Disclaimer: Not mine, not even for the last chapter.
Like I said, this is the last chapter. It's been a great ride and I want to thank all of you for your wonderful reviews and sticking with the story. I'd be lost without your kind words (and probably would stop posting if I didn't get reviews. I know it's juvenile but, that's the way I am.)
I'm mean sometimes.
Chapter 10
Can I ask you a question please? Promise you won't laugh at me.
Honestly I'm standing here, afraid I'll be betrayed.
"Okay," I said, sighing. "I'm ready."
"Are you sure?" Kurama asked.
"If you do it very slow and... um just do it slow, okay?"
Kurama nodded and set down his newspaper. We were in the kitchen a few days after our failed love-making attempt. I squared my shoulders and walked up the stairs to Kurama's room, very aware of the fact that Kurama was behind me the whole way.
As twisted as it seems, I only fear love when it's in my dreams,
So let morning light come in and let the darkness fade away.
Kurama kissed me softly, very softly. It was so soft that it barely felt like kissing. I leaned into the kiss to let him know that he could kiss me harder and he caught on, still kissing softly but with more passion.
His hands worked their way up my shirt and pulled it off over my head. Kurama paused. "Okay?" he asked.
I nodded and he pushed me onto the bed.
Can you turn my black roses red?
Kurama nibbled lightly on my neck and chest, kissing, licking, tasting. I took a ragged breath. Kurama looked up. "Still alright?" he asked.
"Yes," I said. "Go on." I was shaking slightly but was determined not to back down again.
Kurama lowered me onto my back and kissed my lips again while unzipping my jeans. I kissed back with as much passion as possible to hide my nervousness as my pants fell away and I was left completely exposed to the man I loved.
Drowning in my loneliness, how long must I hold my breath?
So much emptiness inside, I could fill the deepest sea.
Kurama leaned away and looked down at me while he removed his own clothes. "You still alright?"
I nodded. Unsure but wanting to be.
Kurama leaned over me and kissed me with more urgency than before. I let myself get lost in his kiss and tried to ignore what he was doing with his hands because it was scaring me.
"I won't hurt you, Yusuke-chan. I promise, this will not hurt."
"I know," I said. "I trust you."
Kurama kissed me again and I felt his finger enter me. I shuddered and Kurama paused. "G-go, it feels good."
Kurama prepared me for so long, I thought I was going to come before he entered me but he allowed me enough time to calm down before slowly pushing into me.
It didn't hurt at all.
I touch the sky as the moon looks on, another year has come and gone
It's time to let your love rain down on me.
"I love you Kurama!" I cried as he hit a spot inside me that made my vision fuzzy.
Kurama was panting.
Can you turn my black roses red? Cuz I'm feeling like I'll blame it on love.
The air was soon filled with our mingled cries of pleasure. For a few minutes there was nothing beyond me and Kurama. It was just the two of us and nothing else. Then my vision went blank and I exploded with love.
Kurama shuddered and fell beside me, spent. We were both sweating. Shaking.
Kurama reached over to the bedside table and grabbed his little ceremonial dagger. "Are you ready, Love?" he asked.
"Yes..."
Kurama sliced a cut in his shoulder and hot blood spilled out. I lowered my mouth to his shoulder and drank of his spirit. We were finally one.
Short I know but it was more of an epilogue than a last chapter. I hope you guys liked it and please review.
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