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A/N: Wow .. so many reviews on the last chapter. I thought it to be my sloppiest chapter. Im glad you liked it. It was originally going to be Jasper talking quietly with Bella then them arguing .. But i had this amazing idea about Jasper and his scars :P. So in thanks to all the reviews you lovely people gave me, ive written you this chapter early :)

Chapter 10: The Last Letter Of Goodbye

BPOV

They all stared as we entered the lounge. Alice smilling wide, Emmett smirking and waggling his eyebrows. Emoward was back to his usual self. "I'm ready." I said. Carlisle nodded and pointed to a table. "We felt it appropriate you should write the letter now, whilst your memories are still fresh." he smiled. I sat down and stared at the page before me. I put pen to paper.

If your reading this, then i've beat you all to the grave. I cant say im surprised, do you know how clumsy i am? I just wanted to leave something, incase i cant say goodbye to your faces.

Charlie...Dad. I'm sorry to leave you by yourself. Guess you'll have to start learning to cook now eh? I presume you'll end up bunking at Billys. Its bitterly cruel that I have hardly had anytime with you. When i moved to Forks to be with you, i was scared to say the least. It had been years since we'd seen each other. I had changed (obviously), anxious about annoying you. You made me feel at home, you never pushed me to tell you something. You knew i liked my space. In someways i guess im like you, i'm greatful you have given me the strength to look after myself and to trust myself as you trust me.

Renée...Mum. I must admit it was never a dull day with you around. You dragged me here, there and everywhere seeking new adventures. Thankfully i kept you away from anything too dangerous. I dont regret a single day with you, regardless of what happened in Phoenix. I hope you and Phil live happy lives together. Dont you dare think about more children! Only joking. I hope if i will meet my potential new brother and sister before anything happens to me. But hey im Bells the danger magnet.

Jake. Wow i'm practically crying writing to you. You have been my closest friend, you've held me when my nightmares got too much. You helped me return to normalcy. I will miss your smile, how it lit up a room, how it warmed my heart. I'm sorry i couldnt give you more than friendship. I wouldve hated for our friendship to be wrecked by something so trivial. I've heard from Charlie that your "buff" -his words not mine, now. Anabolic steriods are really dangerous you doofus! I love you Jake, i'll be waiting for you on the other side.

Note to Charlie: If they (my school "friends") asked if i mentioned them, just nod and pretend not to want to talk. Friends is a light term id use with them, bar Angela. But she's been missing for 3 months now. The only one of them i could truly trust. Nothing too OTT with the funeral okay? you know how i hate to be the centre of attention, so i dont care if im in a coffin. I will not be centre of attention okay ? :)

I love you all so much

Bella

x

I folded the letter and placed it in an envelope, simply writing on it If anything should happen to me, read this. I dried my tears and handed Rosalie the letter. She would be the one to place it on my desk later. Jasper, Emmett and Edward had run off to "organise" an accident. I looked deep into the eyes of Carlisle. "I'm ready." I stated. My voice rung in my ears, my heart beat increased. Carlisle slowly approached as Esme left the room. "Be strong, we love you" he whispered as he reached me and tipped my head back, exposing my neck. His teeth grazed the surface before plunging in. Carlisle growled as the door opened. Oh shit.