waiting so patiently is a task that I'd rather not attempt because I don't think I can make the time pass
only you can keep me occupied for any amount of time without me considering ways to end life
let me show you my inner most thoughts and maybe you will get an understanding for how I feel here
the reason that I cover up so much is so that no one can see the depression I'm going through every day
my blood fascinates me when it starts falling from my skin like you wouldn't believe to be possible
holding onto my sanity is the only thing I can try and do while we're separated from each other here
if you aren't going to be here for me then I see no way that we can be together in reality anymore now
no one knows what I'm capable of because I have no limits when it comes to love and life and hate
so don't count me out of life until I am torn apart by your hands and scattered around the world forever
you can't stop what I've planned for you this time because it's been waiting for you until this moment
escape hasn't been a possibility since the moment you came into my dreams and then my life this time