AN: Hey guys! Sorry for the not updating! I have some personal stuff going on, so it's hard to keep my mind on the book. BUT I am kinda better and I made the chapter longer to apologize for my lack of updating.
I froze, Did she just say the "L" work? Okay, okay. I probably look like a complete idiot sitting here and saying nothing
Bonnie gave me a worried look, then before I could say anything she jumped up from the bed, "I'm so sorry! I shouldn't have said anything. I can see you obviously don't feel the same way."
"Bonne it's not that." I said slowly making my way towards her.
"No it's fine! This is probably really awkward for you so I'm just gonna go to the guest room." She said before zooming towards the door
Well fuck. Nice one Marcy! I let out a loud sigh before chasing after her I opened the door and there was no sign of her. This is just great how am I ever going to find the guest room in this place?! I go to the first door I see "Guess I should start somewhere." I said to myself
I looked in every room upstairs and no sign of Bonnie. Down stairs it is! I made my way down the what seemed like forever steps. I could hear noises coming from the kitchen. I looked in the kitchen to see Bonnie with her back to me and she was cooking something. I slowly walk so I am right behind her and put my arms around her waist and my head on her shoulder, "I love you too." I said softly.
She jumped and let out a small sound of some sort. She turned around smiling, then she placed her arms around my neck. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ove-" I interrupted her with a kiss.
"What are you cooking?" I said letting her go then leaning on the counter beside the stove. She gave me an odd look then went back to cooking. "Mac n cheese.. It's simple but I love it."
"Are you serous?" I said with a smile "Dude mac n cheese is the best!" I said with a laugh, which caused her to laugh also. "Well it's almost done." "Awesome!" I said as I sat at the bar that looked into the kitchen.
Bonnie had fallen asleep in the middle of us watching a tv show something about dresses and saying yes. I'm not up for all that crap so I really didn't pay attention I just watched it because Bonnie wanted to. She had her head on my chest, I slowly started to slide down trying my best not to wake her, but I didn't do a good job and she woke up and looked up at me.
"What time is it?" she said rubbing her eyes. I looked at my phone, "3 o'clock in the morning." "Are you serous?" She said as she turned over, "Can we go to sleep?" "Well yeah." I said laying down. She looked behind her at me and let out a soft sigh and scooted closer to me and grabbed my arm and put it over her.
~Monday~
Not gonna lie, these past few days have been the best days ever. I was pretty sad that it was over honestly. I slid into Bonnies car, the car ride was pretty silent other than the music playing.
We arrived at school but before I could get out Bonnie grabbed my wrist. I gave her a confused look, "Marcy.. Can we keep us a secret?" she said refusing to look up at me. "Uh. Um. Sure." I said looking down. I could feel my heard sink in my chest. "I mean I love you! I'm just not ready for everyone to know.. I'm sorry." She said looking up at me, "It's okay, I get it. We can wait until your ready." I said smiling at her. "Thanks Marcy." I nodded as I got out of the car I waited at the front of the car for Bonnie then we walked into the school together.
The day went by pretty fast before I even knew it I sat in the back of band class looking at my snare. "Hey Marcy." I looked up to see Bonnie standing on the other side of my snare which was on a stand. "You okay?" She said I could see the worry in her eyes. I jump up out of my chair, "I'm fine! Just we are learning songs I don't know so I have to kinda sing them to myself, I kinda go to my own little world when thinking about music!" I said with a small laugh.
She gave me a look like she could see straight through me lie. But instead of her saying anything she shook her head and pulled out her phone, "Well Lady is home and said we could run over there to get your keys after school." I nodded in response, which got me another weird look before she sighed and walked away.
"You two okay?" Finn said turned around in his chair looking at me. I looked at him, "I mean! It's non of my business just Bonnie walked away from you like she does when she gets frustrated." I looked down at my snare and sighed "We are fine Finn." He gave me the same look Bonnie did like as if he could see straight through my lie.
The bell rang, I don't think I've ever been so relieved for this class to be over. I walk over to Bonnie who is putting her interment up. "My keys are in the front zipper of my bag if you want to go a head and wait for me in the car." Bonnie said without looking at me. I got the keys and went out to the car but instead of sitting in the car I just leaned against the door as I waited for Bonnie. Is this how the rest of this year is gonna go? I let out a loud sigh I've never sighed so much in my life. I thought to myself "You gonna get in?" Bonnie said on the other side of the car. I nodded and got in the car.
Bonnie started the car but before she put it in gear she stopped and looked at me, "What's wrong?" She started, "Don't say 'I was singing the music to myself' because I know you are lying." I looked at her in surprise Okay so it wasn't just a look she can see through my lies, well lets be honest it was a really bad lie."Nothing is wrong." I said "There you go again. What is wrong Marcy." She said as she lightly placed her hand on mine. "I'm fine, really Bonnie." I said giving her a small smile to show I'm really okay. She let out a light sigh, "Tell me if something wrong with you, okay? I would like to know what's bothering my girlfriend." she said as she gave me a quick peck on the lips. I nodded with a smile.
Bonnie smiled back at me and put the car and gear and drove off the school parking lot.