I managed to sneak back inside the house at 6:35,
Before school started.
I rubbed my sore eyes,
they felt so heavy.
But it was all worth it.
"Kyle"
I jumped at the sound of my moms voice.
"Jeesh what you so jumpy about bubby?
Time to go to school. And walk Ike to the bus stop."
"Ma, I did that yesterday"
"Well do it again Kyle, He doesn't like walking alone."
I huff, irritated.
I grabed my bag and walked downstairs to the door.
She makes me do everything.
"Come on Ike! Were leaving!"
He hopped downstairs,
"ookie naners"
whatever that means.
"Bye mom!"
"Bye Kyle, Bye Ike! see you in a bit!" She called from the kitchen.
For some reason I felt so much better after I left the house.
I Got goosebumps walking up to the bus stop.
My heart starting beating faster, I could feel it pounding through my chest.
I felt like a fucking girl.
I caught sight of stan and he smiled at me
I felt lightheaded and felt butterflys in my stomach.
I havent had this feeling in a long time.
I know I am really in love with stan now.
I wasent sure at first, but now I know.
"Hey kyle" He smiled
"Hey stan" I smiled back.
I wounder if he cant hear my heartbeat..
I feel like its trying to jump out of my chest.
We stod starring at each other..
he's so..
"Man I toke the biggest Dump today"
Cartman interrupted my thoughts when he jumped right between us.
"What the hell Cartman! We don't care!" Stan spat.
Stupid asshole, ruin the moment much?
"You should care. And stop making lovey dovey faces at each other, its pissing me off!"
"Why?" I asked confused.
"well..well because its sick!"
Stan rolled his eyes, "Whatever Cartman."
I walked around Cartman and stod next to stan again,
I slowly reached for his hand and he toke it
Cartman said somthing but I wasent paying attention
"God, stop being an asshole fattass!"
Stan said and he slid his hand onto my side
"Shut the hell up you fucking fagget!"
Cartman looked at me, "You too fagget jew!"
"What the hell did I do?!"
"everything." he mutters.
Whats that suppose to mean?
I iggnore him and turn back to stan, God This feeling is so new.
Just looking at him makes the world stop spinning.
we were best friends for years, now look at us.
Hes mine..mine.
Just thinking about that..I cant even explain the feeling.
Its so amazing.
"and stop the PDA guys serriouslah" Cartman frowns
"Shut up fat ass." Im aggrivatied.
The bus pulls up and I follow stan to our seats.
I looked forward and expected to see cartman in his
regualr spot but he wasent there,
I stand and look around the bus, and spotted him sitting in the front.
"What the hell? why is cartman sitting in the frount?"
and and kenny looked in the direction
Kenny shrugged. "who cares. hes annoying anyway"
said stan. I sit back down.
Cartman hates the frount of the bus.
That's weird.
"So.." Stan gives me a grin,
"Like last night?"
Kennys eye open wide
"Merph mer muck mappen maph might?"
(what the fuck happened last night)
"What the hell?!" I yell as I get to my locker
Theres sticky notes all over it
said, 'queer' ' 'fagget' 'your gay!' 'cock sucka'
'HOMO!' 'you and your boyfriend should leave the school!'
'Freak' and others.
I frown and tear down notes one by one.
I'm pissed.
Who did that?!
I clench my teeth and tighten my fists,
and rip the notes appart
I get to My next class and sit down at my desk.
Stan looks like somthing is bothering him, he doesnt even notice
me walk in the door. I was about to go and ask him whats wrong
but I felt a tap on my shoulder,
Clyde stod there.
"Hey kyle.."
"um.. hi."
Clyde looked at his friends and made a tiny laugh,
They laughed in the backround, a few feet away from us
he turns back to me,
"Um, I just want you to stop giving me those looks."
"What looks?"
"You know, the whole winking thing. I'm not gay."
what?! "What?! what winking thing? I never winked at you!"
He snickered alittle "sure you didnt."
he turns and walks back to his friends laughing.
"What winking thing?"
I heard stan ask me from his desk
"I dont know! I.."
"Good morning class" Mrs. Elson Cut in.
"good morning Mrs. Elson" some of the kids responded
I turned back in my seat,
I quietly ripped off a piece of paper,
I wrote
Stan, I have no fucking Idea what clyde
was talking about! I never winked at him
-K
"psst! Craig!" I whispered,
He looked at me.
I held out the note "Give this to stan"
"Your boyfriend?" he asked flat.
I lowered my eyes.
giving him a No-fucking-duh look.
"Nu uh." he said and went back to his writting,
What the hells wrong with him?
I lean to the other side and held the note out
to Kevin vine,
"Can you pass this to Stan?"
"no."
Goddamnit! what the hell?!
I feel my insides rissing in anger.
I crumple the paper into a ball, and tap
my pencil quietly on my desk hopping to get
stans attention.
8 secounds later he finnaly looks up at me,
I hold the paper ball up, so he can see it
put it on the floor and kick it in his direction.
He grabs the note and I watch him open and read It.
He Takes paper out of his notebook, writes somthing,
drops it to the floor and passes it to me with his foot
I lean down, grab it and open it
Dont worry dude, I believe you.
clydes an asshole.
I think they just want to piss us off.
-S
p.s did you get sticky notes on your locker?
I flip the piece of paper over and write
Yea I did.
I think the school hates us now dude.
Did you?
-k
I drop it on the floor, and was about to pass it,
"Kyle"
Mrs. Elson catched my attention,
"I see your passing notes.
Is there somthing you would like
to share with the class?"
"Um.. No mam."
bitch.
"good. would you mind getting your attention up here
Instead of on your friends?"
"Yes"
"he doesnt have his attention on his friends"
Clyde says
"Excuse me?"
Mrs Elson looks puzzled
"They're more then just friends" Clyde says with a grin
and his friends and others started laughing
fuck. this cannot be happening..
I glance at Stan
He's looking down fiddiling with his fingers
Goddamnit. he probably feels worse then me.
I fucking hate clyde.
"Ok, thats enough kids.
Thats not appropriate" she frowns at them
"Moving on.." she says annoied and turning back
writting somthing on the board.
I get a tap on the shoulder from Craig and he hands me
a note. I open it.
queer! :P
hope you liked that chapter..
I like the way it turned out.
P.s, reviews would be appreciated,
I dont get much of those