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Kwop Kilawtey pt 2

Jacob's POV

It felt wonderful to finally claim Nessie mine, but I was still a little freaked out by myself as we drove home. I had kissed her! What the fuck was that about? I had just followed my instincts – my heart, if I had to be sentimental. I loved Nessie, but was this really the right time to start revolving our relationship? Would Edward be happy, indifferent or mad about this? I really hoped he would be glad, or at least indifferent about it. I would assure him immediately when he found out, that I wasn't taking Nessie away from him. I was going to keep this thing on a slowly revolving state. We had plenty of time – forever actually – to get married, move in together, and kids and all the rest of the things that were related to being soul mates.

Nessie turned to me as I had cut the engine in front of her house. "Listen, Jake, think about something entirely else than us. Think about how happy Seth and Ellie are together!" She suggested. "And then I'll tell them we're going hunting, 'kay?"

She seemed even more enthusiastically about the secrecy thing than I felt. "Okay," I obeyed. I leaned forward and kissed her forehead. I sighed in pleasure of her delicious scent, and she smiled wryly at me.

"You're early home," Bella commented as we stepped in.

"Well, the place was getting crowded, so we decided we would rather go on a quick hunt," Nessie said casually. She was completely believable, and nobody seemed suspicious as we quickly disappeared again, desperate for each others proximity.

"Follow me," I breathed to Nessie, as we had gotten outside. I had found the perfect spot for an occasion like this. It was my little spot with a view of Ohop Lake. It was there I had spend a lot of time lately, and all that time I had spend thinking, speculating, wondering and worrying. Maybe now, I would get a complete other perspective of that spot, as we now ran quickly, to relive each others love for one another. I hadn't felt the butterflies flutter around in my stomach since I had an irrational crush on Bella Swan. But the day she became Bella Cullen, it sort of disappeared completely, also reasoning in the fact that she had given birth to the lovely person of a daughter, Renesmee Cullen. The love of my... endless life, I should say.

In a way I could see it clear now. What I could see clear, was how perfect I and Nessie are together. I had always loved Bella. She was my first true love – I guess she wasn't true love, just my first crush – and – though, I had a hard time admitting it in my own mind – I had always kind of admired Edward. Yeah, sounds crazy. But I had always admired his complete self control, selflessness and ability to love someone so much to – to... to leave that one, for his or her sake. At first I had hated him more than anything in the world, but as I had found my imprint – my own soul mate – I begun to think about the sacrifices Edward had make to today be able to love Bella unconditionally and indefinitely... and now as I had thought about it, I began to admire him. He was probably also the only one I would allow Bella to live with – the only one good enough for her.

But the point was that Nessie was a mix of those two. She had inherited Bella's sweet klutziness, her blushing, her humour, her thoughtfulness and most of all had she inherited some of her beauty, but luckily not her stubbornness. I love all those Bella-things. She had inherited Edward's cleverness, self control, selflessness and even some of his beauty as well. How could you not love someone like that? She was absolutely perfect for me, no doubt about it.

She glanced a little surprised at me as I stopped at the little spot. It was obvious by the sight of the cracked branches that this was where I had been sitting when I hadn't been with her. A broad smile spread on her lips. "This place is amazing... almost magical," She babbled. But now that she said it, she was right. The moon being reflected in the deep turbid Ohop Lake, the stars slightly gleaming in the dark and the quietness of the woods, only interrupted by a howling coyote, did make this place magic... kind of.

"This place would be spooky without you, but when you're here it's magical," She mumbled dreamily and blushed.

I chuckled at her wonders, and spread my arms out to embrace her. She immediately ran to me which caused her to bang into me with so much force I had step a few steps back to keep my balance. She definitely had some vampire strength! Not that I would ever admit to anyone that vampires were strong.

"Sorry," She giggled.

I smiled at her. After standing there for a while, she moved away, and smiled a little apologetic.

"I was kind of thinking we would need this," She mumbled and pointed at the blanket she had brought.

"I'm warm,"

"Yes, I know, but I didn't assume you would be very thrilled to be a blanket I could sit on, so my dress wouldn't get dirty," She said matter-of-factly.

"You assumed right. I would much rather be your own personal over heated comforter,"

She spread the blanket out, sat down, and made a sign with her lean hand for me to sit down beside her. She snuggled into my side and sighed in pleasure, as I had sat down.

"What are you thinking?" She mumbled against my chest after a while of silence.

"Nothing,"

"You don't say much," She noted. "Why?"

"I don't have anything to say,"

She glanced up at me almost looking hurt. "You've just kissed me, and – and I thought we somehow are together now... and you have nothing to say?" She stuttered almost sounding shocked.

I smiled. "No,"

She got a puzzled look, and turned up to me and grinned after a while. "Sorry for ruining the moment."

I leaned forward to kiss her forehead. "You haven't ruined anything." I whispered.

She trembled and I chuckled. How could such a beautiful creature love an idiot like me? God must have made a mistake when deciding that our future would be intertwined – or been drunk, that figures.

I was aware of how close to me she was, and when I had fought back the desire to kiss her again, for a couple of minutes, I couldn't resist any longer. She was breathless by seconds, and I pulled away to shower her with kisses other places. She shivered as I kissed her jaw line and the way down to the hollow under her ear. She anxiously grabbed my face, and pressed her soft lips to mine again with a whole new kind of passion to it. I could easily feel that this was something she had been waiting to try out for a long time. She pushed me down on the ground and continued eagerly. She ran her soft hand up under my shirt, and began to caress me gently and slowly, brushing across my ribs, my chest and stomach. With her other hand she rummaged in my messy hair. A shiver rippled through me as her tongue gently pushed itself into my mouth to meet mine. I drove my hand up and down her thigh, which caused her to groan quietly the higher I drove my fingers up her inner thigh. Fantasies started building up in my mind, and I promised myself I wouldn't take it farer. Not tonight at least. But I kept going, kept taking it farer, because of the suppressed desire – suppressed for so fucking long. I couldn't stop and neither could she.

She whimpered when I felt my phone buzz in my back pocket. It was this kind of thing ruining the moment.

"Yeah?" I breathed breathless into the phone.

"When are you coming home? Bella is getting hysterical," It was Alice.

"Um, we're on our way," I said my voice shaky. Damn Bella, that crazy woman. Yes, she was the craziest person I knew after I had been told that all those wild things she had done, were something she had done just to see Edward. When she told me that, it had occurred to me that she really did love that overprotective leech.

"Are you okay, Jake?"

"'Course." I mumbled with a less breathless voice.

"Okay... well, I'll see you in a minute then." She said and hung up. She had seen through me. She knew what was going on – I could tell from the too casual voice she always used when she was suspicious. This was going to get ugly.

I smiled apologetic at Nessie and her lower lip pouted sexily.

"We need to go home, right?" She asked.

"Yeah, I'm afraid so."

She laid her hand on my cheek. "I already miss you." She whispered and kissed my burning cheek. The minutes passed quickly.

"We better get going." I whispered back. I cupped her up, and ran in a steady pace so we were still able to talk, though I just felt like holding her without a word being said. But when we were close to home, it surprised me she hadn't said anything at all. She had her eyes closed, and her hands lay loosely against my stomach.

"Baby?" I whispered very low when we were close to their house.

Her eyelids fluttered up with a sad expression.

I dropped her on her feet, and gave her a tight hug.

"I won't be able to hide our relationship like this for six years, Jake,"

"Me neither," I whispered. "But let's not rush things, either."

She nodded and leaned forward to peck me goodbye, but when her soft lips were against mine, I couldn't resist deepening the kiss a little. I pulled away after a few seconds. She was already breathless.

I could feel her watch me as I stripped and ran into the woods.