Chapter 9: Decisions
I was sitting in my room at the cottage, doing my homework while I was listening to my iPod. The rain had subsided and my family was going to the clearing and they were playing baseball and then go hunting when they were finished playing. I told them I had too much homework when they asked if I wanted to come. Jake was aloud over, but we couldn't do anything, but we would anyway.
"Renesmee, are you in here?" Mom asked through the door.
"Come in." I called. The door opened and she walked in.
"How are you doing?" She asked
"I'm okay. I'm just confused is all?" I said honestly.
"I hear you. I felt that so many times." Mom said reassuringly.
"What do I do, I'm stuck."
"Where is your thinking?" She asked.
"I'm thinking Jake." I told her.
She nodded. "Why?" She asked.
"We have had so many good times together, and the chemistry fits and I love him more than Seth." I muttered.
"I would hope you have chemistry with Jake more than you do Seth. You two only dated for the past 2-3 years." Mom chuckled.
"What does Dad think about the whole situation?" I asked. Dad has always like Seth better then Jake. He and Seth tended to have a close relationship as Seth had the same likes and dislikes as Dad.
"You know what your father wants you to do." Mom said.
"Yeah I know. Seth is the path for him." I muttered.
"Don't let that influence you at all." Mom added quickly.
"No, he knows that there is a slim chance you would have chose Seth so he has braced himself for it." Mom smiled.
"Thanks Mom." I said and she kissed my forehead.
"Would you mind if I went to La Push?" I asked.
"Go ahead." She smiled and walked out of my room closing the door behind her.
I grabbed a sweatshirt and slipped on my shoes. I walked out to the grass and walked up to the mansion and got into my car. I turned the key in the ignition and I drove out to La Push.
Was I making the right choice? Would Baylee come back and Jake's imprint move back… again? Where Seth I was being 100% risky as Seth still hadn't imprinted yet and could imprint at anytime. Seth and I were new and I didn't know what to expect where Jake and I have done the us thing before and I loved us. We were each other's first everything. First time for an intimate relationship, First time to take things farther than far, not to mention he was my first everything. First kiss first serious relationship. Jimmy was a relationship but we weren't as serious as Jake and I were.
I drove passed the beach as there was no one there. My phone rang and it was Emily.
"Ness." She greeted.
"What's up?" I asked.
"Come to the cliffs!" She shrieked
"What, why?" I asked.
"Jake and Seth!" She said and hung up.
Oh my god! I threw the car into reverse and turned around and sped toward the cliffs. I parked in the beach parking lot and ran at the cliffs.
"It's your fault!" Jake yelled.
"HOW IS IT MY FAULT? YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CHANGED THE IMPRINT! THE ONLY WAY YOU DO THAT IS BY LOOKING AT OTHER GIRLS!" Seth yelled.
"What's going on?!" I asked Sam and Emily as I ran up to them.
"They are fighting over you." Emily said.
"Oh my god." I said a little louder so they could hear me."REALLY!" I yelled and they shut up.
"REALLY, YOU TWO HAVE STOOPED DOWN TO FIGHTING OVER ME!" I asked rhetorically.
They didn't speak. "Resolve the situation now!" I ordered.
They didn't speak still. "NOW!" I said again.
"Sorry." Jake said hardly even moving his lips. Seth didn't say anything.
"Seth, now it's your turn." Sam interjected.
"Sorry." He muttered.
"Seth get back to patrolling." Sam ordered. Seth walked away and down the cliff.
"Thanks for coming." Sam smiled as I turned to Emily and Sam.
"I was already in La Push." I smiled.
"Did you figure it out?" Emily asked.
I rolled my eyes and smirked. She knew what that meant.
"Oh I am so happy for you!" She cheered.
"Thank you. I now have peace with myself." I smiled.
"Good, I'm glad." She said. "Tomorrow night we are having a campfire and it's going to be a celebration. Imprinters and imprintees only." She smiled.
"I'll be there." I smiled.
"Renesmee." Jake called as he and Sam finished talking.
"See you tomorrow." They said and Sam kissed my cheek and Emily gave me a hug goodbye. I watched them leave and Jake walked over to me.
"So did you choose?" He asked.
"I did." I said, not showing a hint of who it was. His features were composed as a worry. I didn't say anything and he started to tap his foot as he was becoming impatient.
"Who?!" Jake shrieked.
"Who do you think?" I asked.
"Ugh I knew it!" Jake said aggravated. "I knew I didn't stand a chance."
"Jake." I muttered and bit back a laugh.
"I'll kill him!"
"Jake." I said again.
"I can't believe you chose him!" Jake boomed.
"JAKE!" I yelled.
"What?!" He asked as he was now a few feet away from me.
"Do you hear yourself?" I asked.
"No, what did I do?" Jake asked clueless. He could be so stupid sometimes.
"You are jumping to conclusions." I said.
"Wait so you picked me?"
I raised my eyebrows and gave him a 'no duh' look. A smile grew from ear to ear on his face. "Oh Ness!" He cheered and ran to me. He picked me up as my hands wrapped his neck and my legs wrapped around his waist. I kissed his lips fiercely and he kissed me back with the same amount of fierceness.
"I love you Jacob Black." I whispered to him.
"I love you too Renesmee Cullen." He said and pecked my lips. He dropped me down carefully and he kept me close to him.
"Come on, let's go do something." Jacob said.
"Uh, it's almost 11 at night is you haven't noticed." I laughed.
"How about I take you home." Jake said.
"I have my car." I told him.
"You are seriously no fun." Jake smiled
"How about I take you home and we meet up before the campfire tomorrow?" I suggested.
"Sounds good." He smiled and kissed my lips.
I took Jake home and we hung out for like 10 minutes before I headed home and I got in my pajamas and went to bed as it was 11:30 before I got home. I dreamt that night of good things as my life was whole now and perfect.