Hey[: I do not own Naruto.
I laughed to cover up the pain within myself because I knew I would die if I were to face it...
Hinata's P.O.V.
The world seemed bright and full of joy yet the people didn't. Maybe it wasn't the people.. maybe just maybe it was just me. Today is gonna be my last day on this world and I'm not scared. I look behind me and see my beautiful Inaouri all dressed up for her prom. I'm old now... I'm no longer needed here. I smile and she smiles back. We both hear the car outside and she kisses my cheek and leaves... I'm alone now..
I go into my room and dial a couple of numbers, just to say good bye. First Neji. One ring... Two rings.. Three rings... "Hello?" My voice leaves me and I stay silent. "Hello?"
"Neji.." I hear the gasp on the other side.
"Hinata?" Neji questions me. I give a small smile at his surprise. I have had no contact with anyone in a couple of years.. Not Neji, not Hanabi and Hiromi, not Ino and Kisho, and not even my own daughter... I deserve to die alone..
"Neji, I'm gonna be gone for a while, Inaouri is almost done with high school, so can you take care of her for me. Y-You know for just a while. Make sure she goes to college too, please?" I tried my best not to cry.
It felt like eternal silence but he finally responded. "Where are you going?" Hell.
"Somewhere. Please? Will you take care of her?" I ask one more time. I don't want her to be alone nor be stuck with me. A useless mother.
"Sure Hinata. Be safe?" I smile and hang up. Next, Ino and Kisho. This time it took 5 rings but Kisho answered.
"Hello?" I let a tear slip from my face.. Oh, how I missed my little boy's voice...
"Hello Kisho." I replied.
"Whose this?" Ouch. That hurt.
"It's um.. your other mom." I heard movement coming from the other side.
"Hello?" Ino..
"Hi Ino."
"Hinata? Kisho can you go to your room real quick? Thank you sweety! Hinata! You've got some fucking nerve! You don't talk to anyone for like a decade! What made you talk to me now?" I could hear the anger in her voice. Yeah.. I deserve to die..
"I'm gonna leave for a while and I just wanted to say bye to you and Kisho." I keep glancing at the clock. I still have time..
"Where are you going?" She asks me.
"I'm gonna go somewhere far so please tell Kisho that I love him.. I can tell that you haven't told him about me yet." I comment. I hear her scoff and my frown deepens.
"I'll tell him about you when you finally visit!" She exclaims.
"I don't have time.. please?" I beg.
"Fine... Hinata?"
"Yeah?"
"I still love you..." I hear the sadness in her voice. Now I feel guilty.
"I love you too but not in that way anymore." I reply.
"Okay.. as long as you still love me in some way.. Bye."
"Bye." The line goes dead and I want to leave now..leave so badly. I still have Hanabi and Hiromi.
The line instantly connects. Almost as if she already knew I was gonna call her. "Neji told me you were leaving somewhere. Why? Why know?" I hear the fear in her voice. She knows me too well.
"I can no longer stay in this world Hanabi.. Tell Hiromi I love her. I love you too." I was gonna hang up until I heard her voice. She was crying...
"Hinata.. I'm scared.. I don't want you too leave.. If you love me like you say you do then please... please! I'm begging you! Please don't leave! Please... I-I need you. Everybody needs you... please... Hinata.. don't go. You think that the world doesn't need you. You think that we don't need you. You think that killing yourself is gonna get rid of your emotional troubles?" I finally cried..
"Yes." I whispered.
"Then you are thinking complete bullshit! THE WORLD STILL NEEDS YOU! WE STILL NEED YOU! I STILL FUCKING NEED YOU! HINATA PLEASE! WE LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH! PLEASE HINATA! JUST DON'T DO IT! HINATA...please.." I could hear her loud sobs and I was sure she could hear mine...
"Hanabi... I-I'm sorry.. I-I have too... b-before Inaouri g-gets home.. Good-bye."
"HINATA!" The line goes dead. I cry my heart out until my tears are gone. I look at the clock, it's time.
I reach under my pillow for my razor. I jumped at the sound of my phone ringing. I looked at the I.d. Neji. "Hello?"
"Hinata! Hanabi has committed suicide!" My heart stops for a while until I finally respond.
"What..."
"Hanabi has killed herself! Hiromi just called me! She said that Hanabi went to the bathroom and 5 seconds later she heard a gun shot!" Neji was bewildered and scared.
"D-Did she have a reason..?" I do.
"She wrote on a sheet of paper, 'I won't let her go to hell alone', you have any idea what that means?" Neji was in a panic, I could hear him moving. He was driving, probably to Hanabi's house.
Hanabi... Oh.. Hanabi, you weren't supposed to die! You died because of me! She died because of me! Oh God... what have I done...
"Hinata?" I go into my bathroom and look at myself one last time. "Hinata, hello?" My indigo hair laying flat among my shoulders. My pale eyes almost matching my pale skin. I looked at myself and felt ugly. I was sure I was not worth living now. Good bye everyone. Good-bye Kiba.. I guess I just couldn't wait to die the normal way like you.
"Kiba, I love you."
"I love you too Hinata." My eyes widen and I look around me. No one. I look at my phone and Neji has hung up on me. He probably thinks that the line got messed up. I stay in my spot in shock and fear. I look at my hand and the razors gone. I'm terrified now. My heart starts up again when the phone rings again.
"Hello?"
"Hinata!" Neji.
"Yeah..?"
"I'm at the hospital! The doctors say that Hanabi might survive! She shot herself in the head but her brain miraculously got hardly any damage! You got to get down here!" I'm completely in utter fear now. Kiba.. are you doing this?
"Okay, I'll see you guys.." I close my phone and look into my mirror. Kiba.. "W-What, how?" I see him, as clear as glass, he's here... with me.
"Hinata, I love you. I love you so much that I will try my best to protect you.. even if you want to harm yourself." He smiled at me and I began to cry.
"Kiba! I miss you! I miss you so much!" I yelled. I felt his gaze on me but he couldn't hold me. All he could do was stare.
"I miss you too Hinata. Look, everyone needs you. Please stay.." I looked up at him and nodded. He smiled and I smiled back. I touched the mirror and he disappeared. I miss you Kiba. I love you Kiba.. Please, help me survive.
I hear the door open and I look and she Inaouri there. "Mom! What happened to Aunt Hanabi?" She questioned me.
I smiled at her bewildered face and replied, "She survived."
"What?" She asked me.
"Inaouri, what did I tell you about suicide?" I asked her as I started heading for the door. She right behind me.
"What, why?" She asked me in confusion.
"Tell me." I ask her once again.
"Suicide, a permanent solution to a temporary problem." She replied.
"Exactly." I think I'll stick around. And wait for this temporary problem to pass. After all. That's why it's called temporary.
The End.!
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