SPENCER'S JOURNAL

They all leave eventually

Characters: Spencer Reid, his half-sister Eva Reid, Jack Hotchner & the team

Paring: Aaron ''Hotch'' Hotchner/Dr. Spencer Reid

The characters might be a little OOC but its fanfiction

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds or the characters.

They are owned by CBS, the Gordon Company and ABC.

But I own all my OC's like Eva.

I do not make or wish to make money with this fanfiction it's purely entertainment.

**THIS STORY IS NOT IN THE EMMR UNIVERSE**


AN: Hello world! I am finally done with high school and I finally had the time to edit this little angsty thing I just wrote.

I wrote this a couple days after the season finale, so it's pretty much my raw emotions to Jeanne's (who played Alex Blake) departure throught the eyes of Spencer. It's the fist time I've written something angsty so don't be to harsh guys. And the chapter revolves around the sentence ''they all leave eventually'' and it's the reason why it's in bold and italics, it's just a thing, to make Spencer's state of mind a bit more obvious.

Tell me it you like it in the review section, I love you all

-xx-

Océane


They all leave eventually

First it was Gideon, Elle than Prentiss and now Blake left too

I've come to realise that they all leave eventually

Gideon left me a letter, Elle a gun, Prentiss a star and Blake left her credentials and a book

They all leave eventually

Even Maeve left, she was taken away from me

But still she left me

I thought everything was alright but like with what happened to Elle I didn't see the signs

Maybe that's why they all leave eventually

There's always something I don't notice or when I do its already too late

Maybe it's just my burden in life

'Cause now that I think about it my dad left me too

The only person I had to leave was my mom, but her mind was long gone

They all leave eventually and I have to get used to it

I don't know why people leave me but I try to live with it

The sadness, the anger, the questioning but mostly the incomprehension

Maybe it's my time to leave, it's not the first time I thought about it

I should probably be the one to leave eventually


AN #2: I hope you enjoyed this chapter, if you didn't tell me why in the review section!

;) Océane