I know I'm not the best behaved person on the planet, let alone in New York, but I did often wonder how I end up in certain situations. Like now, I was in Carlisle's room, across his knee, his hand on my ckeek, lightly massaging it.

''You're a smart girl, sweetheart, you are.'' I guess that was my nickname. I was alright with sweetheart. ''But you do have one , not a problem, but a discipline mishap- you listen, but you don't hear. Now, I have noticed it only tonight, so maybe it will change.'' I was biting my lip off, hearing him talk like that. What made mby heart melt for this man was when he asked ''Are you ready?'' in a different tone, that did let me know, that what he was doing, was more of a roleplay, that punishment.

''I am.'' I said slowly.

I felt his hand lift and I tensed. When I slightly relaxed, his hand came down, slapping my check, and none of us could unhear the yelp that I made. He did it two more times and my yelps had turned into loud moans. After the third time, he put one of his fingers inside me. My lust was overpowering every other sense in my body. On the seventh slap, he pulled the second finger in, but rather than fingering me, he kept them in, making me adjust to them. Their was slight pain, but it overpowered the slap on behind. He started to slightly move them and just as I was getting used to them, he dropped me on the bed and again, I was on my back, his head between my legs, where we had left off.

His tongue worked me, played me like a music instrument, my moans making the sweetest music to his ears. His fingers joined the fun soon, this time, making him suck on my clit more intensely than before. I could feel it, at the bottom of my stomach, the tingling sensation spreading from my core to the every muscle over my body, taking it over. I could hear myself, starting to scream, starting from profanities to God, to his name. I could feel my eyes tearing up a bit as I felt like I was hot iron and that someone had poured water on me. Everything in me exploded and I couldn't fell no more or do anything, I just froze up in perfect bliss. As I was in heaven, Carlisle kept doing his magic and soon enough I was the opposite of frozen, spasming under him. I've had an orgasm before, by my hand of course, but nothing felt like this before. Not even close.

When he came up, I kissed him, like the world was about to end. By our kisses, I quickly said ''Thank you.''

He took the chance by asking me ''Are you sure, you want to do this with me?''

And, in the still blissful state that I was, I said ''I want only you to do it.'' when I looked at him, I pouted ''How come, I'm naked, yet you're dressed?'' He laughed and started to unbutton his shirt. Soon not only his shirt, but pants came down as well.

I was getting nervous and I guess he saw that too. He kissed me slowly and I ended up straddling his lap, rocking slightly, my lust coming back full force.

I knew he wanted me. I mean, I could feel him between my legs. I cupped his face and smiled, nodding. He was kissing my shoulder as his underpants slid down and he sprung free. I could feel him, hot and hard against my soft skin. He slowly put the head in and pushed inside me. Maybe it was a good thing, I didn't look down, at the size at him, because he felt huge. I wanted to scream a little in pain, but I swallowed it somehow, biting in my lip as my eyes wattered.

''Are you alright?'' he asked, his voice strained. Obviously he was in pleasure and it was hard for him to focus. I wanted him to feel, what I felt, so I nodded, even though I was in slight pain. He started to rock his hips and I started to get used to it. To be honest, everyone's first time hurts, well girl's at least, but it hurt less when I was thinking that I had the opportunity to be the one to make and hear Carlisle's moans.

He started to rock harder in me, with each thrust banging in me with more strength. I was gasping and biting my lip off. The rough sound coming out his mouth was something what animal would do, Suddenly, his movements became more rigid and his moans became louder, and he hugged me closer. I was thinking that it was all to much, when he stopped and grunted, tensing under me. I knew he came when he slowly looked at my face and I smiled the goofiest, biggest smile I had in me.

''Hey there.'' he said breathless, with a lazy smile.

''Hey.'' I was very aware of him, still being inside me.

''You want to take a shower?'' he asked ''I'll clean up, get some food up here.''

I was so blissful and calm, that all I could do was peck him on the lips and agree. He slowly pulled out and I got on my feet. It felt as if I was walking on my feet for the first time. And my intimate parts definitely felt like they had been working on something. It was amazing how Carlisle had his own bathroom. When the steamy water hit, I wondered if Alice and Edward had come home, and if they had, did they hear anything? Did they think that their father had a lady friend up? Has he done this before?

When he was surprised that I was a virgin, did his previous partners were not AND were they just as young as I was?