Clarke spent her Thursday and Friday rehearsing with her band but they all decided to go out and relax on Saturday. They went to the aquarium. Witch was probably not a good idea because the already over-excited blonde loved aquariums.

"Hey, hey Raven ! Look ! Look at this one !"

"Clarke…" said Raven in a sigh, face palming for the hundredth time since they entered the place one hour earlier "It's a bass. A simple, edible bass"

"Yeah but it's so huuuuge !"

"Clarke please stop touching aquarium walls, it's dirty"

"Sorry O. but my hands are clean"

"No. You touched EVERY aquarium we saw since we entered. You have the most polluted hands in this whole place. Do you have any idea how many people did the same thing before you ?"

Clarke wanted to answer but nothing came out. So she pouted. Monty on another hand seemed really happy. He loved photography. And aquariums were just perfect to take beautiful shots. Jasper was stuck in front of another aquarium, inventing dialogues for the sharks. Out loud. A bunch of children had grouped together around him to listen to his stories.

"Hey, O. how old do you think she is ?"

"She ?" Clarke pointed to something in the aquarium "Clarke it's a turtle, how can you tell she is a female ?"

"She has kind eyes"

Raven's right hand seemed glued to her forehead by now. Octavia took a deep breath "Clarke. First : he- its eyes are not kinder than any other turtle's eyes. Second : kindness is not a criterion when it comes to turtles' sexualizing. And third : how in hell would I know about its age ?"

"True" Clarke made a face, then she smiled again grabbing her friends' hands.

"And where are we going now ?" asked Raven, fearing the worst.

"Dolphins !" Raven was right.

They exited the Aquarium around 1pm. They decided to go eat at Emily's family restaurant.

"Ah seriously, penguins, aren't they the cutest things ever ?" asked Clarke, looking at her friends.

Raven rolled her eyes "Yeah yeah"

"Careful Clarke, if you don't shut up about the aquarium really soon, I'm gonna tell Christa you cheated on her with a bird"

Clarke laughed then faked a pout "Yes mom"

"Good"

"Hi everyone ! What will it be today ?"

"Emily ! Hi !" Said Jasper before lowering her voice "Who is it ?"

Emily looked at the person Jasper was pointing "This is Maya. She is new here"

"She's cute…"

"Stop dreaming kid" said Raven punching the back of his head.

Emily laughed and took the orders. Ten minutes later, Maya approached their table.

"For whom was the steak and French fries ?" Jasper swallowed and raised his hand timidly. She smiled at him. "And the omelet ?" it was Octavia's turn to raise her hand. "Coming back in a moment"

When Maya finally disappeared in the kitchen, Jasper got out of his thoughts "She looked at me…"

"Of course dumbass, she's a waitress and she gave you your plate"

"Don't be so mean O. I think she's interested"

"By the tip you'll leave for her ? I bet she is"

"Raven, Octavia I hate you both"

"Please no fights" said Clarke

"But they're mean… Monty you could defend your best f-" Jasper stopped mid-sentence. Monty, in his world, was silently looking at the photos he had just taken.

"Sorry you asked something ?" Jasper pouted for real and Monty blinked at Clarke.

"Christa ! Mommy is back !"

"For god's sake Clarke STOP treating her as your child. She's spoiled enough as it is"

"Don't listen to grumpy auntie Raven, you're the baby of your momma !" she said, taking the delighted cat in her arms.

Octavia rolled her eyes. Clarke was crazy. Just crazy "I'm sorry Clarke but I'm not here to look at you making out with your cat"

"Ew Octavia you're gross !" she covered Christa's ears "Don't pay attention. Octavia's just jealous of us !"

Octavia huffed "Ok this is going to far. I'm going home"

"Please O don't let me deal with Clarke all alone while choosing her clothes for tomorrow…"

Octavia hesitated, her gaze alternating between Clarke in her "lover' arms" and a pleading Raven. "Ok but that's only because I pity you"

"Thank you O. I won't forget !"

"Yeah, yeah, I know" she answered looking at her nails "Ok Clarke" she clapped her hands to have Clarke's attention "Closet, now !" Clarke raised an eyebrow. Octavia rolled her eyes "Ok, bad pun. I got it. Now can we just choose something for you to wear ?"

Clarke laughed and finally obeyed.

Three hours later, they had finally picked a set of clothes, a hairstyle and make-up.

"Six pm. Sorry guys, gotta go or Bell will kill me"

"See you O."

"Tomorrow lil sis" said Raven as her friend was exiting her apartment.

"So. What are we doing ?"

"I don't know. Pizza/movie night ?"

"Yeah cool. What movie ?" Raven started to fear the worst again when she saw the angelic smile on Clarke's face. "No please not an anime again…"

"Pretty please !"

"Let me guess… Princess Mononoke"

"Don't grumble I know you like this movie too"

"Clarke. We watched it so many times that I can totally recite it by memory"

"But it may be our last Princess Mononoke watching together… I love how you're always cheering when Ashitaka cuts off heads…"

Clarke's puppy eyes were one of Raven's weak points "Right. But I'll choose a movie to watch after this one"

"Whatever you want"

"To love a mocking bird"

"No." Clarke's smile dropped.

"Ok that was mean I'm sorry. Zombies ?"

"Better" she answered with a smile.

Clarke was so excited before going to bed that Raven put a little something in her drink, to, you know, help her relax.

A dream woke the blonde up around 10am. An old dream. A dream she hadn't had in a while. A field in summer. A picnic. A family. It had been a memory at some point. But it was so distant now. It just felt like a familiar, blurry dream.

I miss her so much…

She stayed in her bed, just staring at nothing for a while. Then she stood and checked on Raven's room. She was still asleep. Clarke smiled and headed to the bathroom.

*KNOCK KNOCK*

"Clarke please, you've been in there for years get out !"

"Just a minute" Clarke exited the bathroom, a towel wrapped around her.

"What were you doing in there !?"

"Not your business"

"If you don't give me precisions really soon I'm gonna start thinking about something perverted and won't enter this bathroom ever again"

"Raven you're gross. I was just… Staring at the mirror…" Raven paused. Then entered the bathroom without looking at Clarke. "Hey ! Aren't you gonna say something ?" said the blond grabbing her friend's shoulder.

"What do you want me to say ? That I obviously prefer to shower in a room you did perverted things in than spending one more second in your crazy company ?"

Clarke pushed Raven in the bathroom and closed the door "Fuck you Raven !" She headed to her room, then returned to the bathroom door and yelled "And for the last time, NOTHING happened in this fucking bathroom !"

"What you say honey"

Clarke was ready to kill her roommate when the phone rang.

"Hi Bell"

"Hey ! You girls ready ? Coming for you in an hour"

"Holy fuck… RAVEN ! Bell's here in an hour"

"Oh Clarke… Don't tell me you're not ready…"

"Um… We will be, don't worry, just need to… get dressed, bye !" and she hung up.

At 2:45 PM, Bell's car was parked and they were waiting inside.

"Are you ready guys ?"

"Bell, I think I can't stand…"

"Of course you can. Guys, could you get out and wait for us inside ?"

Octavia, Jasper, Raven and Monty got out of the car.

"Clarke, I want you to know that, whatever happens today, I'm proud of you"

"I know" she said looking in right front of her.

"I have a surprise for you" He grabbed his car keys and placed them in Clarke's palm "Keep these with you the whole time"

Clarke frowned "Why ?"

Bellamy smiled "You'll understand. Eventually"

Both exited the car.

Clarke opened the door of the bar and took a deep breath