Missing Piece
(Part 3) – Epilogue
~Solace~
~I was broken, you made me whole again~
Green eyes stared down at the tombstone, where the Uchihas insignia rested below the name carved across the rough surface. Sakura felt a heavy weight leave her shoulders as a small cool breeze brushed passed her. It was calming. A little unnerved by it at first, but relaxed as if someone or something was telling her that all was well.
Tsunade called out orders to her crew, while quickly prepping the operating room. She had never seen Sasuke as badly wounded as he was now. Multiple fractures to the ribs, a broken arm, and she wasn't sure if his neck was in any better shape. A gash went across his temple, not to mention the gaping wound on his side. That's the one she was worried about, plus any internal bleeding he may have received. The gash on his side was probably due to where the car impacted him first, the ground just finished the job.
She would never forget the look on Naruto's face as they brought him in. She knew the pink haired female was growing attached to him, it was obvious, but Naruto and Sasuke had been friends for years, this was Naruto's brother in here.
Naruto had immediately phoned Sasuke's parents, just in case he didn't make it through the night, only to find out they had already been called and were on their way with Sasuke's brother Itachi. Mikoto was crying in the background at hearing about her son, Fugaku had tried to be calm but his voice sounded as if he had cried as well.
All they could do was pray.
"Mommy, do you think Sasuke would be happy if we left flowers here."
Sakura smiled softly at her son. "Of course he'd be happy."
Keiji grinned back at her as he placed the bouquet of roses on top of the tombstone. He stepped back and reached for his mother's hand.
I would have been happy to have you here.
Tsunade tried again and again, the wounds just seemed to be getting worse. Sasuke's temperature had skyrocketed to abnormal degrees, forcing them to bring in ice to cool him down. His heart rate was going haywire, his body was trying to give up, but she wouldn't let it, she couldn't let him.
"Miss, I think his lung just collapsed!" The nurse stated with surprise.
"Shit." Tsunade quickly grabbed a small tube and carefully made an incision using her scalpel, she was going to have to drain it. "Blood may have gotten into the lung. There is too much pressure on it."
She inserted the small tube into the pleural space on his lung, allowing the pressure to be relieved and the blood to drain and lung to inflate.
"You can do this Sasuke, just hang on a little longer." She heard it then, the flat lining on the heart monitor. There was no indication of life, but she ordered the nurse that was with her to bring the defibrillator over. His vitals were fading fast, she only had a few short minutes.
"Clear!"
Nothing.
"Come on Sasuke!" Tsunade called out to him.
Rubbing the paddles together again, she placed them back on his chest and side again. She shook her head and sighed with a heavy heart. This was the last time she was going to try this, if she couldn't bring him back after this, she was going to call it.
"Clear!"
"We should head back sweetheart." Sakura looked to her son as he nodded sadly.
"Do you think she would have liked me mommy?"
"Of course she would have, Sasuke said she acted just like you did." Sakura giggled as she ruffled her son's hair. "You two would have been troublemakers together."
Keiji laughed at his mother's words before his face dropped again. "I'll make him happy for the both of us."
"I know you will."
Sakura came running into the hospital with Keiji in her arms and spotted Naruto down the hallway near the first floor operating room. She noticed him staring at his hands, staring at the blood that belonged to his best friend. The one he considered his brother. Hinata was by his side rubbing his back, trying to urge him to go wash up, but he refused to move
"Naruto." Sakura called out to him. "Anything."
"They've only been in there about forty-five minutes, I doubt they'd give us any news on his condition so early."
Sakura rocked Keiji gently to calm the crying boy as Naruto paced the waiting room, desperately hoping for any news regarding his condition. But seconds turned to minutes and minutes into hours.
Hinata walked over with Ino, Sai and Shikamaru in tow. She handed both of them a cup of coffee. Or attempted to anyway. Sakura accepted hers even though she didn't feel like drinking anything at the moment. Naruto on the other hand denied the offer as he continued watching the operating room door. Waiting for Tsunade to come out.
"Mommy, where is he?" Keiji desperately wanted to run through the door to find him, but he knew he wasn't allowed in there.
The sound of footsteps caught their attention, three people came to a stop by Naruto. The tears on their faces could only mean these were Sasuke's parents and his brother perhaps?
"How is he?" The older of the two males asked. His brownish hair a disheveled mess as he stared hopefully at Naruto.
The blond only shook his head. "There hasn't been any news so far."
The beautiful woman with them stepped forward, she pushed parts of her dark hair from her face. As she grabbed hold of the other males hand. His long ponytail hung over his shoulder the same dark color as his mother's.
"There has to be someone who can give us information." She stated.
"Unfortunately, no one can Mikoto." Naruto choked through tears. "No one has been in or out of there since he was brought in."
"That is unaccepta-"
The door of the operating room suddenly opened and they all stood frozen as Tsunade walked out wearing a set of green scrubs. Her blond hair was pulled up into a bun to keep it out of her way during the operation.
"Fugaku and Mikoto, can I speak with you privately please." She gestured for them to follow her to another room. Only after they were seated on the chairs available did anyone speak.
"How is he?"
"Sasuke has suffered severe internal injuries, aside from the cracked and broken ribs, one of them punctured his left lung." Tsunade explained. "We almost lost him when his lung filled with blood and collapsed."
Mikoto covered her mouth with her hand as she grasped Fugaku's with her other.
"He has also suffered a broken arm, at one point we believed he may have some nerve damage in his spinal cord, but I'm happy to say he doesn't." Tsunade clasped her hands together. "Your son is by no means out of the woods yet, while his external injuries may heal, I'm still worried about his lung and the concussion he may have received, but we won't know until he wakes up."
"So he will wake up?" Fugaku asked.
"He will as long as his lung heals as its supposed to, I don't want to give you false hope since anything can happen at this point."
The two Uchihas nodded in understanding as they stood when Tsunade did. "I will have him moved to a private room and then you can see him.
Exiting the room, Itachi, their other son ran up to them and asked what she had said. Naruto , Sai, Sakura, Keiji, Ino and Shikamaru heard everything. Sakura passed Keiji to Ino who gladly accepted to hold him so she could go talk to Sasuke's family.
"Mrs. Uchiha?" Mikoto turned at hearing her name being called and spotted the pink-haired female.
"Yes, Miss?"
"Hi, I'm Sakura." She held out her hand. "Your son and I have…uh…sort of been seeing each other the last few weeks."
"Oh." Fugaku came over and wrapped a protective arm around his wife's waist.
"I'm sorry, but your son is in that condition because of what he did for me." Sakura stated as she let her tears fall.
Mikoto frowned, seemingly confused. "My dear why would you say that?"
"Sasuke saved my son, he pushed Keiji out of the way and let himself get hit instead." Sakura looked back to Keiji as Mikoto did the same.
"Sakura," Mikoto called her and the pink haired woman glanced back to her. "It wouldn't have mattered if it was your son or anyone else's, Sasuke would have done that for any child."
Sakura tilted her head slightly, trying to understand her words. "Sasuke loves kids, ever since he lost Eri, he sees all kids as her, anything he can do to protect them, he will do it."
Mikoto looked back to the door of the operating room. "A month after Eri's death, he threw himself into his work. There was another time when a house fire broke out, the fire department couldn't make it to the house in time because of another accident that blocked the streets." Sakura watched as Mikoto smiled sadly. "Instead of waiting, he rushed into the burning building to save the two children that were trapped inside."
Sakura's heart ached. "Without any equipment?" She asked incredulously.
"He soaked a t-shirt with water and wrapped it around his nose and mouth before he ran inside." Naruto interjected upon hearing their conversation. "He had gotten burned in a few places, but had he not done it, those kids wouldn't be alive today."
"Sasuke has been putting his life in harm's way for any child that needs saving." Mikoto took Sakura's hand in her own. "It's his own way of dealing with Eri's death, like he has to repent for not being able to protect her, so he protects them instead."
Sakura's eyes burned with tears. Sasuke was so selfless, he had done that same thing for her son and herself. He had saved her son not once, but twice, and she'd never be able to thank him enough for his sacrifice.
"Is he going to be okay?" Sakura jumped slightly when Keiji came up behind her, the question barely leaving his lips as he stared at the two woman before him.
"Keiji, want to meet Sasuke's parents."
Fugaku had been silent through their entire conversation. But once the little boy had come up to them, he had let his guard down. Keiji sort of reminded Fugaku of Sasuke when his own son was younger.
"Hi there Keiji." Mikoto smiled and Keiji managed a goofy grin, briefly letting Sasuke drift from his mind.
"Hello ma'am, you're very pretty." Keiji smiled as Mikoto cooed at how sweet he was.
"Oh, thank you so much, and you are a very handsome little man." Keiji took the praise gratefully and stepped forward to hug her.
"You're such a little sweetheart." Mikoto laughed softly.
"He reminds me of Sasuke when he was young." Fugaku gave a small smirk. "Attitude and all."
Sakura laughed as the other male walked over after finishing his own conversation with Shikamaru, trying to get the details on what had happened. He smiled softly at Sakura and held out his hand. "I'm Itachi, Sasuke's brother."
"Nice to meet you." Sakura shook his hand.
Before they could exchange any more pleasantries, the operating room door opened, and Tsunade and a nurse pushed out the bed that Sasuke was laying on. All of them stared with wide eyes, he had a tube placed down his throat, it was attached to a ventilator to provide oxygen. His head was covered in a bandage, and his topless form revealed his bandaged torso.
Mikoto wanted to follow them, but she knew she had to wait so they could get him set up in a private room. Another nurse pushed the IV stand alongside the bed. Letting out a shaky breath, Mikoto counted her blessings, at least he was alive.
Sakura tried to hold a smile as she walked through the hospital doors with Keiji right on her heels. It has been three weeks since the incident that put Sasuke in the hospital. He hasn't woken at all during that time. Tsunade had assured them that he was healing, but the trauma he had suffered was severe and that his comatose state was normal.
"Being in a coma is anything but normal." She thought bitterly. Sakura trusted Tsunade's judgement, but it still hurt to know he wasn't awake yet.
The last few weeks brought in several changes. She had finally gotten her jeep, and Keiji had even started at school. He was sad to go each day since Sasuke wasn't there to see him, but he never faltered in his studies.
Both of them shared their tears with each other at night when they were at home. Sasuke's family visited them since they decided to stay at Sasuke's home for the time being. They didn't want to leave just in case Sasuke woke up. During their stay his ex-wife even showed up at the door, upon hearing the news he had been hospitalized she stormed off cursing his name knowing her fate had been sealed.
They were honestly glad she was no longer part of his life, she didn't even care that he was hurt. She was only worried about herself, she was selfish like that.
She sighed softly and turned to Keiji. "Shall we sweetie?"
With a nod, they made their way to Sasuke's hospital room.
"Daddy."
Sasuke's eyes widened as Eri stood in front of him in his hospital room. He was reclined in a sitting position as his daughter stared at him from the foot of the bed. Tears stung his eyes.
"Eri...". His voice cracked upon seeing his little girl. She looked exactly how she did the day she died. He wanted to reach out to hold her to, to hug her, and plead for her to forgive him for not saving her.
"Daddy, you have to wake up."
"What?"
"Wake up." She repeated.
"I can't leave you." He tried to sit up and reach our for her, but she was by his side in an instant.
"Yes you can."
"I'm so sorry sweetheart, I can't." Sasuke couldn't help the tears that fell. "I should have been there to protect you, but I wasn't."
"The accident wasn't your fault, you couldn't save me, nobody could. I don't want you to be angry or sad anymore." The young girl only smiled at him. "I will always be with you no matter what, please be happy for me. I want you to be happy, for both of us." She smiled sweetly and Sasuke could no longer contain his emotions.
Sasukes heart felt like it was going to burst from his chest as silent tears escaped his eyes, but there was also a weight that lifted from his shoulders. A weight he had been carrying for far too long, he couldn't help but let a genuine smile grace his lips.
"I love you sweetheart, I always will."
"I know daddy, now wake up."
"Please..."
"Sasuke."
"Please get up."
Sakura watched as Keiji pleaded for Sasuke to get up. The tube that went down his throat was long gone and an oxygen mask took it's place. He may have been breathing on his own, but they could never be too careful.
He was currently shirtless as he lay on the bed, several bandages adorned his chest. They were a little bloody but that was to be expected. Most of his wounds had already started healing very well but the one on his side was still pretty fresh. She hoped it wouldn't cause him too much pain if he ever awoke.
She turned away as Tsunade walked into the room, her eyes held hope that she was bringing good news. But her answer was always the same, they have to wait.
"Mommy." Keiji called her attention. His mother turned to him, curious as to what he wanted.
"Yes honey."
"He's crying."
Confused, both Sakura and Tsunade sauntered over and saw he was right. There were a few tears sliding down the corners of his eyes.
"Sasuke." Sakura called out to him.
The flutter of his eye lids sent her heart into overdrive. She leaned closer and placed her hands against his cheeks. The flinch brought tears to her eyes and she knew.
He was waking up.
"Sasuke." Sakura continued calling him, hoping to pull him from his sleep.
His eyes fluttered again before two green orbs met two dark ones. Her eyes widened as she realized that he was staring back at her. Although his stare seemed to be one full of haze, but he was awake, and that was all that mattered to her.
"Oh my god." She whispered through tears.
Keiji jumped from the chair he was on and ran excitedly out of the room before yelling. "He's awake!"
Hinata who had heard his little voice immediately stood and walked over to the room they were in. She stared at Sakura who was crying as Tsuande began checking all of Sasuke's vitals. He kept looking around as if he were confused, but the tired look in his eyes told her he only needed more rest.
Now that he was out of his comatose state, be could begin to rest as he was supposed to. Hinata grabbed her phone and called Naruto. He should be on his lunch break right now, she couldn't wait to tell him the news.
"You're kidding!" Naruto grinned as he cried out dramatically. "I'm on my way back right bow, I'll call his parents."
After relaying the news to Juugo, whom he was having lunch with, he dialed Sasuke's mother. Unfortunately she couldn't process any words at the news and he ended up speaking to Fugaku instead. The elder man agreeing to meet them at the hospital as soon as they could.
"Thank you." Naruto said silently in his mind as his chest was relieved of a huge weight. "Whatever higher power may be out there, thank you."
Sasuke was looking more alert by the time all of his friends and family came to visit. Sakura stayed by his side as people came and went. It wasn't long before he started to feel a little bit overwhelmed, which made Tsuande usher everyone out except Sasuke's mother.
She stared at her son now that she was alone with him. Her vision grew blurry and she had to quickly wipe away the tears and compose herself before she could speak to him.
"Mom, please don't shed tears for me."
"You can't ask a mother to do that young man." She smiled as she wiped her face again. "It comes with the maternal instincts."
He smiled at her and shifted on the bed to get more comfortable, wincing slightly as he felt the strain it caused on his side.
"Don't move too much sweetie," She stated worriedly as she helped him settle again.
"I hate this bed." He couldn't help the chuckle that slipped passed his throat. Mikoto only giggled at his words.
"Do you remember what happened?"
"I remember what happened before I was hit, but after that, nothing." Sasuke shook his head.
"You woke up after you were hit, Sakura said she was talking to you for a little bit before your pulse stopped and you fell unconscious again."
Sasuke's memory was blank, he couldn't for the life of him recall that part. "I'm sorry for scaring all of you."
"That's not important, that fact that you are alive and awake is."
"I know."
Mikoto looked to him. "Keiji saw you crying while you were out, do you remember why?"
Sasuke felt cold at that moment. "I saw Eri."
Mikoto understood.
"Mom I know she wasn't really there, but it felt like she was." Sasuke took a deep breath in to calm himself. "She told me the accident wasn't my fault."
Mikoto smiled sadly. "Honey, I know that's exactly what she would say."
"Why?"
"Eri was a lot more mature for someone her age, it's like she just knew how the world worked." His mom grabbed his hand when she stepped closer to him. "I want to believe you have let go of all your grief but I don't think you have."
"I can't." He felt tears come to his eyes. "Mom, I miss her so much it hurts." His head went into his hands as his shoulders shook. "How can I let her go?" He cries quietly. "She's my little girl."
"You're not letting her go." She carefully wrapped her arms around him. "You can never let her go."
He nodded.
"But you do need to forgive yourself."
That pained him most of all.
Forgive myself?
Deep down, he knew she was right, could he let go of his own self hate to forgive himself for not saving her?
I have to try, if not for Eri, then for my own sake and my sanity.
Another week passed and Sasuke had been released from the hospital. He was only allowed to go home and to the store. Nothing more. He also finally got his mother to stop fussing over him and managed to talk her and his father and brother into going home for awhile.
He loved his family, he really did, but if they kept this up, he really would lose his mind. They even went to the store and bought items to stock up his house. Food, and other necessities. He had to suppress his annoyance.
"Geez, they really don't want me leaving this house do they?"
Shaking his head he plopped himself down on his couch and sighed. "This sucks." He muttered as he laid down and placed his arm over his eyes.
"I guess I could sleep." Sasuke shifted trying to get comfortable, which he soon learned would be impossible, especially given the wound on his side.
With a frustrated growl, he sat up then pushed himself off the furniture. "I guess I'll head to bed." He looked to the clock and noticed it was barely one-thirty in the afternoon. Eye twitching, he smacked his head. "Fuck that, it's way to early."
His angry rant was interrupted by the sound of his doorbell. He raised a brow and stood to his feet, being mindful of his injuries. The black sweatpants and blue t-shirt he wore insured as less strain as possible.
He made his way to the door and was surprised to find Sakura standing on the other side when he opened it.
"Sakura." Sasuke sputtered out as she gave him a heart warming smile.
"Hi." She gave a shy wave and he hurriedly ushered her inside so she wouldn't have to stay on the porch. The temperatures may have warmed up here and there but it was still chilly out.
""So, uh.." He was cut off the moment Sakura hugged him, squeezing around his chest, just enough where it wouldn't cause him pain.
He was glad they were alone, Naruto would never let him live down the blush that was currently making its way to his cheeks. She had her head resting against his torso as a few tears escaped her eyes, which didnt go unnoticed by the raven-haired male.
"Hey, are you okay?" He asked as he wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
"With everyone constantly hanging around you, I never got the chance to talk to you." She pulled away and wiped the remaining tears from her face. "I'm just happy you're okay. And I wanted to tell you...i can never repay you enough for saving my son...again."
"It was no-"
"Don't say that!" She wrapped her arms around herself. "You risked your life for my son, his own father would never do that for him. He means everything to me, but so do you..." She suddenly found the floor interesting.
Sasuke's eyes widened in surprise. Was that a confession?
She spoke before he could form any words. "I just thought...you should know." She looked up at him and stared into his eyes. "When I thought I was going to lose you, it killed me. I've never felt this way towards anyone in a very long time."
Still being at a loss for words, Sasuke let her continue. "I'll understand of you know longer want to pursue a relationship with me and Keiji. I mean, we almost got you killed, why would you want to be with us."
In a flash he grabbed her shoulders and pulled her to him, their faces dangerously close to touching. "And I'd do it again." Sakura's eyes widened as Sasuke's lips met hers in a searing kiss.
Closing her eyes, she lost herself in his touch. Her heart was beating helplessly, but she never wanted the feeling to end.
Sasuke pulled away and placed his hands against her cheeks, trying to focus her attention to his eyes. "I don't regret anything I've done for you or Keiji."
She smiled and threw her arms around his neck, hugging him fiercely never wanting to let him go. "Thank you." She whispered into his shoulder. "For eveything."
With a smile of his own, he hugged her back, not even caring about the burning he felt in his side.
A beep from her phone suddenly made her pull away. "I'm sorry." She apologized and saw the alarm on her phone. She never forgot about her son, but she could easily lose track of the time and right now her phone was reminding her that it was nearing two-thirty. "Its almost time to pick up Keiji from school."
"Hold up. I'll ride with you." Sasuke grabbed her hand. "Give me a second to change."
She smiled and nodded, before long he came back dressed in a pair of black jeans and a dark green, long sleeved shirt, with black boots to protect his feet.
"Are you sure you should be going out?"
"Sweetheart, if I don't get out of this house I'm going to lose my mind."
She giggled as he pushed her softly to the door. Of course he'd want to get out of the house, he's basically been stuck here the last week.
"I'll be sure you don't."
Sakura pulled the jeep into the pick up area at the elementary school and shifted into park. Sasuke turned to her. "I'll get him." She smiled and nodded her head. She couldn't wait to see Keiji's reaction when he spots Sasuke waiting for him.
He has constantly asked about him, wondering where he was and how he was doing. But she always told him he was healing, and they would see him soon. Keiji hasn't seen him since Sasuke left the hospital.
The pinkette watched as Sasuke headed to the doors of the school and stopped to wait for the bell to ring, which sounded as soon as he paused in his steps. The front area flooded with children as they ran into their parents arms and Sasuke noticed one little boy, who was walking slowly from the building.
Keiji adjusted his green backpack, and made his way towards the pick up area. He glanced up to find his mother's car but his eyes caught sight of someone else entirely.
"You look a little too serious there little man, I think you need to smile." Sasuke said with a wave.
"Sasuke!"
Sasuke knelt down and held out his arms as Keiji sprinted towards him. The little boy happily threw his arms around Sasuke's neck and the ilder male picked him up in a tight embrace.
"You're really here." Keiji stated with excitement.
"Of course I am, I made you a promise." Sasuke squeezed him tighter. "I'm never going to leave you."
Keiji tightened his hold around Sasuke's neck and the raven haired male want sure if he had heard him correctly as he muttered something into his shoulder. His heart beat happily as he was sure his ears didn't fail him.
"I love you daddy. "
Sakura sat happily next to Sasuke on his couch, as they both stared down at Keiji who had fallen asleep a little while ago. His head was currently resting in his mother's lap as she softly stroked his soft brown hair.
"What's on your mind?"
Sakura flinched in surprise at his question. "Just thinking, Keiji and I need to find a place of our own. With everything that's happened I lost sight of other important things."
He bit his lip before be chose to speak. "Why don't you and Keiji move in here with me?"
"Huh?" She was taken aback at his suggestion. "We couldn't possibly intrude in your home like that."
"Sakura I don't mind, I like having both of you here. "
Her eyes began to water at his words. She only ever felt like a burden to her ex. "You'd really open your home to us?"
"Yes." He stated with as much conviction as his voice could muster, at least without being too loud to wake the small boy.
"But why? What if things don't work out between us?"
"They will." She had to smile at him, so sure of his answer. "I don't have any plans to leave you or Keiji."
"How can you be so sure?"
"Because I want both of you in my life." He assured, as he pressed his lips to hers.
2 years later...
"Okay, are you ready Keiji?"
Keiji nodded with a huge grin as he grabbed Sasuke's hand. The tall parental figure led him down the hallway of the hospital. After having been stuck in the waiting room for hours with all four of his grandparents, he was finally going to see his mother. She had been taken to the ER after severe abdominal pains.
Of course Keiji had been worried about his mother at the time, but Sasuke assured him it was natural. He didn't understand how pain was natural but he trusted his father and only nodded his head.
Sasuke smiled down at the nine year old boy who had grown at least a foot over the last two years. Keiji had began calling him dad ever since be picked up from school that day. And after they moved in with him, he just felt like his life was complete.
That was until he and Sakura gave way to their burning desires for each other one day, when Keiji was out with his grandmothers. They had planned to wait, at least for a little while, but urges and desire got the better of them.
Which was why Sakura was in the hospital now. She had gotten pregnant, not long after that time. But they handled it, they weren't worried in the slightest. That just meant their family would grow by one more.
"Here we are buddy." Sasuke opened the door of a private room and quietly guided him inside.
Sakura spotted them and called out to her son. "Keiji come say hi to your baby sister."
Keiji climbed the chair Sasuke pushed over to the bed, before crawling onto it to sit next to his mom. He looked down at the small bundle in his mother's arms as small tears left his eyes. "She's very pretty mama."
The baby's head was sprinkled with black hair, matching Sasuke's perfectly. "What's her name?"
"Sarada." Sasuke answered before Sakura could. "And I know you'll be the best big brother to her."
Keiji grinned up at his dad. "Of course, and that's a promise."
Sakura smiled, albeit a little sadly.
I know Sarada will never replace the daughter that he lost. Eri will always be considered part of our family. But maybe it will help fill the hole left by Eri's death.
She passed her daughter to her father as Sasuke helped Keiji hold her.
I know he still has nightmares about her. But they have become less over time, sometimes he even has good dreams about her.
Laying back against the plush pillows, she looked to her little family. This man had come into their life and made her believe in love again. He always wore his heart on his sleeve and was so selfless that he would do anything to help somebody else.
She couldn't believe how lucky she was.
But as family we will always be there to push away the sadness in each other's hearts. I could tell by the smile and the small tears that Sasuke was finally happy. He had loved ones to hold onto again, and I knew he would never let us go.
These words you should always remember,
To you, my heart I surrender
A/N: Alright here it is guys. I'm sorry for keeping all of you waiting.
I have gone through some trauma in the last few months and I sort of lost my motivation for writing. Things at home aren't great, but I'm pushing passed all of it.
Hope you enjoyed this.
