SO! I was watching 'Kate Plus 8' today, the woman with the 8 kids? And I saw that this happened to her.. she freaked out being up so high, so I decided to write a Jogan fic also featuring Derek in it. The ending isn't as good as I wished for, but I wanted to write it anyway. xD

'No. No no no no no. NO!' Julian screeched.

'Grow up, Julian!' Derek shrieked from excitement.

'Don't be such a wuss, Jules.' Logan smirked slightly.

Currently, the three best friends were on summer vacation in Australia, and stupidly, Julian allowed his best friends to persuade him to go bungee jumping.

One thing people didn't know about Julian Larson-Armstrong was that he was terrified of heights.

Absolutely, one hundred percent, petrified. And the fact that his two best friends where watching in amusement and trying to force him was even more distressing.

'I am not standing on that edge!' He screeched while trying to calm his beating heart.

'Julian, you've jumped off buildings before. Whats the big deal?' Logan asked, rolling his eyes.

Julian scowled. 'Thats in movies. Where I'm less than a foot off the ground and we have special affects to make it look higher.'

'You'll be fine Jules.' Derek said as he slapped him on the back. 'Besides, you're in the hands of professionals!' For some reason, that didn't make Julian feel any better. His hands were shaking.

'You two go! I'll wait at the bottom, really, its no problem!' Julian said, faking a grin.

'You're not getting out of this.' Derek stated.

'I'm not going out there! I could die! I'm only young!' The actor said pathetically.

'Hm. I could always drag you.' Logan smirked at Julian as he walked towards him, Derek in tow. The crew didn't seem to mind much. They wouldn't boss them around when this is Julian Larson.

'Don't touch me!' Julian jerked back as if he was burned when he Logan's hand touched his shoulder.

'Oh come on Julian! Trust us!' Derek said. Julian's eyes widened.

'Trust you two?' He scoffed.

'Thats it!' Derek said as he lifted his friend over his shoulder who just seemed to freeze as they walked out onto the platform, Logan slinking behind them as Derek planted Julian down in front of the instructor. Logan stood on the opposite side, so Julian was in the center.

As Julian got hooked up his nerves were so bad he couldn't even talk, let alone breathe. He paid no attention whatsoever to what the Australian black-haired male was saying to them, instead he spent the entire time gripping Logan's arm instinctively.

'Show time!' Derek finally shouted as he hit Julian on the shoulder, making him realize who exactly he was clinging to, and so he jerked away, straightening himself up to his full height which was still shorter then both Logan and Derek.

'Oh god.. I'm going to die.' Julian murmured, his heart beating even faster and harder than before.

'Once you've done it, Jules, you can finally say you've conquered your fear of heights.' Logan smiled slightly.

'Unless I die first!' Julian said in a panicked voice.

'Relax, Mr Larson. I can honestly say your life will still be intact when you land at the bottom.' The Australian man said. Julian glared.

'I'll go first!' Derek said, cutting the tension. Julian just nodded, walking towards him.

'If I die, tell Lo I love him.' Julian said as he walked and sat down on the side as Derek rolled his eyes and nodded anyway as he got the last of the bungee cords attached.

Within two minutes, Derek had jumped and was on his way to the ground on plush mats a couple hundred feet down. Logan was up next, and Julian just wanted to get it over with.

'Wish me luck, and no chickening out!' Logan grinned. Julian rolled his eyes.

'Maybe it'll wrap around your throat..' he mumbled. Logan just glared.

'I'll be sure to record you screaming like a girl, princess.' The instructor then ushered Logan over to the end platform where he spoke to him quietly, obviously reminding him of the dos and don'ts. Logan gave a thumbs up and off he went over the edge, yelling in happiness. Julian breathed deeply, willing himself to go through with this.

About 10minutes later the instructor called on Julian who stood up wobbly and tried not to look over the edge as he was getting strapped up.

'Alright Julian, just make sure you don't try do any tricks, just go straight down. You can turn and look all you want, but stay with your feet facing the ground, and remember to breathe, okay?' The man asked kindly. Julian nodded and swallowed past the lump and tears stinging his eyes.

'Give me a thumbs up when you want me to let go.' Julian nodded again as his chest heaved in nerves. The man waited patiently. Julian's lip was trembling and slowly tears dripped out of his eyes when he opened them and nodded to the man who let go.

Once Julian's feet came off the edge his breath caught in his throat, making his head swirl, he closed his eyes tight as more tears ran down in fright and in panic, he truly felt like he was plunging to his death, he didn't feel like he was over coming a fear. At the half way mark he finally opened his tear filled eyes to look around, but quickly closed them at the dizzy feeling.

He managed not to scream, but he was sure he was as white as a ghost as his feet hit the soft mat below, he could hear Derek and Logan cheering him on, but as he landed he fell back, sending him on his ass. His eyes still closed tightly and tears still running as he fought to catch his breath.

When Julian finally felt the cords being taken off him he sighed with relief, viciously rubbing his eyes and stood up carefully. When he opened his eyes Logan and Derek were standing right there, big smiles on their faces.

'You did it!' Derek said happily as he hugged Julian tight. 'I didn't think you'd go through with it.' He said.

'Yeah, I thought you'd wimp out.' Logan said.

'So how do you feel?' Derek asked as they walked off the landing pad.

Julian took a shaky breath. 'I feel like I've never been more jittery and terrified in my life.'

'You mean you don't feel like you've over come it?' Derek asked incredulously.

'No. I feel like Its gotten worse and I'll probably never go in an airplane again, or anything that isn't within safe landing distance.' he murmured. He was a little startled when Logan slung an arm around his waist and pulled him into a side hug. Julian looked up to him, slightly confused but feeling over joyed with the contact anyway.

'Well, I'm proud of you.' Logan said and grinned as he tightened his grip.

'T-Thanks.. I guess.' Julian smiled slightly and looked at Derek who winked.

'Hey, Julian?' Logan asked getting his attention again.

'Hm?' The actor asked, turning his head to look up at him.

Julian was stunned into silence when he felt the prefects lips softly brushing against his. When he pulled away Julian was wide eyed with fear, lust and confusion all at the same time.

'W-What?' Julian asked.

Derek grinned brightly and shrugged, walking in front of them.

'I told him that you told me that if you died to tell him you loved him, and I thought you were going to die so I told him..' Derek grinned mischievously.

'Oh.' Was all Julian was able to get out, Logan's arm still around his waist. He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion, still trembling slightly.

They came to a halt and Julian noticed Derek was gone ahead, Logan standing in front of him.

'In case you haven't already figured it out, I love you too, princess.' Logan grinned slightly. Julian couldn't help but blush and look up into those green eyes he adored so much. He leaned forward hesitantly and kissed Logan who reacted a second later, cupping the brunets cheek.

Julian was still terrified heights, and always would be. Julian also was still in love with Logan, and always would be.

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