iWill Be Chapter 10: iKissed Jesse, an icarly fanfic

Chapter 10: iKissed Jesse

Sam's POV

I couldn't take it. I couldn't take the fact that Freddie was out with another woman only a few hours after he told me he loved me. I shook my head. Trying to forget that fact. I arrived at Carly's. The door was locked. I took a pin from my hair and unlocked the door. I walked in, to find Jesse watching TV, he looked at me and within half a second he was next to me, his arms round me.

"Where's Carly?" I managed to choke out. Ters falling down my cheeks

"Shopping, Come on Sam, what happened?" he asked leading me to the couch. Hugging me close. I couldn't hold it back anymore I just cried into his chest. It must have been about half an hour later, I finally calmed myself down.

"Sam what's wrong I've never seen you this upset before, to be fair you weren't crying when your mom died but seriously what happened?" he asked

"He told me he loved me" I said Jesse gave me a funny look.

"No not that, he told me he loved me as I left, he said he had to 'talk' to drake about sex, anyway about 3 hours later he but dials me while flirting with another girl on a date with her, he cheated on me" I said Jesse looked upset

"Benson, no he'd never do that" he said

I pulled out my phone and pressed play.

"You're so handsome Freddie, do you work out a lot?" she asked

"Kinda, I go to the gym sometimes and I go Fencing quite a bit" he said

"So...what's all this about you being in a band? Is it true?" she asked

"Yeah I was lead guitarist in Brothers in Sin for about 5 years" he said

"Brothers in Sin , YAY that's my favourite band! And I'M on a date with the lead guitarist?"

"Yeah Listen..." Freddie started but he was cut off

"OH MY GOD! Why did you guys break up? Cos' all the newspapers said that it's cos you slept with Daniel's girlfriend and Jesse slapped Joe's mother, is all that true?" she asked

"Right I never slept with ANYONE, and no Jesse did no such thing, we're all good friends and no we broke apart because I moved to Seattle" he said

"You guys still keep in touch!" she asked

"Yeah they live near me now, all in the same apartment building here in Seattle" Freddie said

"OH MY GOD! BROTHERS IN SIN IS BACK TOGETHER IN SEATTLE? YOUR ALL FRIENDS, YOU LIVE NEAR...ARE YOU GUYS GONNA GET BACK TOGETHER?" She asked

"I don't know we could, I'd be happy too but I'm still busy with iCarly" he said

"OH MY GOD IDEA! BROTHERS IN SIN could play every week on iCarly, they could be a recurring character like Gibby" she said

"That's good, I'll talk it over with the guys and Carly and Sam but we would still need time to rehearse, plan new songs, the shows pretty packed already, as also have exams..." Freddie said

"You should hold a concert like...on a rooftop somewhere, make a big comeback, you'd get millions of dollars, so much attention and any girl you'd want, even one sitting right in front of you" she said

"I'm happy with my gir..." but again he was cut off

"OH MY GOD! Does that mean Jesse Carter, Daniel Fisher and Joe Green are single?" she asked

"No, Daniel's engaged, Jesse's dating Carly but Joe's single" he said

"AND after the rooftop concert, you can jump off and your fans could catch you...And fireworks..." she said

"That sounds dangerous" He said

"but your fans would LOVE you...hey I you guys get together give me a call I can be your manager!" she said

"Thanks, I'll keep this, maybe give it to Joe..." Freddie said

"So...who's your favourite band mate?" she asked

"Probably Jesse as we we've been friends since like...forever"

*Faint male moan*

"Stop touching me" Freddie moaned, not really meaning it

"No, I know you love it, I know you love me" she said

"Yes..." he said

Then the recording stopped.

"Oh my god. Sam...I'm sorry" he said hugging me again. I hugged him back I looked up and our eyes met, my ice blue ones his emerald green ones. I didn't melt into them like I do with Freddie but they did give me comfort and made me feel a little more loved. Next thing in know my lips are on his, moving in prefect synchronisation. I would lie if I said I felt sparks, I felt nothing but I did feel comforted. Then I realised I was kissing Jesse, not only was I cheating on Freddie (if he is still my boyfriend) but I was kissing Carly's Boyfriend, I pulled away.

"Oh my god I'm so sorry" I said standing up. I paced round the kitchen muttering 'I'm sorry I'm sorry' over and over while he was following me.

"Sam, you have nothing to be sorry for" he said

"I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry" I said looking in his eyes, he grabbed my hands in his.

"Sam" he said I looked at the floor

"Sam look at me" he said I shook my head to signal no. Holding both my wrists in one of his hands he brought my chin up so we we're eye to eye, I blinked away a tear and it rolled down my cheek. his hand left my chin and wiped away the tear.

"Sam you have nothing to be sorry for?" he said gently and almost lovingly.

"But I do, I kissed you, not only did I Kinda cheat on Freddie, but you're with Carly, I don't wanna lose her as a friend." I said

"Sam, I've known Freddie since birth, ok. He loves you, he would never cheat on you, and if he is, then there's two options, 1) he's fucked up in the head an 2) he's got a gun to his head. And even I doubt the second one, he isn't the type of guy to cheat and if he told you he loves you, he wouldn't lie to you Sam, look what you've been through together, first kisses, kidnapped god knows how many times, you dated, you broke up, look what he's sacrificed for you, its as clear as day he loves you, ok? We've probably only heard one part of a conversation and jumped to a conclusion. Ok. As for Carly, ok, she may be mad, but hey, if she loves me that much she'll forgive me..." he starts but I cut him off.

"But I kissed you" I said

"And I kissed you back, I didn't pull away, I'm just as guilty as you" he said. I nodded

"But if we're honest with us, she'll be ok, if she loves me then she'll forgive me, if she doesn't, then I'm not gonna stop hanging out with you all, you're my friends ok, and she won't lose you, again look at what you've been through, you've saved her life how many times? Your not just her friend Sam, your her sister, that bond can't be broken ok?" he said although tears we're still falling down my face I nodded.

"As for the kiss, did you feel any sparks?" he asked I shook my head as a no

"Did you think of me while we we're kissing?" he asked again I shook my head.

"Then what are you sorry for?" he asked

"I'm sorry I brought you into this" I said

"You guys kissed" came a horse voice from behind us, we turned to see Carly.

Carly's POV

I arrived home from shopping, I saw Sam pacing round the kitchen muttering 'I'm sorry' over and over. Jesse followed her. What's she sorry for?

"Sam, you have nothing to be sorry for" he said

"I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry" She said looking in his eyes, he grabbed her hands in his.

"Sam" he said she looked at the floor

"Sam look at me" he said she shook her head to signal no. Holding both her wrists in one of his hands he brought her chin up so they we're eye to eye, she blinked away a tear and it rolled down her cheek. I knew something was seriously wrong. His hand left her chin and wiped away the tear.

"Sam you have nothing to be sorry for?" he said gently and almost lovingly.

"But I do, I kissed you, not only did I Kinda cheat on Freddie, but you're with Carly, I don't wanna lose her as a friend." She said. WAIT she kissed Jesse?

"Sam, I've known Freddie since birth, ok. He loves you, he would never cheat on you, and if he is, then there's two options, 1) he's fucked up in the head and 2) he's got a gun to his head. And even I doubt the second one, he isn't the type of guy to cheat and if he told you he loves you, he wouldn't lie to you Sam, look what you've been through together, first kisses, kidnapped god knows how many times, you dated, you broke up, look what he's sacrificed for you, it's as clear as day he loves you, ok? We've probably only heard one part of a conversation and jumped to a conclusion. Ok. As for Carly, ok, she may be mad, but hey, if she loves me that much she'll forgive me..." he starts but Sam cuts him off.

"But I kissed you" she said

"And I kissed you back, I didn't pull away, I'm just as guilty as you" he said. She nodded

"As for the kiss, did you feel any sparks?" he asked she shook my head as a no

"Did you think of me while we we're kissing?" he asked again she shook her head.

"Then what are you sorry for?" he asked

"I'm sorry I brought you into this" she said

"You guys kissed" I asked my voice horse.

Both their heads turned towards me in shock. Sam walked up to me first, she didn't touch me, She walked towards me and stopped a few feet away. She looked devastated, this brought me to realise something was seriously wrong.

"Yes Carls, but it was my fault, I was upset, he was here we hugged and I don't know I just kissed him. Ok? I'm sorry" Sam said she looked sincere.

"Why?" I asked

"Because I was upset and I was looking for you but you weren't here so I talked to Jesse, he was supportive and comforted me, he hugged me and...i don't know what compelled me to do it, but I kissed him" Sam said

"Ok... I forgive you about the kiss but why we're you upset" I asked. Who cares about the kiss, she's obviously sorry and Jesse looks sorry too, I am more worried about Sam.

"Freddie's cheating on me" she said my jaw dropped

"What?" I asked

"Here listen for yourself, he but dialled me on his date" she said pressing play.

I listened to the recording. My eyes wide in shock

"OH my God Sam...I'm so sorry" I said. She smiled and we hugged, there was a silence for about 2 minutes before Sam said

"I'm sorry Carls, I'm sorry I brought you and Jesse into this, but I'm really tired I'm gonna go to bed if that's ok?" she said. We nodded, she made it halfway up the stairs when she came back down, walking to the fridge, getting a packet of ham and making her way upstairs. Jesse gave her a weird look as she went.

I sat down on the couch and he came an sat next to me.

"You really ok?" he asked

"Yeah, look I know you never intended to kiss Sam, and I know it meant nothing. I forgive you, and I was amazed the way you calmed her down." I said

"You saw?" he asked

"I walked in when you just broke apart" I said

"Oh" he said

"And I want to thank you" I said

"For what?" he asked

"For not only calming Sam down, but being here and listening to her when she needed it most" I said

"Then you welcome" he replied. We kissed.

"So...did you have a good time shopping?" he asked I got more comfortable and launched into a story about the happenings in Build-a-Bra and many other stores.

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