Loves Lust

Summary: Bella and Edward had just married in a lavish Wedding, but now Bella was getting some strange feelings for Edwards dad, Carlisle, not realising he shares these feelings as well. Will the two ignore the lust and passion between them or will they act behind the backs of their husband and wife.

Bella POV

"Bella…Bella?"

"It's been three days Carlisle, maybe we should take her to the hospital"

"No! That isn't an answer, they'd want to know why she has been left like this for so long, you can tell from a distance that she has been out cold more then a few hours, or minutes"

"But she is not awake, you assured us she'd be awake now"

I moved my head slightly to the side, I could hear Carlisle and Jasper speaking, what did they mean I had been out cold for three days? Opening one eye, I could make out the blurred outline of my brother and Carlisle, they seemed rather stressed with how they moved their heads and spoke hastily.

I heard Carlisle sigh, "This is all my fault, Jasper" He said.

"What? How is Edward knocking Bella into next year your fault?" Jasper asked, sounding annoyed, "You know what Carlisle, if you want to say something say it, you've been saying it has been your fault for the last three days" Jasper's voice sounded strained and tired. Had he been watching me all night?

I closed my one open eye, and tried to remember what had happened with Edward that day, he was angry, I remember him shouting;

"If you've touched my wife"

I remember being scared, asking him what was going on, what he was doing there, they'd been out for four hours and he came back like this, but I had no idea what triggered him, and why would Carlisle touch me? What need would he have? Unless I was falling to the ground of course, considering I was such a klutz.

Nothing, absolutely nothing came to mind as to why Edward flipped at Carlisle, he was hurting, Esme has left him after 70 years of marriage, that would be enough to destroy any man, he needed someone there to talk to, company, sympathy, he needed someone to hold, someone to tell him that everything was going to be okay, and it was Edwards idea for me to spend he day with his dad, so why did he flip?

"I wish I had stopped the wedding"

I heard it as clear as day, Carlisle was speaking but there was silence in the room as I could feel the eyes of the two Cullen men standing afoot my bed, it was a memory, why did Carlisle want to have stopped the wedding? How did I know it was my wedding? Maybe it was someone else's? But it was not in Carlisle to do that…so what was going on?

"She's awake, her heart rate is increasing" Carlisle said softly, I felt someone sit on the bed next to me, and felt the icy cold fingers of my father-in-law touching my face. "Time to awaken, Isabella" I heard him say softly, "Open your eyes for me"

Slowly I opened my eyes and was met with the golden eyes of Carlisle, they were amazing, and suddenly I remembered…The kiss, the closeness, the holding, the touching, the sharing of true feelings and then Edward bursting through the door, not only attacking Carlisle but me too.

"Car…." I started to ask, but was promptly cut of by the feeling of nausea, as I throw up, Carlisle managed to produce a bowl as I vomited. Damn vampire speed.

"You've been through a trauma, Bella, you need to rest, not to worry" Carlisle whispered gently, I looked up at him and he was smiling sweetly at me, a smile that was enough to make my legs feel like lead weights…oh fuck.

Carlisle POV

For the last three days I have blamed myself for what had happened to Bella, if only I had not kissed her or kept my thoughts to myself maybe it would not have happened, and then Bella tried to defend me, that did not help her case, I had destroyed my relationship with my son by committing the most unforgivable crime…claiming his mate.

"Bella…Bella? It's been three days Carlisle, maybe we should take her to the hospital" I looked at Jasper, he had been on watch last night, like most nights he had refused to leave his sister's side.

"No! That isn't an answer, they'd want to know why she has been left like this for so long, you can tell from a distance that she has been out cold more then a few hours, or minutes" I answered, truth be told I wanted Bella near me, I couldn't bear being away from her, I loved her and knew I needed to care for her, unlike Edward.

"But she is not awake, you assured us she'd be awake now" Jasper said with an agitated tone.

I shook my head, this was useless, how was I suppose to keep this up? I had examined Bella and assured a minimum of three days, I checked her over everyday and her vitals were really good for someone out cold.

I sighed, "This is all my fault, Jasper" I said.

"What? How is Edward knocking Bella into next year your fault?" Jasper asked, sounding annoyed, "You know what Carlisle, if you want to say something say it, you've been saying it has been your fault for the last three days"

I sighed again, this was my fault, I kissed her knowing she was not mine to claim, had it been guilt? Had it been anger? But I remember the kiss, played it over my head since the incident, it had been soft, not rushed, it was consensual, and to add to the mix Bella had told me she loved me! How was this going to work, it sounded like I prayed on my son's mate.

"She's awake, her heart rate is increasing" I said softly, I sat on the bed next to Bella, and placed my fingers gently on her cheek. "Time to awaken, Isabella" I said softly. "Open your eyes for me"

I watched as Bella attempted to move, I knew she was just trying to take in her surroundings and work out what had happened over the course of when she had been asleep, to waking up to find not only myself, but Jasper aswell.

"Car…" Bella started before I noticed she was about to vomit, signalling to Jasper, he ran downstairs to grab a bowl of some sort and bought it back to me within seconds, thankfully just in time as Bella leant over the side of the bed and vomited.

"You've been through a trauma, Bella, you need to rest, not to worry" I said, smiling at her, as she looked up at me I suddenly got a whiff of arousal from her, this honestly wasn't happening, Edward had still not returned home after three days and now I was starting not only to feel aroused over her arousal but I could sense my animalistic qualities taking over.

I looked over at Jasper who simply nodded, he left, leaving me to deal with the situation.

"Isabella…" I whispered, my finger gently caressing her warm cheek.

"What happened?" Bella replied in no much more then a whisper.

I sighed, I knew this was coming, I kept my hand on Bella's face, not daring to remove it. I looked intently into her gorgeous brown eyes, the brown eyes that sent me into a frenzy of emotion, the same eyes that revealed my sexual predatory instincts.

"Edward heard my thoughts when out, I didn't think it was possible, so I allowed my head to get the better of me, he came home to confront me, but you got in his way so he flung you into a nearby table, you smashed a couple of vases on your way through the table, you were in a bad state, I have stitched you up and have waited here for you to awaken…Edward…he left after attacking you, we don't know when, or if, he is coming back…I am so sorry Bella, this is all my fault" I whispered.

I watched for a while as Bella made to sit up ever so slightly, she looked deep into my eyes as if she was trying to read my soul. She removed my hand from her face and I felt my heart break instantly, but I know this was the least I deserved, I had broke up a marriage, and for what? My own personal gain, it was this moment I had never felt so ashamed then I had in my 360 years on this planet.

I looked at Bella, the pain in my eyes evident, she was watching me, tears in her eyes, my heart sunk. "I took advantage of you, I'm sorry, I just…"

I was suddenly caught of guard by her lips claiming mine, my head tried to work out what was going on, she was teary a moment ago, her husband had left, but after a few seconds of thinking and arguing with myself I kissed her back, with all the passion I could. I loved the feeling of her lips on mine. Within minutes my tongue went to her lips asking permission for entry, she opened her mouth and I felt my tongue touch her warm tongue, her mouth all damp and warm, it set a fire in my belly that only I could control.

"Lay…" Kiss, "with…" Kiss, "me" Bella said between kisses, I quickly obliged, I rested her down onto her back and placed myself hovering above her, touching her chest, breasts, stomach, just about anywhere above the waist.

I felt Bella make a move to unbutton my shirt, it felt so good to feel her warm hands stroke my hard steel like skin as she moved down undoing my shirt with ease. I knew she needed to rest, but I couldn't help myself, I wanted to claim her as mine, I knew already that Edward had claimed her virginity, but I wanted more then that, I wanted to claim Bella as mine and mine alone.

I hadn't taken into account that Bella had even undone my belt and trousers and was now using her hand to cup my growing erection, I quickly moved to take my trousers and boxers off, leaving me completely revealed to her. But it was not good enough, she needed to be undressed as well, I slipped her top over her head, tossed it onto the floor, then worked on kissing her lips, moving downwards to her neck and torso, once I had reached her breasts I took my time suckling one, making it erect under my tongue, once I was fully satisfied I moved onto the next one.

"Carlisle…" She moaned as I worked on her breasts, I then felt her hand pumping my shaft, I let out a groan of pleasure.

"Isabella…" I whispered. "Stop, please, I need to feel you, you will get your turn" I whispered into her neck and felt her shudder.

I moved further down kissing her abdomen as a moved to her pyjama bottoms, I had placed these on after her accident, it was heard not to keep her naked and just watch her beautiful form sleeping, but I knew I needed her awake for consent. I felt Bella move her hips up, she was granting me permission, I felt my stomach do a back flip, I was elated. Pulling down the bottoms along with her knickers, I took in the real smell of her arousal, once I had disposed of the offending clothing to the floor, I kissed up her legs and towards her thigh. Once I had reached the warmth of her core, I placed my head inbetween her legs, slowly starting to flick her clit with my tongue.

"Oh Carlisle" Bella hissed as I continued to flick her clit a few more times before plunging my tongue into her core. She hissed my name, I felt her juices flowing around me, moving my tongue around I could feel her walls around me, I removed my tongue and watched her.

"This is all for you my darling, would you like me to continue?" I asked, and naturally she nodded.

Moving my fingers towards her clit I smiled up at her, before plunging two fingers deep within her core, I could feel her walls tighten around me, I felt pleasure course through my body as I felt her response, she was very responsive.

"Please…Carlisle…I need to…I've been waiting so long" Bella said, it took me a few seconds to realise what she meant. I moved my body to hover above her once more, placing my shaft at her entrance.

"Is this what you want my sweet Isabella" I whispered seductively, getting another waft of her arousal.

Moving her hips up towards me I took that as a yes, and slowly entered her, I groaned as I slipped inside, I felt Bella tighten around me, she was gasping, I knew she was close, and I was determined to give her what she wanted. I started to thrust in and out of her slowly in order for her to get used to my length. As I felt her hips connect with me harder then I was thrusting I took the message, and plunged deep inside of her, she screamed out in pure pleasure as I continued to move in and out, thrusting in harder each time, I felt her walls clench and knew I was going to loose control soon enough, within what felt like seconds I could feel my peak.

"Come with me Isabella!" I groaned as she screamed my name as her orgasm gripped her, that was enough to send me over the edge as I spilt my venom inside of her.

I gave her a few minutes before I rested beside her, slipping out of her with great reluctance.

Pulling Bella close, I smiled into her hair.

As I saw her eyes closing, I stroked her hair, and as she fell asleep she muttered the only words, that if I had a beating heart it would stop beating there and then, "I love you Carlisle Cullen"