It had been a couple of weeks since I last spoken to nate but something had been on my mind for a while I needed to talk to him I owned it to myself to get things right. So I called him up I still didnt really want to see him in person

( lena,nate )

hello?

Hey nate...its me lena

oh hey lena I havent talk to you in awhile I guess it hasnt been the right time

yeah..well anyway nate look im only calling to get a few things off my chest okay

yeah sure

ive been thinking an... I forgive you...i forgive you for everthing, it just took my awhile because I just could never really understand why you said you loved me and then turn to another girl, but I get it I wasnt giving you enough of what you wanted. Im ok with it really and Im moving on with my life so I guess nate this is goodbye you know

lena, wait it was never your fault thats what ive been trying to tell you I love you I always have its was hard for me to really know what real love felt like but now I know, when I see you an you leave my heart brakes a little, I miss your smell, I miss how when your sleeping you snuggle up on me, lena I miss everything about you I love you lena

im sor- lena said before she felt a pain going through her then she just passed out

nate heard a painful groan over the phone "lena!, lena!" nate yelled before hanging up an running over there

yes yes I know very short but I started school so I didnt really have anytime to comeup with an amazing and long chapter you know review please