If you're not old enough to buy a pack of smokes, or join the military then you should not be reading this! It is of a graphic sexual nature. That's right pervs… put on your perv hats and grab some popcorn.

Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or its characters, they all belong to SM and Summit. Damn!

Chapter 10

BPOV

The house Sam rented was much better than I had imagined it would be like the cabin he took me to before, but it was actually homey. It was furnished with dark, warm furniture and everything was in neutral tones. And thankfully it was clean because I was too exhausted to worry about it. My only worry was how Sam would handle his new-found power over me.

"So, how far did you go with the leech?" His deep voice caused a shiver to run down my spine.

"What do you mean?" I asked with a shaky voice as his finger trailed down the side of my neck.

"Sex, Bella," He whispered in my ear.

"We never… I'm a virgin." A growl erupted from his chest in my ear and my stomach flipped nervously.

"Hmm… You know, Bella, because of you my Emily and my child are gone."

"I know, and I am so sorry, Sam," I sobbed as he ran his nose under my ear.

"I think you owe me, Bella." I trembled at the deceivingly calm tone of his voice.

"I told you I'll do anything I can to help you." The tears streamed down my face and I felt his hand creeping up the front of my shirt.

"Well, you can't bring my Emily back, but you could give me a child."

I froze. The blood rushed in my ears as I wondered if he was implying what I thought he was. There was no way he could have been serious, but by the way his hands were roaming my body, I knew that he was.

"Sam, please don't. Any child I could give you wouldn't be Emily's child." I wasn't afraid of sex with Sam. It wasn't exactly on my list of things I wanted to do, but if it made up for his loss I could do it. But giving him a child? That was a lifetime commitment… unless he planned to just take the baby from me. No, I couldn't give him that. Especially with the threat of the Volturi looming over our heads.

"But it would be mine. I could order you, you know." My body stiffened with the threat and he chuckled darkly.

"Sam, please, don't bring a baby into this situation. I'll… I'll have sex with you if you need that. But, do you really think that this is a good time to have a baby." Maybe I could reason with him. Maybe a "maybe later" would pacify him.

"Hmm… perhaps you are right, but that does not stop me from wanting it. I suppose we will just have to see what happens. Because I do plan on fucking you, Bella. I am not going to use any protection ad if it happens I will take it as a sign that it was supposed to happen."

Sam's eyes were wild and I feared for what would happen to me if I didn't agree. The Sam that I used to know would never hurt a woman, but he was most certainly not in his right mind. Could I just go along with what he wanted? Without Edward there was no purpose to my life anyway, and I never planned on giving my virginity to anyone but him, but Edward was never coming back so what did it matter?

"Okay, Sam." I gave my consent, knowing that he didn't need it, but not wanting to risk him losing what may have been left from Sam's Emily by letting him do it without consent.

"Go to the bedroom an strip. I want you on your knees waiting for me." I gulped and immediately complied with his wishes.

SPOV

A baby. The answer was as clear as day. Emily would give me back my baby through Bella. It would be her final gift to me.

"I'm just sorry that I have to touch her to do it, Em. I only want you." I whispered, hoping that she could hear me wherever she was.

When I reached the bedroom, Bella was just as I instructed her. The heater was off and her whole body was covered in goose flesh. Her small nipples were hard as stone. As much as I didn't want to be turned on by the sight of her there I couldn't help it. She was beautiful and her natural submissive nature was just what the monster in me needed. The fact that she was compelled to obey me was just another plus.

I felt myself grow hard in my pants and I removed them immediately. When I stood in front of her she lifted her face and gasped.

"Yes, this is going to be in you, but for now I am going to show you how to please me with your mouth. No open." I ordered and she immediately complied. The fear in her eyes told me that she had never even attempted such a thing. The remnants of my former self told me to be gentle with her so as easily as possible so I slid my length into her mouth, slowly, letting her adjust to the intrusion. She never made a sound until I reached the beck of her throat and she gagged.

"Breathe through your nose and relax your throat," I instructed. She did as I said and I began to move. Her mouth was hot and slick with saliva and felt so damn good. Her teeth slightly grazed my shaft and I hissed in pleasure. Slowly, I began to smell arousal coming from her. It was sweet and tangy all at the same time and made my balls tighten. I didn't want to waste my seed and her mouth released me with a pop.

"Get on the bed. Now." She obeyed, her eyes darkened with a misture of fear and arousal.

"I am not a complete monster. I will give you pleasure first." She nodded and gulped audibly. I lowered myself between her knees . She glistened and I ran a finger between her folds.

"Oh," she whimpered as I ran my thumb over her clit.

"Have you ever had an orgasm before?" I asked in shock. Had her leech done nothing for her? The shake of her head told me that he hadn't. "Then this will be even sweeter."

I flicked out my tongue to touch the little bundle of nerves and the if the moan that left her mouth was any indication, she was feeling nothing but pleasure. The thought made me tense. The monster only wanted her to feel pain, but the man in me wanted it to be good for her. I slipped one finger inside her wetness as my tongue worked her over. She writhed and panted beneath me before she cried out loudly. I lapped up the remnants of her orgasm and laid myself on top of her. I learned from both Emily and Leah that it the pain was over quicker if I just thrust in quickly immediately after an orgasm so that's what I did.

She cried out from the pain of it and I laid perfectly still while my balls pulsed with the need to come in her tightness. Once her face released most of its tension I began to move.

"I hate that you feel so fucking good," I moaned as I bent down to bite her nipple. A squeak left her mouth but she never gave any other indication that she was in pain. I wanted to feel her squeeze me and I knew that would only happen with outside stimulation her first time. I rubbed her clit furiously. It was still swollen and extremely sensitive from before and she reacted immediately. I increased the pace of my thrusts to match the rhythm my finger was setting against her nub.

"Oh… oh… ahhh," her body tensed and her pussy throbbed around me causing me to cum in hot spurts inside her. I thrust one more time and cried out.

"Go clean up and come back," I ordered as I pulled out of her. Tears of shame escaped her eyes as she ran to the bathroom. I knew how she felt. I was ashamed that I had enjoyed her as well. I had thought I would picture only Emily as I fucked her, but no. I saw Bella. I saw how my dark skin looked against her porcelain casing of hers. It was a beautiful sight. And her fucking face when she came… it was gentle and shocked. Her puffy lips made a perfect "o" and her eyes crossed just slightly. It was amazing.

I shook my head to clear the thoughts. When she emerged from the bathroom I took in everything about her. There was a purple mark on her right breast where I had unknowingly marked her in my passion.

"Come here." My voice had taken on a husky quality and I immediately hardened at the sight of her naked body, but she would not be ready and we both needed to come to terms with what we had done. I felt like I had betrayed Emily and I was sure that she felt the same about her leech. Bella laid next to me and I threw a possessive arm over her waist and ordered her to sleep.

I fell asleep dreaming of the time when I could have her again, because regardless of my shame it had felt good to feel something again. Something other than hate and the pain of my loss. Even though I was ashamed it felt amazing and I wanted it again. The plan had been to fuck her until I impregnated her, but I didn't know if I could give up the only feeling of pleasure I had allowed myself since before Emily's death.

I know some of you want to shoot me right now. You're thinking there is no way this could be possible. But remember this is not about feelings for them. Sam wants a baby… he just didn't expect to actually enjoy the process. And neither did Bella.

I may not be able to update again for 2 weeks since my mom is coming out today and I haven't seen her in 6 months. This is why I worked so hard to get this out today. I am using it as a peace offering incase I don't get to write while she is here ;)