at me in shock.

"But how could you. After all that I have done. I don't deserve forgiveness."

"Edward everyone makes mistakes, even vampires. You felt an emotion that you were not familiar with and so you reacted. You let anger get the best of you and so you ran. I can understand. Sometimes you hurt the people that you love the most and you were hurt. All you knew is that I was with another man and some part of you could not understand that. That is it. I love you and I forgive you."

He collapsed next to me in the bed and his shoulders shook with sobs.

"I was so scared Bella. I stopped the car and realized that the car behind me was going to hit me. Then all of the other cars hit you. If you hadn't been going so fast then you would be at home and the car would only have a few dents. I got out to see if they were badly hurt, even though I knew that with that kind of accident then they probably were not." He took a breath.

"Sorry about totaling your car." He smiled

"When I realized that the car was familiar I looked closely and realized that it was mine. When I saw you in it…I can't describe how scared I was. I thought that it was like with Darey. The part of me that has gotten a medical degree said that the chances of you getting out of that crash alive were so slim. The vampire part said that you couldn't die; you were immortal."

"What about the human part?" I was getting tired and the pain was getting worse, but I had to hear this. I had to make him see that no matter what he thought, no matter how many bad decisions that he made I was always going to forgive him. I had too. You forgave the people that you love, not hold it against them for doing something that you could have done just as easily.

"The human part was scared out of his mind. All he could think is that you were hurt and that there was nothing I could do about it. You still had to use your organs. The only way that you can live is if they work. I wondered if you had to much internal damage if you could live. Could your body heal what even the greatest technology could not. The part of me that loves you, and cares for you and wants to keep you safe more then anything though. He knew that you had taken some knocks and had come out okay. Why would this time be any different?"

I just nodded. What more was there to say? We both understood each others actions and accepted it.

"Carlisle will be glad that you know about how I feel and that this was not your fault. He is probably equally happy that he does not have to sick Emmet on you or explain that guys find me attractive and would naturally want to be with me. I am sure that he really doesn't want to tell you all of that because can you honestly say that you would want to tell your son that."

The pain increased a lot. "Edward do you think that you could get me a nurse?"

"What's wrong?" The pain was horrible and I was sure that it was not supposed to be.

"Pain." That was all I managed to get out. Then I smelled something. I looked down. "Edward." He looked at me and then down. The blankets were slowly turning red with blood. He was out of that room and back with a nurse before I could even say a word. She looked at me and then left the room.

"I am going to get the doctor right now."

"Edward." He was by my side and holding my hand. I was getting tired, so tired. My eyes drooped.

"Bella, you have to stay with me. Don't go to sleep. Whatever you do, don't go to sleep." He thought about something very hard and then kissed me. My eyes shot open from shock. I was not expecting that. I melted into the kiss before I heard the clearing of a throat.

"Edward could you step outside so that I can get a look at what is wrong." He nodded, looking sheepishly at me and then left the room. Carlisle smiled at me. "I take it then that all is once again well in paradise?"

I nodded my head and then winced as a wave of pain hit me. "Carlisle now would be nice."

He walked over and lifted the hospital gown. The blood that was there was coming from the stitches.

"It looks like you have ripped some of your stitches. That has to hurt."

"You bet it does."

"Well this won't be too hard to fix. I will get a kit and be back." I was about to ask him for some pain medicine when he answered before I even got the question out. "And yes I will bring you some pain med's." Even though I knew Carlisle and knew that he was older then any person ever, it was weird to hear him speak in such…. Now terms.

"Edward you can come back in now." A second later he was by m side.

"Hey." He said it softly and with a lot of love. His eyes practically shone with it. I know that that is clique and over used and very blah, but it was true.

"Carlisle is going to sew me back up and then I can get some pain meds. That might be in the wrong order though." He just smiled at me.

"My Bella. Always getting things confused or mixed up." I whacked him on the arm.

"Hey. I take offense."

"Good because you were supposed too."

"Uh. How rude."

"So are you ready to start planning that wedding." I groaned. If I was already married that would be great. That way I could skip the whole thing were I have to plan and get pretty and buy stuff. Not to mention who we would invite. Oh weddings are hell.

"I am only getting married to you once. This is not worth going through more then once."

"Well then we will have to make this wedding last for eternity then won't we." He leaned in and kissed me. It was going to be okay because what else could go wrong.

AN2: I did not mean to not update for so long. I am so so so so so sorry. Please forgive me. This was supposed to be longer, but I think that you guys would rather that I update faster. Don't worry; I should get back to my fast updating. It won't be as fast because I have Away From You, Beyond The Screen, and Boxers Or Briefs. So I will try to update fast but I will not be daily. Maybe I will do every other day. Oh well. Sorry for the insanity. Review and tell em what you think.