A/N: ok ^^ This chapter has no Spanish in it... mm no actually it doesn't so I'll continue updating in both versions just in case there was some Spanish text i can't remember right now, thanks for reading again and enjoy. ^^

[STORY BELONGS TO ME, CHARACTERS BELONG TO TETSUYA NOMURA-SQUARE ENIX]

Chapter 10: Because I can't Take Anymore

Yes. Just when you think life can't punish you anymore, some new bad things get to you. It's funny actually, how people think they're cursed enough and then it only comes more and more trouble.

Marrying Naminé, huh? Well that was bad, in fact that was the worst thing I had ever heard in my life. And I couldn't make any noise cuz there were so many questions stuck in my throat. I wanted to cry right then, to murder someone I wanted to suicide, jump off a cliff. But after the seconds passed by, the whole idea of him marrying now seemed stupid…

"hahahaha guys, they can't marry. They're only what? 17?"

They exchanged weird looks and then Larxene sighed. There was more, a lot of things had passed that year Demyx and I were off, but, what could have been so drastic for them to suddenly decide they wanted to marry?

"It's a long story actually…"

"Yes, pretty ugly, too" Completed Demyx; so he was now aware of everything that had taken place in L.A…

They three cleared their throats and sighed. I knew they were trying their best to pretend it was nothing and tell me everything in the sweetest way possible but, something deep in my heart told me there was no sweet in that story, at all.

"When you left Ax, Roxas was very confused, and when I got back to my apartment after leaving you two at the airport he was waiting me there. And asked me where you were, why had you run like that, what was with you and a thousand more questions…" She then fell silent. Like giving me time to think everything through. I nodded moments later and she placed a hand on my knee that was now against my chest. "The most rational thing I could think at the time of was a love issue, and that'd be half true. So I told him that you and I had broken up and you were so sad and mad that you left L.A. I can't tell he really bought that but at least he stopped with the questions"

"He got mad at Larx cuz she had taken you away. But in school he kept hanging with us," Motioned Zexion to him, Marluxia and Larxene. "So we didn't mention you anymore. And he stopped talking about you. At first it was though for the kid, I can say. He was talking all the time about you and you and Axel and blah blah…"

"It's okay Zexy, ahem, well. Things went normal for about three months but then Roxas started to… well, askthings again" completed Demyx.

"And how would you know?" I replied; it was suspicious that he knew all the story and I wanted to know if it was fine to trust him.

"Cuz… he asked those questions to me directly"

…Shit

"How so?"

"Well… remember when you just threw you cell phone to the trash? I didn't, cuz, I don't know I had this feeling I would need it and so I kept it. Roxas called for the first time around March… and asked for you.

"How could you Dem? We were supposed to get away from him and all that reminded-"

"Hey I'm sorry okay? I'm really sorry but it was worth it, in the end I got information and he told me things for you but I told him you didn't want to know anything about him, he was just confused, damn confused was he. We kept in contact and everyday he would call more frequently…" Demyx fell silent. He looked at me and sighed again. I knew he was sorry. He was my friend and wouldn't have done it if he knew it would make me any bad. "Well, I swear it was all worth it cuz we became very close and… Ax, look at me please, hey I'm sorry really sorry but you know what? That's the way I found out Roxas didn't love Naminé, not at all. Just as a sister, maybe, but not as a lover"

"So…" I said running my hands through my red hair, trying to calm me down and put everything in place. "Roxas didn't love Naminé, why didn't he break up with her?"

Larxene cleared her throat so I looked now at her. She smiled sadly and then stood, standing in front of me and resting her weight on her right foot. "He thought you had run away cuz you had found someone else…. You know, after me. And so he started to freak out and he asked me if I knew were you were, and I told him I knew but wouldn't tell him because you didn't want him to know. He said a lot of swear words I prefer not to repeat,"

"heh Roxy has his temper…" They didn't look at me and lowered their gazes, what? I couldn't just say something nice about him? I wasn't gonna break down or something.

"I… told him you had problems and didn't want him close, he got mad at us three and… his friends Olette, Pence and Hayner were worried for him"

"After you left Axel, Roxas wasn't the same. He got mad all the time and was studying more than usual and did a lot of exercise. He turned into a zombie or something," Said Marluxia. I can tell Roxas hadn't been the same. Maybe he was relieved I left, he now got extra time to do whatever he wanted to do, right? Like improve his grades, do exercise, just have time for him. I was just in the middle of his life.

"Did… did he like… miss me?" There was silence for a moment, and then they four started to laugh so hard I wondered if I had said some joke and didn't notice. Larxene came closer to me and kneeled down to be eye level with me.

"Axel, Roxas morphedcuz you left, he's not the same anymore, sweetie, do you seriously still doubt he liked you?"

"b-but he, I mean, he said… and Naminé…"

"Ax, honey, would you listen to us first?"

"Look, we told you he was weird, and then he didn't go to school for like, a week or so. Larx and I asked his friends where he was" completed Zexion.

"They told us he had collapsed in P.E and had been taken to the hospital. So we went there, just to find out he had fainted cuz he was mentally and physically worn out or something like that. He was in a sort of comma Ax," Larxene fell silent then; maybe she got scared of my expression…

"So after a week or so, he woke up. Marluxia and Olette were there actually,"

"Yes, well, out of the blue he then sat up and looked around. We called the doctors and they came in to make him some tests or shit, but… he… he wasn't ok exactly"

"What happened? Is he okay?"

"Ax, we don't know what happened; but the doctors said he had a problem in his brain, the concussion had been very strong, he hit his head hard with the floor and he hadn't been eating well. He…"

"what happened!?"

"He… he lost part of his memories Ax,"

"…"

Was that good? How? I mean he was in comma, for a week or more, and then he woke up and he had lost part of his memory. My friends were going insane.

"Listen Ax, he didn't remember ever knowing someone with your name. He doesn't remember you"

"…"

"And, we thought it was better if we didn't explain him. Naminé of course agreed. So she told him she loved him a lot and was in love with him and wanted to have his babies and shit…"

"Bitch"

"Yes, well. Roxas kind of remembered us, well at least our names. And he told us we didn't have to worry he was now fine and all. And that's about the time they decided to marry"

"H-he forgot about… me"

"Sweetie, please, this is better than what it looks like…"

"How?"

"You can start brand new…"

"Yes Axel, listen, if he doesn't remember you then we have a chance to make him, you know, fall for you or something,"

"Plus there's the best part still missing"

"Oh please, no more 'good news'"

"haha, Ax, cheer up. It's like if you've been given a second chance"

"My second chance was here in Guadalajara"

"Don't be stupid, Axel, since the start we all knew you and Roxas belonged together.

"b-but-"

"Shh! Since they both spent time together and he didn't remember ever knowing someone that changed his life like you, it was like if he had never felt something for no one, you know how? Like if he had the love there, but he misunderstood it with Naminé"

"She told him they were meant to be together and he believed everything she told him. And one day he purposed to her. Out of the blue, just like that"

"That's when Larxene called me and I told her we were ok, and Roxas was now completely out of our conversations and stuff"

"I can't see any good here…"

"Oh well, they are 17 now, but Naminé wants to marry him as soon as they turn 18"

"Fucker"

"And that'll be in seven months or so,"

"Which means?"

"That I, being the great cousin I am offered as her maid of honor; and I have to choose the band that'll perform in their wedding, the place and the dress etc…"

"Are we… going to their wedding..?"

"Axel this is our opportunity to tell him everything, cuz we know his memories are there, you just have to take them out, somehow, you… ought to make him wake up. Cuz at first he didn't remember us but as we started to spend time with him he remembered our names and so on until he almost remembered everything, somehow his mind keep avoiding you, maybe cuz it knows it's the cause of the problem"

"Guys this is crazy, really,"

"Axel, we have done all this just so you two get to be together, please, for us"

"I… but what will I sing?"

"Haha that's our problem Axel, we have to search for songs and pass that test, have our license to perform at the wedding, go to their party and show them what we've got!"

A/N:;) i looooove my plot hehe, i actually think this a very good story, maybe I'm not that good of a writer but i do like the storyline and everything T.T awwwww i don't want this to end, THOUGH this is not the ending and there might be a few more chapters before such a thing happens so don't worry =)