Ru-Doragon- it was a different rape…same father…it was around the time that I finally filed a report on him they had him in the station and someone got him out on bail. So he came and found me. I'm just glad my daughter wasn't there to witness it and that it gave me physical evidence to keep him behind bars.

Whatever 10- Difficulties & Meeting New People.

"It seems as though your baby wants to come out now by the stain, and that is a problem easily fixed…the sharp pain I am unsure of" he said noting her discomfort when he lifted her skirt. "Rin when was the last time you ate?" He asked her "Ummm…four days ago" Rin said looking at her feet. "That isn't healthy for you or your baby….that is the reason for the pain…" the doctor said "I know its just…sometimes I don't want to have this baby…everyone calls me a whore and looks at me different because I am pregnant" Rin said to him "It is going to be hard…which is why you have a little bit of blood on your underwear. You are young and your body isn't quite ready for a child you haven't developed completely. I am going to have the person you live with make sure you eat three real meals a day and monitor your bleeding if I am right it will most likely need operation to keep your cervix closed so that you won't miscarry" The doctor told her. "So I will just be going." Rin said as calmly as she could. "I will be mailing your guardian what I have told you today and to keep tabs on you…there is a number there should you need that operation." He told her.

Rin left the doctor's office and walked home silently staring at the ground as she walked 'What's wrong with me…what kind of person am I…how could I…not eat even though I am pregnant…Am I that weak…that useless…I'm a horrible dirty slut…a worthless whore' Rin thought tears threatening to spill from her eyes.

"Rinny what did the doctor say?" Naraku said coming out from shadows. "He said that I should eat…and that my body isn't ready for a child…but you know what thanks for getting me pregnant anyways you asshole, I hate you, I hope you rot in hell!" Rin yelled at him, his eyes widened and he slammed her body against the wall as softly as he anger would let him, still aware of his child's safety issues and that she might be at risk to miscarriage. He pinned her there with her hands above her head as she struggled to get away. "Listen to me Rinny, you will respect me…I am your baby's father after all…If I have to make you fear me even more I will make you fear me more than the devil himself, got that?" he said getting closed to her face. "You're worse than the devil" Rin said to him tears wanted to fall but she wouldn't let them, not willing to show him tears.

Naraku sent strong slap to her face, no one was around to hear it or see it. "You are mine…don't forget it, because I'll just make you remember, I'll burn it into the back of your eyelids. If needed I'll take you again and again, just like the first time" he said laughing at how her tears fell now. As he left Rin sunk to the pavement and cried hard.

"Are you ok Ms.?" The kind and gentle voice said to her. "I'm fine" she said her tear stained cheeks were burning from the salt. "Then why are you crying?" he said again his shoulder length brown wavy hair blowing slowly in the wind, he eyes were grey almost like liquid mercury. "Look I'm fine just leave me alone" Rin said getting up and starting to walk home he grabbed her arm where she had a forming bruise "Don't Touch Me" she said yanking her arm away "Hey lady chill out" he said to her, "I'm sorry…I have to go home" Rin said nervously seeing the darkness come farther. "Um…let me walk you home, a woman in your condition shouldn't be wandering the streets alone, my name is Lucas." He said sticking his hand out for her. "I'm Rin…." She said grabbing his hand, she would rather have someone to walk with rather than to be alone and easier for Naraku to attack again.

As they reached the steps of the apartment Rin pulled out the key from her pocket, and opened the door. "Well then, Ms. Rin…I hope to see you around" Lucas said walking away slowly. Rin walked up the steps unlocking the door and going to her room she got in the shower and looked down at her swollen stomach; she put a hand on it and was spacing out, thinking about random things. After she finished taking a shower she walked to the bedroom. Rin put on a big shirt that was tight around her belly and some jogging pants. Rin dreaded the next day that awaited her it was just another day for someone to ridicule her about her pregnancy.

The next morning Rin got dressed in the school uniform that barely fits anymore. Rin walked the short distance to school. When she arrived she sat down in homeroom. The cruel words happened again. As she walked in the hallways on the way to class she heard the way people talked about her. "I heard she was prostituting and then she got pregnant". "She is such a whore…can you believe her fourteen and pregnant…she was probably letting anyone touch her". "I hear it's her dead mother's friends husbands baby". "They shouldn't allow sluts like her to go to school with girls like us". "I can't believe I used to talk to her". Rin's eyes began to swell with tears as she walked then a guy grabbed her ass "Hey, How about you and me have some fun after you pop that baby?" he said cockily his eyes never leaving her chest. Naraku saw this and smirked "You don't want that…she'll fuck anyone…you don't know what kinds of diseases she has…besides I had that and it wasn't anything special", he said laughing cruelly high fiving the other boy.


So sorry for the wait. I've just been really busy. My mom kicked me out last week. So I to find a place to stay. I'm staying with my friend. Until I find an apartment in my price range.

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