The next day I woke up and immediately got ready to go over to Clyde's. I already had a general idea as to what Clyde's response would be when I asked him to either just settle with just me and me alone or break up with me. I had to at the very least give him a chance or break things off in a proper manner. It kind of hurt to be breaking up with someone I just recently started dating, and I knew that I would lose my source of sex but that was simply not what mattered to me right now. What mattered right now was searching for a real relationship with someone who wanted me all to themselves, and at the same time focusing on my school work and working out what I wanted as a future career. I had built up a fantasy relationship with Clyde that was perfect in my head, and I simply failed to realize that I actually did not know much about him at the time. Now I did know a lot about Clyde and sure he was a nice and sweet enough guy, but he never had the desire to keep me all to himself.
As I finally finished getting ready and putting my jacket on I texted Clyde.
Hey are you home? I texted him.
Yep :) Clyde texted back.
Just seeing that sweet little emoji almost made me falter and change my mind before I realized I was being ridiculous.
Good we need to talk I texted back.
I'll be waiting Clyde texted me.
I then made my way over to Clyde's after briefly eating breakfast with my family. Ike was still sleeping so I only ate it with my parents. If I did not have my mind entirely on my upcoming conversation with Clyde I may have hung out with them for a little while to make up for the lack of attention I had been giving them. In the end I realized that I was only attempting to procrastinate the inevitable so here I was marching to Clyde's.
When I finally made it to Clyde's I felt a different feeling than I usually did. In the past whenever I showed up I felt nervous and excited about what the two of us were about to get up to. Now as I walked in his front yard steadily approaching his front door I did feel nervous but instead of excited I felt kind of sad. I had indeed had some good times with Clyde but I knew if I stayed in this relationship or even continued sleeping with him I would eventually want him to go further with me, and I knew that when it finally came to that moment Clyde would refuse to do so. I figured that I should just be happy with what fun the two of us did have, after all Craig was right when he said Clyde was a nice friend to have especially if you were searching for a friend with some benefits. With a resolute will I made my way to the front door where I rung his doorbell and braced myself for the painful conversation that was to come. I had no idea how Clyde would react, but knowing him I was hoping he would just be cool with it.
Soon the front door opened and there Clyde was standing before me.
"Hey Kyle," Clyde greeted.
"Hey Clyde... there is something I need to tell you," I said nervously as I struggled to keep my cool.
"Cool lets go up to my room to talk," Clyde said.
"Fine," I agreed as I walked into his house.
I noticed that Clyde's dad's car was not in the yard so I figured he was gone like he usually was. As we made our way to Clyde's room I slowly regained my nerve and remembered why I had come here. I soon found myself standing eye to eye with Clyde in his room.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Clyde said in a playful tone.
"Us Clyde that's what I wanted to talk about," I said sternly.
"Oh... well let's unwind and undress a little bit first," Clyde said attempting to sound seductive.
"Clyde I... I need you to be serious for a moment," I said as I fought off the urge to kiss him.
Unfortunately Clyde and I had been around each other to a point where I found it hard not to start playing with him especially when we were alone. Although the last time I thought we were alone Clyde had his friend recording us from his closet. I glanced over to the closet and was relieved to see it was shut.
"Oh... I am being serious Kyle," Clyde said as he moved in to kiss me.
I barely found the will to move away from him before he got to me. I was trying to make a point to Clyde while at the same time not succumb to his flirty nature. I
"Clyde I think we need to break up," I blurted out desperate to get it off my chest before I forgot about it completely.
"oh we need to... wait what?" Clyde said with a bit of shock on his face.
"I... uh... don't think we are really a good match... and I don't think we are going to work out," I said trying to clarify why I was breaking up with him.
"Wait I... uh... this is kind of a bad... uhhhh...," Clyde said awkwardly as he seemed to be conflicted for some reason.
I had no idea why Kyle suddenly wanted to break up with me. It completely caught me off guard and he literally could not of chosen a worst time to do this to me. Right now I needed Kyle to stick with me just a bit longer so I could fuck him at least one last time.
"Oh... don't be so... rash," I said.
"I have thought it over already and I just don't think...," Kyle began to say.
"Okay okay, listen Kyle just give it at least another week before you come to any decisions," I said persuasively," There is still some more fun I'd like to have with you."
"That's kind of the problem Clyde... if we stay together I know I will begin desiring to have you all to myself... so this needs to happen now," Kyle told me in a sad voice.
It did seem that Kyle was a lot more like Bebe than I thought. I had totally hoped he really would be ok with me hooking up with other people, but it seemed like Kyle actually did want to be in a one on one relationship. I was kind of bummed but right now but right now there was something on my mind, and was something much more important and that was winning.
"Look Kyle... I am willing... to just be yours if it means I can stay with you," I say to him.
"What... are you really?" Kyle asks somewhat surprised.
"Yes of course I am... because I love you," I tell him as his face lights up a bit.
"Well then I guess I could give you... give us a chance," Kyle tells me with a half smile.
On the inside I feel absolutely terrible for the bullshit that I had just fed Kyle. I knew damn well that I would not be content or even be able to just stay with just him from here and throughout the rest of my life. I had started to realize that Kyle did want to be in a more serious relationship than I was willing to give so I should of just taken this as my opportunity to end things between us on a positive note, but my damn ego and competitiveness had gotten the better of me. Last night Kenny had texted me after we had our little chat. Kenny had basically challenged me as he assured me I could not get Kyle to give his ass up to me again. I told him I definitely could and the two of us had made a bet to see which one of us he would let fuck him in the ass next. The looser had to send photo of himself wearing a princess's dress to the winner and I had agreed to it assuming that I could easily fuck Kyle today. I panicked when he told me he planned to break things of between us, and in my desperation I had made a big mistake.
"Thank you," I told Kyle.
Kyle then gave me a hug that I returned as my conscience kicked me in the balls for still going through with this.
"Ok... so do you want to... do anything?" I asked suggestively.
"No... I don't really feel like it right now to be honest," Kyle said in an unsure voice," There are some things I need to think about so I'm probably heading home for today."
I was really hoping Kyle would just go ahead and let me fuck him so I could tell him the truth, but it looked like he just was not in the mood right now. I felt really bad about all of this so I just wanted to fuck him and get it over with so Kyle would not get too attached to the idea of the two of us getting more serious. I actually considered coming clean to Kyle and just asking him to let me fuck him so I could win the bet, but I somehow got the feeling that Kyle would never be down for that.
I watched Kyle leave my house as I felt kind of ashamed of myself. I never even told Bebe that I would be hers and hers alone, so the fact that I had just lied to Kyle about it made me feel more guilty than I had ever felt in my life. I did not like feeling guilty as I liked to enjoy life day by day and not get too caught up in the past or regret many of my actions, and yet here I was lying to someone who had recently become a fairly close friend to me. The thing I regretted most was accepting the bet from Kenny. I wish I could just back out of it or tell him to fuck off, but whenever someone presented me with a challenge I just could not help myself. For once in my life I was doubting my own actions and that totally fucking sucked.
I was surprised when Clyde had told me he was willing to get serious as it totally went against what I knew about him, what he himself had told me, and what Craig had warned me about last night. Maybe Clyde had developed more serious feelings towards me and now wanted me more than anything like I always wanted someone to. It almost made me feel bad that I had just tried to break up with him. I even kind of felt bad that I was somewhat doubtful of what Clyde had just told me, but Clyde had always been straight forward with me for the most part. By that I meant he had never outright lied to me. I guess I should just give the guy the benefit of the doubt and assume he was trying to change if it meant he could stay with me.
Although I was choosing to trust him I still had a nagging feeling that something was off, but I had spent enough time as it is letting my imagination run wild and always assuming the worst of people. So in this case I was going to trust the guy who I at least thought of as a friend.
I got home and spent the remainder of my day with my family. After eating breakfast with them the four of us watched television for a while, and later Ike, my parents, and I all went out to eat together later that day and I enjoyed myself as I tried to get my mind off of all this stuff with Clyde and Craig as I just relaxed. That night I went to bed as I readied my mind for school. I may have accepted that I was going to give Clyde a chance, but for now I really felt the need for some space for just a bit. I would really start testing him to make sure he was serious about this during winter break. So I went to bed ready for the start of the last week of school before winter break.
I went through Monday as I would any other school day. Even as I went through gym my day was fairly average. Clyde just glanced at me and nodded occasionally but he seemed to be a little different. He was not playing around with his friends as much as he normally did, as well as not paying as much attention to me. Whenever he did look my way he had a weird look on his face. He seemed to be conflicted and I guessed it was due to me pushing into a monogamous relationship. I felt a little depressed as I felt as though this was a sign that he would not be able to handle it. I also felt kind of guilty for pressuring him into a more serious relationship, but Craig was right and what I wanted was someone who felt I was more than enough for them. I had given Clyde an opportunity to end things between us but he had selected to push on with our relationship. It was now up to the both of us to try and make a monogamous relationship between the two of us work. Despite Clyde clearly seeming out of it today I was still hoping that he would at least come talk to me after gym was over but unfortunately he did not much to my disappointment.
I went to lunch next and as I ate lunch while feeling a little down I was surprised to see Kenny sitting next to Craig a few tables down. I had not seen Kenny around school lately and I felt a little uncomfortable to see him back. I wondered what he was planning to do now that he was here but as I sat down and ate I watched as he paid absolutely no attention to me. I was relieved at first but as lunch went on I started to get a little agitated that he was seemingly ignoring me as he never even glanced in my direction and he knew where I sat during lunch so this was no accident. What gave him the right to ignore me after everything that had happened. Craig noticed me staring and whispered something to Kenny who just shrugged his shoulders. I felt rage boiling inside me and I was relieved when the bell rung signaling that lunch was over. If Kenny wanted to ignore me then that was just fine by me.
I then found myself in computer class once more and once again Kenny was there. If he had just shown up for lunch it would of been one thing, but the fact that he was still here and had shown up to this class in particular definitely meant he was going to try and talk to me or something. Yet again I was proven wrong as I sat through that entire class without him so much as glancing in direction yet again. Last time he was in this class with me he had almost assaulted me so I guess I was expecting him to at least acknowledge that I was there, but he just stayed in the back and talked to the guys on the back row.
I was glad that the Christmas committee was not meeting today because I was not in the mood to sit down and talk to anyone right now. I could not believe that Kenny just showed up to school and did not even bother to notice me. The worst thing about all of this was that it made me realize that I wanted him to notice me in the first place. Was this Kenny's plan. Does he know me so well that he realized that by just showing up at school and not even taking the effort to look in my general direction he was causing me to face the fact that I wanted his acknowledgement. I tried to calm down as I realized I was being paranoid again. Kenny was probably giving me the silent treatment just to fuck with me, but in no way was he some machiavellian genus who could read my mind. Then again he had been my friend for years so I guess he did, in fact, know me to a certain extent, but still no one knew how I felt and thought deep down but me. Even then sometimes I do not feel like I really know myself. After all I thought I was completely over Kenny and wanted very little to do with him. Sure I did sort of want to fix our friendship, but what had happened between us was still much too recent for me to really get over. I thought I needed a little more time before I started patching things up with him, and yet when he was around and gave me the treatment I thought I wanted, I totally wanted him to pay more attention to me. As I walked home I tried forgetting about Kenny like I had done in the past.
Seeing Kyle in gym today made me feel very uneasy. I usually never came to regret decisions in my life, but misleading Kyle like I had done was making me feel bad. I kept trying to just forget about it and I was seriously considering just coming clean to Kyle, but the thought of loosing the bet I made with Kenny was keeping me from doing so. I know it was kind of fucked up for me to let Kyle believe that I would be fine with just him in order to fuck him and win the bet with Kenny, but to be fair Kyle was kind of forcing me into this corner. If he was more open and chill himself I would be able to come clean with him and he would help me win the bet, but the way he had been talking on Sunday made me one hundred percent sure he had no intention of letting me fuck him or do very much of anything with him if I was not willing to be in a committed relationship with him.
As I lied on my bed after just getting home from school I let out a sigh. You know it was at times like this that I almost wished my dad was more active in my life. I never actually told him about my multiple relationships, and I doubt he would even care very much if I did, but even so sometimes I did think that things would be easier if I had a parent I could talk to about these things. I guess I just had to deal with life like I always did.
I suddenly heard my phone buzzing indicating that I had received a text message and I saw it was from Kenny.
So you fuck him yet :) Kenny texted me.
No I replied.
Oh that's funny cause I was at school today and... Kenny texted me back.
I seriously doubted that Kyle had let Kenny fuck him like he was implying.
Stop bluffin I texted him.
Woah woah I ain't bluffin let me finish ;). I just ran into Kyle in the bathroom at school and got a quick blowy... I haven't won the challenge or anything... yet Kenny texted me back.
I did not believe that Kyle had actually given Kenny head especially considering how Kyle clearly wanted me to be in a one on one relationship with him.
Yea right Kenny you have not done shit. I texted him.
Yea sure... but have you? Kenny tested back.
I'm actually not so sure about this shit anymore... are you? I texted Kenny.
I could not believe I was actually planning on chickening out. Usually I never backed down from a challenge, but even though I still felt bad about loosing a challenge I felt slightly worst about misleading Kyle. Do not get me wrong I have absolutely no intention of wearing a dress or not keep up my end of the bet, but instead I was hoping to get Kenny to back down from the bet with me. That way it would be a mutual surrender and no one would win.
Oh yes I am if you don't fuck Kyle sooner or later I will Kenny texted me in response.
Well good luck with that he and I got much more serious I texted Kenny.
So if you wanna back out now this is your last chance... I added.
I was now trying to bluff my way out of this. Maybe if Kenny thought I had too great a chance of winning he would back down. The other day I had misled Kyle but now perhaps I could mislead Kenny as well into believing that I was actually going to get into a serious one on one relationship with Kyle.
I have no intention of backing out Clyde, and your so obviously the one who wants to pussy out :p Kenny texted me.
I'm not pussying out I'm definitely gonna win this I texted Kenny back.
With that I stopped receiving messages from him as I fell back down on my bed. I could not believe Kenny thought I was wanting to pussy out. I mean sure I was kind of hoping that he would agree to back down from the bet with me, but that totally was not pussying out. I would show him though, I planned to fuck Kyle tomorrow and Kenny will see how much of a pussy I was. I knew this was my competitive side thinking but still it was better this way for Kyle as well. The sooner I won the bet the sooner I could come clean to him.
The next day at school I got to the locker room early as I waited for Kyle in his stall. The second he showed up I pressed him against the stall door and began making out with him. He was surprised at first but soon he got into himself as he began to return my affection. I then started trying to pull Kyle's pants down and that was when he stopped me.
"Wait Clyde we don't have time for that," Kyle said with a pant as he regained his breath," now get out we need to change."
I was a little disappointed that we could not just have a quickie so I could get this over with, but I guess I should of expected this as I really was being desperate.
"Ok... see you after gym," I said.
"Yea," Kyle replied nervously.
I then went through the rest of my gym day as I usually would. We were playing dodge ball and the coach kept alternating between four different teams and I had been lucky enough to be on a team with Kyle. I occasionally glanced at Kyle and tried my best to get him in the mood with certain looks and signals that I hoped he would pick up on like occasionally slapping his ass when no one was looking.
"Hey Clyde," Dale said to me as the two of us sat on the bleachers.
"Oh Hey Dale," I said back.
"I wanted to know if you are you know... ok?" Dale asked," Cause yesterday you did not seem like yourself and today you seem to be kind of distracted again."
"I'm fine Dale I'm just trying to win... a bet is all," I said.
"Oh with your boooyfriend," Dale whispered in a slightly mocking tone.
"No, and your team is up," I tell Dale as the coach whistles and instructs the team Dale is on to play next.
I actively try to avoid talking to Dale at least for today as I want to quickly win the bet so I can end this as quickly as possible. I wanted to go back to having a clear conscience immediately as I did not like this constant feeling of guilt that I could not quite shake. I also wanted to quickly win and rub Kenny's face in it real bad for forcing me into this ordeal in the first place.
Gym for once in my life felt like it dragged on for too long, and I was relieved when the coach told us to go change. I quickly made my way to Kyle's stall and knocked as I waited. As soon as he opened the door a crack I made my way inside of the stall fully prepared to get it all over with.
"Hey Clyde what's...," Kyle said before I interrupted him by mashing my lips against his.
As we made out I was quick to begin trying to pull his shorts down and my cock was already hard so I was ready for this. The sounds of people changing and horsing around outside faded as I became solely focused on fucking Kyle right here right now. Kyle was not really helping my efforts any as he seemed to not get that I was trying to fuck him. Soon I pulled my tongue out of his mouth as I re positioned him so he was facing the wall as I pulled his gym shorts down along with his boxers. Kyle to my surprise then pushed me away as gave me a weird look.
"Clyde we can't just... fuck... here," Kyle protested.
"Sure we can let's just make it quick before our next class," I say as I try to pounce on him again.
Kyle once more pushes me back as he begins pulling his pants up.
"I said no Clyde," Kyle said in a slightly more commanding voice.
"Oh come on lets just do it real quick so we can get this over with," I tell him.
"Is that all you really want... to fuck me and get it over with," Kyle asks me.
"Yes... wait I mean no," I say trying to fix what I had just said.
"Clyde I don't think you really want our relationship to get more serious," Kyle tells me in a somewhat sad voice," I mean you just don't seem to be really taking us seriously... maybe we should of just broken things off on Sunday."
I quickly realize that Kyle is once again slipping from my grasp. I know I have to do something to make him believe I want to make things more serious if I want to fuck him so I can get this entire ordeal that was seemingly becoming more and more complicated. My mind rushed to say something that would hopefully make him change his tone.
"Just tell me what I can do to make you believe I want a more serious relationship?" I ask Kyle desperately.
"Uh... you have photos on your phone of other... girls you have been with I presume?" Kyle asks.
"Well yea I do but...," I say as I realize what is going through Kyle's head.
"You can start with deleting them," Kyle tells me," I'm sorry but I don't want you looking at pictures of your exes any more, obviously."
"I I uhhh," I say unsure of what to say.
I can not believe he wanted me to delete the pictures I had been collecting. Not only did I have pictures of Bebe and another past girlfriend, but I also had tons of more photos that I had gotten form girls I had flirted with over the years. I almost wanted to just back down and cut my losses immediately, but instead I found myself actually pulling out my phone. I had already gone this far and I really did not want my effort to be for nothing, besides I did have most of the photos saved back home on my computer so not all would be lost.
Kyle watched over my shoulders as I deleted all the photos of girls that I had on my phone leaving just a picture of Kyle himself. I was devastated from the destruction of my local spank bank as I knew some of those photos were not on my computer, and it made me that much more determined to end this bet before Kyle decided he wanted me to jump through any more hoops to prove myself. I could not help but hate Kyle a little bit for deciding to break up with me out of no where. I mean sure I was being a little deceitful right now, but seriously Kyle totally just wanted to break up at the worst fucking time. If only he had waited a little longer before coming to this decision of his then we could of just fucked on Sunday and I would of won the bet by now. I seriously wondered what made him want a more serious relationship all of the sudden.
"Alright so you wanna fuck now?" I ask hoping that after what I had just done he would let me fuck him now.
"No... we'll need to go to our next class soon," Kyle says with a half smirk," But we will see what the weekend brings."
I could not believe that Kyle was suddenly so hard to get with. As the bell rang each of us went our own way. I decided to try and avoid Kyle, as I did not want him getting more ideas on how I could prove myself, at least until the weekend came by as that was when I now planned to fuck him. In the meantime maybe there were some ways I could butter the ginger up a little bit so he would be easier to get with, and hopefully he would not feel the need to pull off a similar stunt to what he had just done.
I was relieved that Clyde was seemingly taking this relationship seriously now. I had my doubts but when he deleted the pictures he had of other girls on his phone I felt somewhat relieved. On Wednesday Clyde had said a bunch of sweet things to me as well as got me a little box of chocolates that I enjoyed after school. It was nice to be treated so well, but for some reason I still had my doubts about Clyde and me. I mean sure he had been sweeter recently, but he also seemed really impatient on Tuesday to fuck me, and I guess part of me was just paranoid that all Clyde wanted to do was to fuck me. I realized that there was really no reason that I could see for Clyde to go this far out of his way just to bang me so I guess I was just being rather paranoid.
As I went through gym on Thursday I noticed that Clyde was absent. He had so far not texted me today and I wondered what had prevented him from coming to school. I pulled out my phone after gym was over and decided to try and find out.
Hey why aren't you at school today? I texted Clyde.
I was already in my next class by the time he texted back.
Yea I overslept and only woke up about a hour ago so I said fuck it and decided not to go to school today Clyde texted me back.
K I texted him before stuffing my phone back in my pocket.
I was thinking about what Clyde was probably doing back at his house when I remembered he had a computer in his room. I then also remembered that he had gotten a video of him mounting me downloaded onto his computer. I then realized he probably had another spank bank on his computer similar to the one he had on his phone. It was at that moment where I decided to pay Clyde a visit later. Hopefully he had already deleted any pictures or videos of other girls he had been with from his computer.
Later that day I found myself walking up to Clyde's front door. I noted that his dad's car was there and figured he was home for once. I knocked on the door and Clyde answered it.
"Hey Kyle," Clyde said a little surprised to see me," What are you doing here."
"We need to talk," I tell Clyde.
Clyde and I then head up to his room and I noted his father sitting down in the kitchen reading some papers.
"So what did you want to talk about?" Clyde asks as he plops down on his bed.
Clyde seems sort of excited to see me here and has a somewhat eager look on his face.
"Hey... I just wanted to make sure you also deleted photos and videos of your exes from your computer as well," I told him.
Clyde's face suddenly grew pale and I could tell he was not expecting that.
"uhh... do you want me to?" Clyde ask in a nervous voice.
"Well duh Clyde I thought that would be obvious," I said a little annoyed that I had to even confirm that.
"Oh well ok then," Clyde says as he walks slowly over to his computer.
He seems even more hesitant to delete the photos off his computer than he was with his phone the other day. I wondered if I really was enough for him because the way he was acting sure did not make me feel like it. I guess the important thing was that he actually went through with it, after all I could not see why he would go through the trouble of destroying all the pics if he did not want me. After deleting nearly all the photos on his computer Clyde looked kind of distraught. Clyde let out a sigh before spinning his desk chair around to face me.
"K I'm done... so now that that's out of the way," Clyde says as he grabs my waist," Can I get some sort of reward?"
I was glad that Clyde had deleted the photos of other girls he had collected, but I could not help but feel that he only was doing it to hook up with me. Do not get me wrong I did like that he was so eager to be with me, but still I could not help but feel something was off. Clyde's behavior just seemed a little odd to me but I just could not figure out why. Clyde nearly seemed desperate like he needed to be with me, and you would think I would be happy that he seemingly needed me. I guess what I was trying to say was that it felt kind of like he was being held hostage or something. It was entirely possible that I was just over thinking things.
"Tomorrow we'll do something," I promised," But for now I got to get going... see ya."
With that I left for home as Clyde looked somewhat disappointed.
That night while I was lying in my bed my phone suddenly got a message, and my body froze as I realized it was from Kenny.
Kyle I need to come... clean about something Kenny texted me.
What? I texted back.
listen last saturday I had a talk to craig and clyde and I may of... inferred some things Kenny texted me.
I was surprised that Kenny seemingly was confessing to what Craig had told me. I would also be lying if I said that I was not somewhat happy to see he was not ignoring me as he had the other day. Still I was not prepared to start chatting with him quite yet.
Craig already told me... there is no need to continue this conversation I texted him hoping to end the chat right there.
Well Craig doesn't know that Clyde and I made a bet Kenny texted me.
What bet? I texted him back now paying close attention to his text.
Listen it was really stupid... but we made a bet to see who could fuck you next Kenny texted me.
I absolutely refused to believe what I was reading. There was no way in hell I would believe that Clyde would be that inconsiderate. This had to be Kenny's way of continuously fucking with me. I hated that even after he supposedly wanted to patch things up eventually that he would pull some stunt like this.
Liar I texted back.
Listen I'm not lying and I'm sorry but it's true :/ Kenny texted me.
I then stopped responding to his text as I shut off my phone and curled up in my bed. There was just no way what he was telling me was true. Even then I could not help but feel that a seed of doubt had just been planted in my mind. Clyde had seemed to behaving a little weird recently after all. I stopped thinking about this as I realized that I just had to be overthinking this. Kenny was just trying to ruin what Clyde and I had. That had to be the case as Kenny had treated me far worse than Clyde, and I no way in hell would believe that Kenny would be the first one to tell me about a bet that the two of them had supposedly made behind my back. Clyde had shown himself to be much more considerate so I simply wrote it off as impossible.
It looked like after waiting for a week I was finally going to fuck Kyle again. Kenny had not texted me since Monday and based on Kyle's behavior I think it was safe to assume Kenny had not gotten any closer to hooking up with the red head. After going through the trouble of deleting both of my spank banks, buying Kyle some chocolate, and of course not flirting around with other girls I was ready to end this already and win the bet. I was afraid Kyle would hear about it if I flirted with some of the girls in my classes as I usually did so I had not been returning any of their advances lately. The girls, especially some of the senior ones, were confused by my behavior and I could not wait to go back to flirting with them as I usually did. Hell I had not even video chatted with my third ex ever since Kyle decided to get serious.
As I readied myself for Kyle to come over I looked forward to finally being free of this bet. I knew Kyle would probably be a little upset that I deceived him, but I planned to give him a real good fucking to make up for it. This was probably going to be my last time with Kyle because he seemed to want me to just have him and him alone and that was something I had no intention of ever doing for anyone in high school and maybe even college.
I heard a knocking on my door and I went down to answer it. It had been about an hour since school had let out and Kyle had texted me that he was on his way a couple of minutes ago so I was surprised that he was here already. My dad had already left so we would have the place for ourselves so we could get this started the second he walked through the door. When I answered my door I was surprised to see Craig instead of Kyle standing there.
"Clyde we need to talk now," Craig said in a somewhat demanding voice.
"Alright dude just make it quick I have someone coming over," I tell Craig as we walk over to my kitchen counter.
"Is it Kyle?" Craig asks.
"Uhh... yea why?" I ask back.
"Why are you still with him?" Craig asked me.
"Well your usually not the type to pry in my love life," I counter him," Why do you care."
"Because Kyle was going to break up with you, but today I asked him and apparently you suddenly want to be in a monogamous relationship with him," Craig tells me in a disbelieving tone.
"Well... I kind of just... told him that...," I tell Craig honestly not wanting to deceive my best friend as I had done to Kyle.
"You lied to him... wow Donovan," Craig says as he shakes his head.
"Relax I'll come clean to him today," I tell him as I point to my front door," Now... if you'll excuse me I have plans for this afternoon."
"Listen Clyde I'm not leaving until you tell me what is going on now between Kenny and you," Craig states.
I really do not want to tell Craig about the bet because I knew he would definitely not approve of it so I kind of just froze up for a moment before being saved by a ringing.
"What is it?" Craig says into his cell phone.
"What, Cartman lost it again?" Craig says in an irritated tone.
"Alright alright I'll be right down," Craig says as he hangs up.
"Listen Clyde you have until Monday to come clean to Kyle or I'll do it for you," Craig says.
"Relax I'll tell him this weekend I promise," I tell him relieved that he was being called away.
"Seriously you and Kenny are acting weird... normally you would not lie to the people you sleep with," Craig tells me with a disappointed look on his face.
"Uh... yea it's kind of fucked up, but Kyle wanted to get serious out of no where and I needed... I wanted to be with him one last time before breaking things off," I tell Craig.
Technically I was not lying as I did also want to screw him one last time.
"Well ok, I'm off remember what I told you Clyde," Craig said as he left my house.
As I waited around for Kyle I wondered if Craig had something to do with Kyle wanting to get serious. He did seem to have been talking with Kyle after all. My thoughts on this went away as someone else knocked on my door. I answered it and there stood Kyle looking a little nervous, but no where near as much as he had been in the past. He was indeed a cute looking boy and I almost regretted that this was probably going to be the last time I ever fooled around with him, but in the end he was clearly wanting too much so after this I was definitely going to be straight with him. What mattered to me the most right now was beating Kenny and ending this.
