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JJ was half way through her breathing exercises with Mr Shuester that lunchtime when Rachel burst into the room.
"SPY." Mr Shue and JJ practically jumped out of their skins.
"Rachel I'm in the middle of a private..."
"She went to Crawford County Day." JJ frowned.
"So what?" she said shrugging.
"She auditioned for the choir, she was in the choir."
"Yes, only because it was the only thing I was allowed to join so late in the term."
"They've been commenting on your wall trying to get you to go back!"
"I know, I do go on my own Facebook page and please note why would they be asking me to return if I was here spying?" JJ asked Rachel looked confused.
"So what are you doing here?"
" I didn't want to be at County Day, I'm not really an all girl school kind of person, I'd have gotten on better at Dalton Academy!"
"So why are you here?" Was this girl stupid?
"To do my senior year."
"But why is Mr Shue giving you singing lessons on my rehearsal time?"
"Well you can have your rehearsal time. Thanks Mr. Shue, I'll see you Friday fourth."
"Yeh see you then JJ."
"Mr Shue?" Rachel said indignantly as JJ picked up her bag and headed towards the door.
"It's none of your business Rachel." He said in a firm the-subject-is-closed tone.
JJ flopped down into a chair in the cafeteria next to Blaine and let out a long exasperated sigh. He looked at her and pushed a coffee in her direction.
"Thanks."
"I thought you had a lesson with Shuster." She looked at him unhappily.
"I did and a certain glee club member burst in yelling spy." Blaine didn't have to ask who it had been.
"Ah Rachel."
"Yes...Ah Rachel." She took a sip of the coffee. "Is it just me or is she really annoying?"
"No, she is but she'd talented."
"Ugh...that's worse, filled with her own self importance."
"You know she'd get knocked down a peg or two if you auditioned for the Glee Club." He said stabbing at a piece of tomato that was in the salad he was eating.
"Oh no you don't get to me like that." She laughed.
"It was worth a shot!" she grinned stealing his bread roll from his tray.
"Really was it?"
"It only cost me a bread roll!" he smiled and she laughed.
"Where is that man of yours?" she asked breaking open the roll and eating a bit.
"Tutoring French."
"Oh he would be."
"Well he's very good at speaking French." Blaine said.
"I bet that's not the only French thing he's good at." She grinned at him and he blushed.
"Maybe." She laughed. "So first football game in two weeks!" As they started to talk about the upcoming game they failed to notice the disapproving looks they were looking from the other Jocks.
It had been a long week at McKinley, JJ was glad it was coming to a close. She'd managed to avoid being slushied, she'd been great at football practice and even Kurt and Blaine seemed to have avoided the dreaded iced drinks as well. JJ stepped into the choir room and found it empty Mr Shue must still be at lunch. She went and sat down, pulling her ipod out she plugged in. She closed her eyes and started to sing along quietly. She enjoyed the lyrics and they washed over her. She didn't notice anyone come in till there was a loud cough her eyes flew open and she scrabbled up pulling her ear buds out.
"Hi."
"Oh...Hi sorry Mr Shuester."
"No, don't apologise your really good."
"Thanks." She'd clearly been singing louder than she thought. "I can hold a tune."
"Well apparently County Day thought you'd be their next lead soloist."
"I don't know about that I was only with the choir three weeks."
"Look, we have a Glee rehearsal tonight, why don't you come along see what it's like?" She shook her head.
"Thank you for the offer but it don't think so."
"Well the offer is going to stay open Jasmine, I've seen you hanging around with Kurt and Blaine, I know they'd love to have you in the glee club. You'd add so much to the New Directions."
"Yes but I already have an over whelming urge to hit Rachel Berry and I only have to put up with her complaining to Finn a few lockers down." Mr Shue smiled.
"She can invoke that reaction."
"You don't say." She smiled.
"Look at least sing for me now." She looked at him dubiously. He went and closed the door. "How about now?" she smiled.
"I'm not going to get out of this room without singing am I?" he shook his head. "Can I use this guitar?" he nodded and watched her take a seat before she started to strum and he couldn't believe how amazing she was when she started to sing. "I hate where I'm at,
Acting crazy like that,
I know that I've been wrong,
It's something I've been working on,
And I don't know what to do,
It's changing me it's killing you,
I'd tear out my insides if I could,
But I don't know if it'd do me good."
She looked up at him and smiled, he watched her fingers move across the guitar.
"I'm sorry friends I'm sorry lovers,
To put us all in this mess,
I know we still got each other,
But I'm in distress."
"Cause every time that I feel like I've figured it out,
I can't seem to figure it in,
It's got nothing to do with me,
It's not even you, you see,
It's part of my chemistry,
It's this jealousy."
Her voice took on whole new level of emotion,
"In absolutely no position,
To be so needlessly unkind,
When I'm the one writing this fiction,
Make it real in my mind."
Her voice grew stronger as she strummed the next lines,
"It drives me crazy in the morning,
Who is this monster in the mirror,
I try to get the steam to fog it out,
But I just can't get it clear."
"Oh and I can't stand what I'm feeling
It's just like poison in my veins
I know that I'm speaking
But I don't know what I'm saying."
Her voice was still perfect but it dropped to a quieter level,
"Cause every time that I feel like the world just got lighter
It seems like my muscles give out
It's got nothing to do with me
It's not even you, you see
It's part of my chemistry
It's this jealousy."
She closed her eyes and she sung and Mr Shuester could feel the words penetrating his mind.
"And I'm hearing your voice
That you know it's your choice
Maybe so
And I know it's no use
But it's the only excuse
That I know, no no,
Let me go
Let me go
Oh let me go
Oh let me go."
Mr Shue watched her as she sang, a natural performer either that or she truly believed in what she was singing.
"Now let's be real I feel just like a child
Someone could be taking all my toys
So call me dumb, call me wild
See that's the thing with little boys."
She opened her eyes grinning and she continued to the next verse.
"Oh now I can't get it out in the shower
Or drink it off at the bar,
This sugar's gone sour,
And it's gone way too far."
She stood up and walked slowly over to the piano as she played the last verse.
"Cause every time that I feel like I'm riding so high,
Feel on top of the world
The bitch just keeps telling me no
It's got nothing to do with me
It's not even you, you see
It's part of my chemistry
This demon is killing me
And oh Christ it's filling me
It's this jealousy
Oh, and I just can't believe
In this jealousy,
This jealousy for you
Oh this jealousy,
This jealousy for you."
She put the guitar down and smiled. Mr Shuester looked at her wide eyed.
"Please come and sing for the new directions."
Ok so the song is Jealousy by Darren Criss obvs most of u will know that! love that man seriously I do.
