Author: Okay this chapter is VERY SHORT. There will be a longer one next time. I'm going from doctors apointments, to relaxing trying to get better,to the couple funerals i've had to go to(Been to three this summer already! Whats going on?!), to writing whenever I get the chance in the middle. However since the doctor appointments are finished and I have more time, we are all good. (:
Her hand traced over the edge of the old magical well. This is where her legs had taken her. Damnit. Even after all this time, she still missed the other side. She still missed them. She missed Shippo, she missed Miroku, Koga, hell she even missed Jaken and Sesshomaru. Who'da thunk?
Inuyasha ran through her mind. 'I wonder if he'd have to go with me now. Now that shes gone. He would still always look at me as a secound Kikyo, wouldn't he?'
'ITS NOT... Its not like that.'
'Woo-Woo-Woo! Hold the phone!'
She sighed and smiled slightly. Inuyasha was an idiot, and childish, but at times. So was she. Her mind then wondered to the stranger back in the woods.
'He looked so much like him...And it hurt to look at him. But... when he kissed me... I felt nothing. Shouldn't my heart had skipped a beat? Shouldn't I have kissed bac hadn't even realized it wasn't really him yet? Instead... I got pissed and upset...And came here. Why? Maybe its cause its not the real Inuyasha?'
'Or maybe your moving on.' Tammy's voice whispered in her head.
Kagome froze a look of horror playing across her face. "Who are you? Are you... Tammy?"
'...What will you do if I say yes?'
"I... I'm gonna take that as a yes... Tammy who are you? Why are you in my head!" She held back her tears. She wouldn't cry. Not now. She sat down leaning against the old well with her legs pulled to her chest and her arm wrapped around them. Her eyes scanned the outfit she was wearing now. She sighed.
'You already know who I am.'
"What is that supose to mean! Ugh!" She stomped her feet. "Stop playing games! What do you want damnit! And why are you so worried about me being around Sango! Are you the reason I'm blacking out?"
'...'
"Answer me damnit!" She shouted into the darkness of the old shed. Her eyes closed tight. As everything faded ... the blackness got thicker and thicker..."No... you will not control me!"
'Fine.'
A bright light in the never ending darkness a female appeared before her. She stared in shock at the woman. "Kikyo?"
'No.'
"Tammy! How... What?" She stuttered her head pounding in pain. The woman was an exact copy of Kagome. Only she seemed to act different...
Tammy smirked. 'I told you, you knew me.'
"Your..me... But.. No! Whats going on? Tammy explain!" Kagome shouted, she wanted to throw a fit. However she couldn't move. At all. Like all she could do was talk and see. Her mind was to busy trying to figure Tammy out, to figure out with that was happening.
'I'm you, the one that can handle the pain. The one you created by pushing all your pain down, all those horrible scenes... All the heartbreak.'
"Pain, heartbreak? But I've...not had anyone or thing cause me pain since I've been back." She was confused out of her mind.
'Since you been back, you've felt the pain of loss.'
Images of Miroku the perverted monk rubbing girls behinds, Shippo eating a sucker she'd brought him from home, Keade showing her herbs she could use to heal, Kouga holding her hands and hitting on her, Ayame getting mad and throwing a fit, Rin smiling and giggling running after her lord, Kikyo... and Inuyasha. For some reason... Her heart didn't hurt as much with the thought of him and kikyo entered her mind.
Sango apeared. "I still have her!" She began to panic, "Don't I? I- I can't lose her! I need her!"
Kagome screamed out Sangos name, Tammy started dissapearing, and Sango started running as fast as her legs could carry her.
READ&REVIEW...or not..since it was such a short chapter. I really do feel bad about that.
