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Wow, I think, he saved me. By now its dark. Then I remember Lolli. I sprint up the stairs and to the infirmary. There is innocent little Lolli, just laying there as if she's dead. Beside her is Jace, surprisingly. He looks up at me and says, "She might not wake up, Bunnee." That is too much for me. I run to Lolli's side, fall to my knees and I sob. "Lolli I'm sorry... so sorry. Its all my fault... I should've done something." I cry. "don't blame yourself Bunnee. Clary was there and she should've been able to protect her." I get angry and I storm out. How DARE he blame his own sister and the one he loves. Issabelle stops me as I'm on my way to the door. "Hey you shouldn't go out alone you know?" Says Issabelle.

"I'm looking for someone Issabelle."

"Izzy just call me Izzy. Let me help Bunnee."

"fine."

Izzy and I walk out the door in search of the vampire who saved my life, Only Izzy doesn't know who we're looking for. We search in the night and I feel eyes on me in the alley across the street. I walk oer there and go into the ally, Izzy following with blade in hand. I see a shadow streak across the wall. I start running toward it. Whatever that shadow belongs to is fast. I run fast and silently toward it. The shadow freezes knowing that its trapped, by me. I walk toward the shadow, expecting a demon, but no. Its a boy. About 17 or 18 years old, I think and I recognize him. He's the vampire that saved my life. The vampire that is Caleb.

At first, I don't know what to make of him. His sandy blonde hair is darker than I remember and his blue eyes have turned darker. He just stares at me, bewildered, eyes wide mouth open a little. His bronze skin is now pale, like a dead person's (because he is dead). Caleb speaks first, "Bunnee..."

is it just the limited light, or are tears running down his face. "Get away from her!" yells Izzy, blade pointed at Caleb. She walks slowly toward him staring at him until the blade is on his chest. "Stop!" I yell. "He saved my life" she quickly lowered her blade. Caleb and I are close enough to kiss. I start leaning forward lips close to his and... he turns away. "Bunnee, don't I'll hurt you."

"No you won't"

"Why don't we talk this over with some drinks?" Suggests Izzy.

With that, we wander to a human/Shadowhunter/vampire/werewolf restaurant.

"I'll take a coffee please." I say.

"Same here. Caleb?" says Izzy.

"Blood milkshake." Caleb orders. The waiter leaves and we begin talking, "Caleb why did you leave me?" I ask.

"When I left I planned on coming back but the vampires captured me and turned me. I couldn't bear to go back from the fear of hurting you and your sisters. You see fledglings, what we vampires call the newly changed vampires, have more issues controlling their need for blood. Therefore, more dangerous." Caleb explains.

"You broke her heart!" interjects Izzy. "Sorry."

"Why did you save me?"

"I watched you in the shadows every day since I was turned."

"I didn't ask you how you found me. I asked you why." I demand.

At this point Caleb is struggling, "I saw people getting killed by a demon..."

"no. Whats the real reason." I say.

"because Bunnee. I love you." Caleb says with difficulty. My breath catches in my throat, he still loves me I think. I hear Izzy's cell phone ring. She picks up the phone and puts her hand up to her mouth in shock. She hangs up and grabs my wrist and starts draging me. "Come on! Its Lolli! We've got to get back to the Institute!" At the words,"Its Lolli" I'm already at a full sprint in the direction of the Institute. After minutes that seem like hours hours, I finally reach the institute, I take the steps skipping every other one. I crash through the doors of the infirmary. To see my Lolli still laying there as still as death, barely breathing. Finally at the line where she either lives or dies. I run up to her and I whisper in her ear the poem mother told us that I made into a lullaby. If she dies I want this to be the last thing she hears, putting her to sleep for a final time. I know she's made her choice when her breath slows and shortens. My eyes flood with tears. "No no no Lollipop Midwinter, you aren't dying." I cry, but its too late. The poison has gotten the best of her. She dies because of me. "NO!" I yell. I put my head on her now unbeating heart. Jace walks out of the room. I remain in the room for hours, crying or silent the entire time. I think about when she showed me her first rune, it was a strength rune, because she wanted to be strong like me. Thinking of that makes me cry more. If I am truly strong I would be able to save her but I was useless as I watched her die. I storm out of the room and I seek out Clary, the one who let Lolli die. Finally, I find her, I walk straight toward her and I punch her in the face,gut, head and kick her everywhere else as tears run down my face and I yell, "YOU LET HER DIE!" and continue the process of crying, punching, kicking and yelling until I hear many running footsteps coming toward me and Alec grabs me and wraps his arms around me. He thinks he knows how it feels. Easy for him to say, "I made a promise that I would protect them no matter what the cost. I should've died, not innocent little Lolli." I say into Alec's chest. "I know." That statement pushes me off the edge. Alec doesn't KNOW anything.

I push him away slap him in the face and I run out the door.

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