"I need to find my way back to the start."
I woke to the beeping of hospital equipment and the bright look of the walls. I looked around to see Kanda wasn't with me. Where had he run off to now? I laughed in my head.
"Moyashi-Chan?" Lavi asked peaking his head in my door.
"Hey Lavi." I smiled as he walked in and closed the door.
"The doctors say you broke a lot of bones but you'll be fine." He smiled sitting in the chair by me.
"Yeah?" I said smiling back. "Where's Kanda? Why isn't he here?"
Lavi didn't look to happy I asked that question but he also looked prepared to answer. "H-he had a panic attack…" Lavi looked up at my X-rays as he added. "He was so stressed and freaked when you ran that he just… panicked. He hasn't had one before but doctors say he should have had one a long time ago…" Lavi shrugged and sadness was in his eyes so I excused his lose beavered. "I guess he stays so calm…" Lavi shook his head and got up with a deep breath. "Well I'll let you rest." He smiled and walked out the door. I sighed and relaxed into my bed. Actually I wasn't relaxed at all… Lavi poked his head back in the door. "Hey Moyashi-Chan?" I looked over at him. "We are friends right?" he asked.
"yeah." I nodded once with a soft smile.
"good." He said dashing away.
Um… okay… what just happened? I shook it off. After all it was Lavi. I haven't known him long but he seems weird. Lavi will be Lavi so I just pushed it off.
Kanda… had a panic attack? Because of me? I had caused him to go wack…wow… that was all my brain could come up with… wow… Kanda… no… Yuu. He told me to call him Yuu. Yuu freaked out over me… I feel like he's done this before… but when? I shrugged, I gave up trying to remember, and I laid back hoping to fall asleep.
"hey." A boy with blue black hair said as he looked down at a boy with brown hair. "What are you doing down there?" he laughed.
"I-I'm looking for my scarf…" the brunette answered as he dug through boxes.
"Is this it?" the first boy asked picking up a red handkerchief.
"Yes!" the younger smiled jumping up and taking hold of the other end. "t-thank you." He smiled and gently pulled it from the other's grasp.
"I'm Yuu Kanda." The boy smiled letting go. "Welcome to Black Order orphanage."
"I'm Allen… thank you…" The second boy smiled as he began to tie the handkerchief around his neck. "Um… wait. What was your name?"
The boy laughed. "Yuu. It's like when I mean someone else but it's a name that doesn't come from here. So it sounds funny."
"Yuu?" Allen asked tilting his head to the side.
"Yes. I mean yeah… I'm not answering to… well but then I would be anyway…"Yuu fumbled a bit lost.
"I'm lost…." Allen said expressing his confusion.
"I'll help you find your room." Yuu smiled hoping he could help Allen in some way.
"No I mean I don't get it…"Allen laughed softly and nervously.
"Get what?" Yuu asked woken from thought about how sweet Allen was to him.
"Never mind…"Allen laughed.
"Okay…" Yuu said with a shrug.
"Thanks…" Allen whispered.
"You don't need to…"Yuu said placing his hand on Allen's shoulder.
"Why not?" Allen asked.
"You're cute that's all you need to give me as thanks…" Yuu smiled taking Allen's hand and leading him out the door.
"Oh…"Allen blushed.