Allen's P.O.V
As we made our way through the ark, I noticed a bloodied room. "What's…. that?" I asked Road, who had been humming softly to herself.
"Oh that?" she said, nonchalantly. "We kept Bookman and his apprentice there for a while. Asking info on the 14th and such." then she smiled a very inhuman smile. "And when Bookman wouldn't agree, we'd torture his apprentice. But we let them go."
Road's P.O.V
Allen stopped when I said that, like I hopped he would. I told him the truth. Like when Neah told me the truth…. I shivered. Allen still stood there, but his bangs covered his eyes, his mouth formed a tight line. I suppressed a chuckle, Allen looked funny. But my smile slipped only moments later when Allen looked up and continued to walk to his room, he had smiled at me. Did I break him? I shook my head. Nahhhh… Allen's just shook up. Probably didn't hear me. I thought. But the more I looked at him, the more it worried me.
We had just passed my room when we came upon his. "Here's your ro~om!" we walked in. "And it's next door to mine!" I joyfully added.
"Ok." he spoke quietly. I nudged him.
"It's bed time, Allen. You've had a long day. Go to sleep." I smiled. He nodded and I closed to door. Allen seemed… different. He'll probably be fine tomorrow. I thought, as I skipped into my room.
Normal P.O.V
Allen sat on his bed and held his now activated arm to his head, in its gun form. He had tears streaming down his face, but they disappeared and left no marks after they went down his grayish pale cheeks.
"I want to die. It's my fault Lavi and Bookman got kidnapped and questioned." he said to no one in particular.
His arm then deactivated. "No, not now, Allen." instead, he threw whatever was closest to him into a wall. It broke into a million glass pieces.
"Heh." Allen chuckled after a few minutes of tense silence. "Guess I really am the Noah of Destruction."
His smile sad, he fell into a distraught slumber.
Lenalee's P.O.V
I walked through the hallways, empty, empty, empty, I thought as I passed each room. One room was decorated with many stuffed animals and candy that I assumed was Road's room. I was dreaming of the ark, but it all seemed so real. I just passed her room as a heard a loud crash. I froze, surprised by the sudden noise. I heard chuckle. I looked into the room and saw a priceless vase smashed into a million little pieces against the door, and a figure sitting on the bed. I didn't know who it was until I heard his voice.
"Guess I really am the Noah of Destruction." Allen whispered to himself.
I ran to Allen and shouted his name. but he couldn't see or hear me. Instead, he laid down on the bed, where I gasped at the sight of the seven stigmas, still on his forehead. I sat there and rubbed his head sweetly, like a mother for her child. Did I really love Allen? I thought to myself. No, I can't, I have to stop loving him. It will get us both hurt. I smiled at the sight of Allen's sleeping face. But it slowly became scared and sad. I wondered what dream he was having.
"Do you want to see it?" A voice I instantly recognized as Road's asked. She was leaning on the doorway. Her gaze fixed on Allen. She looked sad. I looked at her.
"Ok." I said, wonder getting the best of me.
Road opened a door that appeared outside of the room, in the hallway. "Let's go." she smiled sadly, and walked into the door, I followed.
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"Oh, Allen." I heard Road say sadly. I wondered what made her say that, but then I saw Allen. He in the room at the order. All the furniture in the room was thrown about, except for the framed painting on the wall. Written in red streaks next to the painting, were the words, 'Don't stop, Keep walking.'
Allen held his hands to his head and kept attempting to pull out his hair. He was screaming, "BLACK ORDER IS GOOD! NOAHS ARE BAD!" and clawed at his face and skin.
"Now that's, a mental breakdown." Road smiled. "Good show, good show, Allen."
Normal P.O.V
Road tried to put on her best evil game face on, so Lenalee would think she didn't care. She(Road) was scared, but loved Allen, she didn't want to see him this way. "Alle~n!" Road held her face inches away from Allen, causing him to immediately back away and stop screaming. "I didn't mean for you to actually break down." she frowned, making Allen stop tearing at his skin.
"What do you want?" he hissed.
Lenalee came up from behind her, utterly shocked by what she had seen. Allen instantly backed away from them, face shocked. "Please tell me this is a dream." she pleaded to Allen.
"Whaa… oh. Yeah…. This is my dream…" he chuckled softly, hoping Lenalee didn't see his breakdown. Whenever anyone he cared about was around, Allen felt like he had no problems and relaxed. That was what happened when he saw Lenalee. Road had noticed.
"Allen!" she wrapped her arms around him. "Don't scare us like that!" Allen could notice how scared and out of breath she was.
"I'm sorry?" He smiled. "Just what you said in the hallway…" he frowned.
"He's fi~ne, Allen. Komui fixed him up."
"And how do you know that?" Allen asked, skeptical.
Road smiled and whispered in his ear, "Because I am posing as a therapist at the Black Order." she smiled.
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