11. Pain
I was on the bed completely naked, and I knew he was coming for me. I was lucky to still be alive, I reminded myself. Tonight I go along with whatever, and tomorrow I make a move.
"Open your mouth," Philip whispered. I did as was told and he place his dick inside. He moved inside me faster and faster. I feel like I was going to choke at any moment. He stayed inside mouth for want seemed like forever. Then he started kissing my body.
"You were a bad girl running away from me. I am going to have to punish you," Philip whispers. What was he going to do now? He turned me over the my backside, and I had idea of what coming. Please, no I thought.
I could feel forcing himself inside my backside. He was going to make me have anal, and I wanted that over. I only done this one other time. And that was a very long time ago.
"I am going to ease it into you. You won't tear anything," Philip promised. There he goes again being romantic, I thought spitefully. I held on the a pillow as he moved harder and harder. At least he is not killing me, I think.
"Does that hurt?" Philip asked.
I want to yell, hell yes it hurts. Now get the fuck off me.
"Not to bad," I lied.
"I want it to hurt. I want it to turn in a good way," Philip said moving inside me still.
"It does," I breathe.
"I love your ass," Philip whispers. Finally Philip finishes inside me of. And I am allowed to lay down. I close my eyes for a moment and imagine I am anywhere else. But then I open them finding I am still in my living nightmare.
Philip grins at me. He is pleased that he has hurt me. That gets him off, I think.
"Did you come?"
Never has Philip asked me that before, but he was not trying to woe me anymore. He had no more secrets so he did not have pretend to be something he was not.
"I don't really like talking about that," I said bothered.
"Come on Andrea. And tell me," He said looking pissed.
"Yes I came," I lied.
"Good. Now, let me cuff you to the bed. I'll go get you something to eat," Philip whispers.
"You don't have to keep me locked up. I am not going anywhere. Just trust me," I reply.
"You are going to have to earn that," Philip says locking me to the bed.
I nod in agreement. This was going to have to end soon. I could not be locked up while Philip continues killing the people I cared about. Tomorrow night I would kill him. I make sure he had plenty of alcohol to drink, and then after we have sex I would take care of him. I would lose all emotions like Shane said. I would pretend like Philip was the walker who killed Amy like Shane said. I would protect what was mine. Killing Philip was the only answer. Then I could be with Rick at last.