A/N: thanks for the awesome feedback. Here goes Season 1
"Juicey boy! Wake up!" Juice jumped at the banging on his door. Looking around he noticed he was in bed alone.
Panicking he wondered if last night was some dream. He pushed his hand under his pillow, pulling out Roxy's lacy black panties. He ran them through his fingers and looked over at the clock. 7am. She must have run out early.
Glancing around his room nothing was out of place except for his clothes littering the floor. There was no sign Roxy had been there except for her panties.
Wondering what the hell happened he quickly showered and got himself ready for whatever was going on in the clubhouse.
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Roxy slept off her night at Harley's. By the time she was sure Juice was out cold it was the early hours of the morning. Probably best she snuck out before any of the other guys woke up. The last thing she needed on top of her confusion was doing the walk of shame from the dorms in front of her brother or one of the others.
"So you gunna tell me what happened now I'm sober?" Harley walked back in the room with two cups of coffee.
"I don't know what happened." Roxy graciously accepted the mug and shrugged her shoulders.
"Come off it. You come in here at 4am, climb into my bed and refuse to tell me what got you so worked up. I need details." She surveyed her friend and narrowed her eyes. "Did Juice do something?"
"Yes. No. I don't know."
"Roxy..." She warned. "If he fucking did anything to you last night I'll castrate him."
"No no. God no nothing like that. Ugh." She sighed. Resigned to telling her friend how she really feels. "After you left us we were getting along great. He was pretty sweet and we talked about all sortsa shit. Next thing we're making out round the side of the clubhouse."
"I knew it!" Harley interrupted.
"Yeah. It was great I guess."
"So what's with the moping?"
"I'm not moping." She scowled. "Why does everyone always say that?"
"Because you do. Anyways. Spill. What happened next?"
"We went back to his dorm-"
"Yeah you did!"
"You gunna let me tell this story or not?" Harley zipped her lips. "So yeah we ended up in his dorm. You know what happens next and then-"
Harley interrupted yet again. "So what was it like?"
Roxy rolled her eyes. "Fucking amazing."
"So what's the problem then? Why'd you run out on him?"
"Well after he tells me that he'd been wanting to do that since he first picked me up." Roxy hung her head and stared into her coffee cup.
Harley watched, waiting for her to elaborate. When she realised she wasn't going to get anything she asked "so?"
"So? He's had me now. That's it. We've had sex he'll move on and we're done."
It was Harley's turn to roll her eyes now. "Roxy you don't know that. He's practically pined after you for the last two months. He's not gunna give up now."
"Yeah he did 'pine' after me. And he got what he wanted."
"Roxy. Babe. You gotta realise what a catch you are. You don't know what he wants so ask him. I think you'll be pleasantly surprised."
"Yeah maybe."
"You deserve to be happy babe. I think Juice might be good at that. You had a good time last night yeah? And he did too I'm sure. So who says it has to end there. He'd be fucking stupid to let you go."
"And if it's just sex he wants? Which chances are it is, then what do I do? I don't want that. I don't want to end up like my mom or Wendy. Constantly run out on. Just there to look good and suck dick."
"Nah I've watched that guy the last few years. He's not the same as the rest of them. Trust me."
"Sure. We'll see."
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Roxy hung around Harley's a bit more until Gemma called and told her to meet her at the hospital. Apparently Wendy had ODd.
Roxy knew something like this was gunna happen. But she couldn't tell Jax I told you so. No matter what she knew he'd never want this to happen.
By the time Roxy got there Jax had been and gone and so Roxy stayed with her mum and Clay waiting to hear what the next steps would be.
Apparently Wendy's OD had triggered early labour and they had to do an emergency C Section. Poor Abel was born 10 weeks early and he had their genetic Congenital Heart Defect combined with some other medical problem she didn't understand. Poor kid was going to need two operations. Both quite serious but combined almost life threatening.
Roxy couldn't take the waiting around and decided to go see Wendy.
Although she was out of it Roxy held her hand and said a quiet prayer for her. She knew Wendy had to be hurting. Hell she would never have done all this if she wasn't hurting in the first place.
By the time she came back from Wendy's room her mum and Clay had gone. Exhausted from the her thoughts of the day and just wanting to spend some time with her mum she decided to head to the clubhouse. Although she'd told Juice she liked her peace and quiet times like this called for family.
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By the time Roxy made it to the lot it was packed and she had a hard time finding a car park.
Hoping she wouldn't bump into Juice, Roxy scanned the lot for her mum or dad. Spotting Clay over with Jax by the boxing ring she jogged over.
"Hey Jax. I'm real sorry about Abel." She interrupted the guys giving her brother a hug.
Jax dropped a kiss to her head. "Thanks Rox." He looked down at her. "Guess I probably shoulda listened to you earlier."
"Hey you weren't to know this would happen."
He shrugged and turned back to Clay.
"Sorry to interrupt guys but dad have you seen mom? She here?"
"Bobby break that shit up." He gestured to Happy and Tig. "Nah baby. I got no clue where she is. She's not here though. Give her a ring."
"Alright. See you later." She gave her dad a quick smile and squeezed Chibs' arm as she made her way back to the car.
Just as she was about to reach her car door Roxy felt a hand on her arm. Turning around she came face to face with Juice. After all the mess with their warehouse being blown up Juice was eager to see her and discuss last night.
"Hey how are you?"
Roxy shrugged. "Ok I guess. Been a tough day." She avoided his gaze as best she could.
"Rox? What happened this morning? I woke up and you were gone."
"I figured I should get out of there before I had to do the walk of shame in front of my brother and half the MC."
Juice dropped his hand from her arm. "Walk of shame huh?"
"That's not what I meant."
"Nah I feel ya. Last night was pretty fucking perfect. Just thought you might have wanted to hang out or something." He turned away. "Guess I was wrong."
Roxy groaned. How'd she manage to fuck this up.
"Juice?" She called after him.
He just waved her off and headed back to the clubhouse to drown his sorrows.
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Juice spent most of Sunday neck deep hacking databases and other shit trying to find where the Mayans were hiding the guns they'd stolen from their assembly warehouse.
Despite how peaceful hacking usually made him Juice was on edge. He thought he actually had a shot with Roxy, what a fucking idiot. She deserved better than him and she knew it. Last night was fun but at the end of the day he was just the club idiot. The guy everyone ragged on. As if he could get with the President's daughter.
Eventually Juice found what he was looking for and the guys set up their plan for retrieval. Juice was to tag along which meant he had to get his head in the game.
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Roxy was sitting in her apartment, feet up on the coffee table and wine in her hand. It was late and she had work in the morning. She'd spent most of her Sunday at the hospital with her mom and Luann waiting on news about Abel. It was emotionally draining and combined with how crappy she felt about Juice she couldn't sleep.
Few seconds later there was a knock at her door. She looked over at the clock in the kitchen, noting that it was close to midnight. Sighing she got up, closed her dressing gown and looked through the peep hole.
She was surprised to see Juice standing, fidgeting slightly with a black beanie covering his head.
Roxy wondered what the hell was going on as she opened the door. "Juice? What's going on?"
"Can I come in?"
"Yeah yeah of course." She stepped back letting him in. Juice paced a little bit, unsure where to go. "You realise it's almost midnight?"
He snapped his head to look at her. "Yeah I'm sorry. I can go if you like. This was probably a stupid time to come."
He moved to walk past her but Roxy grabbed his arm and pushed him to the sofa.
"Don't stress. I was just having some wine. Want a beer?"
"Yeah sure."
Handing him the beer she plopped back down on the sofa and looked him over. He was still fidgeting and seemed to be a bit on edge.
"What's got you all worked up?"
"Just adrenaline I guess. Hectic night."
"Club shit?"
"Yeah. Bit of a retrieval operation. Wasn't quite what I had thought it would be." He took a long gulp of his beer. "Sorry about last night. I probably over reacted a bit."
"No. You didn't. I did kinda run out on you yesterday morning." She looked him over as he shrugged. Paying attention to his beer, not wanting to look into her eyes.
"It wasn't because I was ashamed of sleeping with you. It was partly because I didn't want the guys to know I was back there and make a big deal about it. But mainly I thought you'd not want anything more to do with me."
He finally locked his eyes on hers. "Why the hell would you think that?"
She shrugged. "You mentioned wanting to do that since you picked me up. I just figured now it was done that'd be it."
Juice turned his body to face her and pulled her into a kiss. A few breathless moments later he pulled back.
"Like I said last night. Our first time. Meaning I want many more to come."
Roxy smiled against his lips and pulled him back for another kiss. She was still a bit vague on what it was he actually wanted. But after Friday night's performance she figured she could have some fun finding out for now.
Juice was slightly more hurried tonight. The adrenaline still pumping through his veins combined with his relief at being on good terms with Roxy made him desperate to have her again. He pulled her on top of him so she straddled his thighs and pulled off her dressing gown. Excited to see her properly this time.