It has been to long since I have been up out of bed, so when Sam allows me to come to the staff room just to escape the cubicles I have been trapped in, I actually feel excited. I recline on the sofa in the staffroom with The Killers playing out loud. Sam smiles at my choice of music, "So you're a rock chick then?" she walks over to me and hands me a plate of toast. This is the first food I've eaten since I was stabbed and I smile, "Yea rock is so much better than the modern trash that is rap and pop, and can I just say that this is the best thing I've ever eaten". She laughs, and we both turn to see Tom walk through the door. He sees me, backs out slowly while mouthing 'sorry'. "Wait" I say, "You can come in, I'm not afraid of you or anything its just when I first came here the only people who leant over me where either drunken men with uncoordinated hands that could hit me, drunken men who held knives that they probably shouldn't have or he one person I hate the most in this world with his grey eyes which are the only thing I can ever remember that actually send a shiver down my spine". Tom looks shocked, and I just stand up and walk out the room find a quiet place and sink to the floor hugging my knees. I can feel tears in my eyes, tears that won't go away. It feels like ever since the first time I cried the tears haven't completely gone away. I feel weak and since I just blurted out to a complete stranger, the one thing I'm afraid of I just feel like I've let myself down.
Well we made it to the 10th chapter yay. So to celebrate the next chapter will be written from Sams point of view and then we will take it from there. Please review and be sure to tell me of any ideas you have. :-)