Dean woke up feeling very confused and warm inhaling deeply the smell of sick, sweat, and alcohol faintly around him. He turned his head to see Castiel sleeping on his shoulder on the couch blissfully asleep and snorted softly reaching up a hand to trail it into his hair.

"Cas?" he murmured softly wanting to wake him up despite the horrendous hangover he was going to suffer. "Wake up"

"No, stop it, why are you so evil" Castiel mumbled burying his face into the crook of his neck. "I feel so ill"

"I'm not surprised, you necked half a bottle of vodka" Dean murmured glancing at his watch. "It's nearly half ten"

"What?" Castiel said astonished looking up at him and wincing. "You're too pretty, I can't look at you"

"Did…did you just say you're too pretty I can't look at you?" Dean said with a splutter of laughter.

"Yes, you hurt my head looking at you"

"You do look like shit"

"Fuck you"

"Maybe later when you're not stinking of sick and alcohol, you reek dude" Dean murmured shoving him gently and climbing up. He glanced down at the waste basket with a look of disgust and picked up the plastic bag gingerly taking it outside. The fresh air was a relief which he inhaled and glanced at the blue sky knowing it was going to be a nice day. He was about to turn back inside when he saw Gabriel leaning against the doorframe watching him with narrowed eyes while smoking.

"Why, Deano, how was spending the night with my baby brother?"

"I didn't spend the night with him"

"Oh" he murmured with a smirk. "So what did you do?"

"I comforted my brother in law while he threw up" he argued back with a sneer and turned his back walking back into the apartment.

"Sure you did" Gabriel murmured sucking on the end with a chuckle.

Dean looked into see Castiel heaving into the basket and grimaced. "You really couldn't wait till I put another bag in could you?"

"No" he whined slumping back with a sweaty brow and a moan of distress. "Dean, I think I'm dying"

"Nope you're hung over"

"Dean, please do me a huge favour and shut up, come here and cuddle me please" he said opening his arms.

"Oh aren't you a poor baby" Dean said with a chuckle moving over and dropping down onto his knees pulling him into his arms. He smiled when his arms wrapped around him and he climbed onto him like a little bear wanting affection. Castiel nodded giving him his best puppy eyes and smiling when Dean nuzzled his cheek.

"I had better get back to Anna though"

"No" Castiel said shaking his head clinging to him. "You're mine today"

"Cas…"

"No" he whispered with a small smile resting his head on his shoulder. Dean smiled more to himself stroking a hand down his back thinking back to last night.

"Cas, do you remember most of last night?"

"Not really, it's very vague" he murmured with a sigh.

"So…nothing important"

"Not really, why what did I say?"

"Nothing important" he murmured turning his head to let his lips rest against his forehead. "I will have to see Anna though before anyone else gets suspicious"

Castiel looked up at him confused by the sentence. "Who is suspicious?"

"Gabriel, I think he thinks something more is going on"

"Ignore him, he second guesses everything"

"Oh" Dean said when realisation hits him. "I think you need to go into your underwear drawer and give him back his DVD's"

"I told you that!?" Castiel said shocked biting into his lip. "I know but I like making him fret and worry he's chucked them away…it's his favourite season"

"You are pure evil, Mr Milton"

"Only a little bit"

"I still think we should both get back, you need to eat, shower, and sleep some more"

"I want to sleep with you"

"Cas…"

"I know" he murmured with a sigh pulling back to look at him with sad eyes. "Come on"

They gathered their clothes dressing before they went out and Castiel stumbled over him heading to the door, waiting till Dean joined him and they walked out together. They walked inside into an empty house and paused each with a frown of their own wondering what was going on.

"Anna?" Dean called walking upstairs. "Are you here?"

Anna poked her head around giving him a smile. "Mom is out getting groceries and speaking to her publisher and Gabriel is having sex at work"

"I didn't need to hear that" he murmured with a scowl. "Are you okay?"

"Yes" she said with a raised eyebrow when he walked up. "How's…"

"Who, little old me, I'm ill" Castiel said gently pushing Dean out of the way as he walked upstairs. "Dean looked after me"

"Aw, good, he looks after everyone" she said with a grin watching him collect a towel and head to the bathroom for a well needed shower. Castiel turned to look at them both before slamming the door hard behind him. Anna chuckled shaking her head and grabbing his hand to tug him into the bedroom.

"What? What are we doing?"

"Cas showers for twenty minutes, I'm sure we can find something to do in eighteen minutes" she murmured wrapping her arms around his neck pressing against him. Dean kissed her back for a moment before feeling a flood of wrongness about this and shoved her back gently.

"I…I'm not really in the mood babe, I'm tired, Cas threw up on me and I just want to sleep" he murmured trying to ignore the rejected look in her eyes. Anna stepped back when Dean did moving to strip out of his clothing.

"We haven't…Dean, we haven't had sex since we arrived nearly three months now and we're…we're married! Married couples in their sixties are the once who aren't meant to be having sex, not us, not in our twenties" she said with a deep sigh, eyes clouded in deep sadness. "It's frustrating for me because I'm spending all my time with my family, old friends, reliving my memories of…everything, and searching for a job. You, on the other hand, have been spending all your time drinking, eating, and with Castiel. You talk more with him or spend hours on the phone with Sam"

"I miss my brother"

"I know you do…"

"I'm going to see him soon, I need to see him"

"I know"

"Look…I'm sorry, okay, but I'm not in the mood" he snapped pulling the cover tight around him and facing her back towards him. Anna swallowed feeling tears prickle in her eyes and went to speak when her throat seemed to close over in reaction. Dean heard her move out and close the door with a snap behind her. He dimly heard the front door slam shut and her footsteps walking down the drive and away. Dean threw off the cover looking out and quickly realised they were home alone but did a quick scan of the house before he looked at the bathroom door with a small smile.

Castiel was washing his hair enjoying the warmth of his shower soothing his pounding when the door opened and someone stepped in.

"Anna?" he said poking his head around to see Dean. "What are you…?!"

"Anna and I had a little fight, she stormed out, and we're home alone"

"Seriously"

"Seriously"

"Get in here"

"Thought you'd never ask" Dean said pulling off his boxers and stepping into push him against the tiled bathroom wall. Castiel smiled when he tipped his chin up kissing him softly before deepening the kiss and licking into his mouth tasting peppermint this time and really, really liking it.

"I want you to fuck me Dean" he murmured pressing his hands on his shoulders. "Please"

"We don't have a condom"

"I know" he murmured with a smile. "Please, I'm clean, I check every month and I've honestly never caught a thing"

"Okay" he whispered spinning him around till Castiel was pressed against the cold war feeling a shiver run through him. Dean moved till the water was running down his back and he grabbed the shower gel squirting enough onto to his fingers and hands. Castiel gasped at the warm touch breaching him suddenly and he moaned pressing his forehead against the wall. His cock twitched to interest arching and hardening in front of him wanting to be touched but with Dean's fingers twisting and working inside of him.

"Dean, fuck" he moaned softly arching his head back to collide with his shoulder. Dean hummed with a smile kissing underneath his ear and jabbing a third inside him knowing a part of Castiel liked it rough and dirty. Castiel's moans echoed around the bathroom as he whined for more rocking his hips backwards fucking onto his fingers desperately.

"You get loud when no one is around, don't you?"

"Dean, please, please" he begged when Dean's fingers pulled halfway out. "Please"

"This, baby, is payback for you shoving a sock into my mouth"

"Call me baby again"

"No" he purred into his ear removing his fingers completely and wrapping an arm around his waist. "Are you ready?"

"Yes" he murmured breathlessly leaning into him and gasping clutching his hands against the tiles when Dean slid inside him with one deep thrust. Dean gasped mouthing at his ear at the incredible heat that went with it. It was different, so different, without a condom and it was almost unbearable.

"Dean…" he croaked breathing hard. "Move"

"God you're so tight" he murmured into the crook of his neck sliding and thrusting inside the tight hot body. "You…you're awesome"

"Dean, harder" he ordered clinging to his arm. Dean nodded moving his head to lean against the back of his neck as he fucked him hard and fast against the bathroom wall. The heat from the shower spread around him like a caress and spurred him onto fuck Castiel harder and quicker.

"Dean…touch me" he insisted with a shattering moan. Dean obliged wrapping a hand around his cock already glistening with water, soap, and precome. He pumped him once, twice, and a third time before Castiel gasped breathlessly letting his head fall back heavily against his shoulder when his orgasm hit, his body clamping up around Dean's cock and bringing about his own climax. Dean gasped leaning his forehead against the back of his neck and resting there feeling sweat gather all over his body. Castiel groaned softly when Dean's now flaccid cock slipped out of him leaving him feeling empty and his come to trail down his legs out of his ass. It felt dirty but oh so good.

He turned moving under the water and looked up at Dean who pulled into a kiss. Dean licked across his bottom lip tasting his shampoo but not caring as he ran his fingers into his hair wanting and needing to do this forever.

"What did you and Anna argue about?" Castiel said grabbing his sponge and starting to scrub himself and Dean down with the soap.

"She wanted us to…well you know"

"Oh" Castiel murmured feeling a twist in his gut and met his eyes. "How far did you…?"

"A kiss before I shoved her away…I can't do it, Cas, it feels too weird now"

"I've corrupted you"

"Yeah, you've corrupted me" Dean muttered with a small snort trailing his hands down his back and slapping his ass hard. "Good job on it as well"

"I didn't know I should feel proud"

"You can feel what you want"

Castiel looked up at him through his lashes with a small smile scrubbing down his chest thoughtfully. Dean hummed closing his eyes enjoying the feeling of having someone else to wash him for once.

"Cas, I'm going to visit Sam soon, like really soon"

"How long will you be gone for?" he said shocked looking up at him.

"Week, maybe two or three if I want"

"Oh" he muttered staring into his eyes and swallowing hard at the punch in his chest at the thought of not seeing Dean for three weeks. "I…you will be taking Anna with you I see"

"No"

"She's your wife"

"She doesn't want to come"

"What?" Castiel said genuinely confused. "Why wouldn't she want to come?"

"She doesn't want to intervene on me reuniting with my brother, she doesn't want to leave Kendal when she's feeling fragile either" he said tipping his head back into the water. "So…do you want to come?"

Castiel gaped at him shocked not knowing what to say when Dean finished up and stepped out of the shower dripping wet.

"I…wouldn't it be a little weird and concerning that your wife doesn't come but your brother in law does?"

"Not if you lie" he said with a shrug.

"What are you talking about?"

"Tell them you and the work crew are going on a camping trip" he said with a shrug. "Come with me instead and when we come back…I'll drop you off somewhere for a bit and you can come back the next day"

Castiel joined him on the mat staring at him in shocked awe. "You've thought all this through haven't you?"

"Well…I'd like to spend time with you without the prospect of being caught and since Sam and Jess are running a little low on money lately they're staying in a one bedroom apartment so…me and you would have to get a motel room, one bed, I can wake up to you every morning and to Sam…though I hate lying to him, you will be the brother in law coming along to keep me company and see New York"

"Stop making it so tempting"

"It's up to you but just think about it" Dean said rubbing a towel through his hair.

"They'd be so suspicious though, Dean, and it's very risky"

"More the fun don't you think?"

"Just a little bit" he said with a hard swallow. "If we're caught…"

"I've already picked my coffin"

"That's not funny…" Castiel said with a deep scowl. "We're in this together"

Dean smiled tugging him forward into his chest and kissing him soundly. "So…want to take a huge risk?"

"I'll have to take time off work and have all of them cover for me…Dean, if they find out…I can't say it's work if they go past the restaurant or see Jo…it'll be ruined" he said shaking his head. "I'll make something up, I'll…"

"What?"

"I'll tell them I'm…I'm going to visit Balthazar"

"What?"

"I know but they might believe me"

"No way"

"Dean, I'll be with you really…I'll just tell I'm going to sort some stuff out with him in Denmark and instead…go to New York with you. I'll leave two days before, stay in a motel, cover my tracks and you come pick me up"

Dean huffed out a breath not liking this one little bit and looked him in the eyes. "Fine but don't make it out you're getting back together"

"Oh so commanding, Dean, you're so sexy when you're getting all flustered"

"Shut up" he muttered opening the door and shoving him back till they hit Castiel's door and shoved him in covering his mouth. Castiel huffed out a laugh slamming the door shut behind him and the pair of them tumbled into the bed.

Finding the right time now, Gabriel stepped out of the darkness of his bedroom hidden from coming back in a rush to get forgotten files he needed for a now missed meeting. He had heard the desperate moans from both Dean and Castiel in the bathroom, the hushed conversations and the stumbling of frantic kisses towards Castiel's bedroom. Gabriel turned to look at the bedroom door with narrowed eyes not knowing what to do. What could he do now?

~0~0~0~

Three weeks passed by since Castiel and Dean's secret arrangement and the unknown discovery of their affair being spied on by Gabriel. Gabriel held this secret close to him biding his time and simply…watching. Many other people would scream, shout, and demand to know what's going on but not Gabriel, he wanted to watch, wait, and see with his own eyes. Gabriel saw now what others overlooked or didn't see from the longing gazes, the touches shy and lingering more than they should, the secret messages exchanged between them from disappearing into the apartment, going out into the car and coming back more than happy, flustered and royally fucked out. It drove Gabriel mad with how much his own mom and his own sister missed this, it was plain and obvious as the fucking sun in the house.

Gabriel saw the frantic need, the lust, and the possessiveness in both of them over one another, and underneath all that he saw the shimming love between them binding like an invisible robe. It was clear in Castiel's eyes when he looked at Dean secretly or when Dean watched him from afar. It was driving Gabriel to drink and frustrated sex with co-workers who were only too happy to please him.

It was no surprise when Dean announced he was off to see his brother and Anna would stay here with Kendal. Kendal was still struggling badly with the announcement of Michael's wedding, the clear indication that the family wasn't invited and no word from their father. It was also no surprise for Gabriel who watched from the couch when Castiel said he was off to Denmark to "visit" Balthazar and he smirked softly when Kendal and Anna protested his actions to meet with his ex-boyfriend and sort through their problems. It was a big fat lie and Gabriel knew it.

"Balthazar" Gabriel said startling Castiel as he packed and looked at Gabriel confused. "I thought you were over him"

"I am, I just…I need to sort a few things out with him"

"Are you sure? Are you not going to jump in bed with him? Fuck him like you always do"

"No, Gabriel, I'm not going to fuck him"

Gabriel scoffed rubbing his finger across his own bottom lip. "You always fuck him, he's your weakness"

Castiel swallowed hard looking down at his suitcase. "No"

"Yes, he will always be your weakness no matter who you're with because he was your first love"

"Gabe, go away and leave me alone, and no...he is not my weakness, he never was" he said through gritted teeth throwing clothes into his suitcase. "I thought you would have thought better of me"

Gabriel remained silent leaning against the doorframe simply watching him pack and zip up the suitcase. "So did I"

Castiel looked up at him confused grabbing the suitcase and putting it on the floor. "I'll see you when I get back"

"Yeah, little bro, just…be careful, okay?"

"Of course I will" he murmured grabbing his passport and tugging it with him. "I'm always careful"

"Not always, believe me, and I will not see you get hurt"

"I'll see you soon Gabriel"

Gabriel swallowed hard when he walked back flashing him a small warm smile and down the stairs. He heard the goodbyes from Kendal and Anna but moved to watch from the suitcase when Dean did. Gabriel watched as Dean hugged Castiel briefly goodbye, his hands lingering on his lower back before moving away with a nod. Gabriel fixed cold eyes onto Dean who seemed to feel the gaze and looked up at Gabriel confused. Gabriel smiled at him in acknowledgement before it slipped and he walked away out of sight. Two weeks, two weeks away with Dean cheating and humiliating Anna, the family, and ruining themselves was all that Gabriel could think of as he sat in the middle of his bed. Gabriel protected his family, he would always protect his family, and it was duty to set things right.

~0~0~0~

Castiel looked out of the cheap motel room waiting for the car tapping his foot impatiently. He had managed to cover his tracks enough to make it believable that he had flown to Denmark and with holidays from work at his use he could take time off. His heart jumped at the sight of the black car and he grabbed his stuff walking out and standing at the door.

"Hey loser, get in, we're going New York" he called to him and let out a loud laugh.

"What was that?" Castiel said when he stepped out completely confused.

"Mean Girls, Cas, oh please tell me you've seen it"

"No, why have you watched something called Mean Girls"

"Four slutty hot girls" Dean said with a shrug. "It was alright, little cliché"

"You…you never cease to amaze me, Dean" he said handing him his suitcase so he could put him it in.

"I know, right? I'm awesome" he said pulling him into a brief kiss and climbing into the car. "Are you ready?"

"New York here we come" Castiel murmured with a smile leaning back into his seat feeling a buzz of excitement and freedom.

A/N: I have a new job now so…updates might lessen now. Every two to three days? I don't know but it's going to exhaust me.

Anyway! More drama to come! Hehe!