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Third point of view

Chapter 10

As he walks up to the porch and rings the doorbell he shoves his hands into his pockets. She opens the door.

He takes a deep breath a says, "…Hi"

"Finn… What are you doing here?"

"I know it's late but I needed to see you… to talk to you…"

She crosses her arms, "I think we talked enough for today, don't you?"

Finn takes a step closer to her, "Look, I have to admit that I have been confused about a lot of things lately. It's been messing with my head and making me go crazy. I think what happened today with Derrick is proof of that… sorry about that by the way, I started yelling a lot."

"I don't think I am the one you should be apologizing to."

"I know, but you deserve an apology none the less." Finn steps closer to her and takes her hand in his. "Listen, I really don't know have to say this, but I need to say it now before I change my mind. I need to choose once and for all… and the truth so…" He takes a deep breath. "I love you. You are one of the some amazing girls I have ever met and I am so happy to have you in my life… but… I can't be with you, Rachel."

Rachel pulls her hand out of his and crosses her arms. Finn can see that she is trying really hard to fight back tears. "S-so… you pick Quinn?"

Finn slightly nods his head. "I'm so sorry, Rachel, but I can't get her out of my head. I can't get everything she and I been through out of my head. Sure, most of it has made me hate her… but all of it has made me love her." A tear falls down Rachel's cheek. Finn uses his thumb to wipe it away. "Please know that I do love you. I can't describe how much you mean to me. But there has to be a reason I keep getting drawn back to Quinn."

"I know… really, I guess I always knew… Just tell me, was it ever real between us?"

"Rachel, of course it was. Every single time, even after you cheated on me with Puck. I loved you throughout all of it."

Rachel blinks back a few tears and straightens up. "Thank you for saying that. I guess it's for the best really, I mean now I can focus on my road to becoming a star without any distractions."

"Yeah, Um… I-I guess so… but, we can still be friends can't we? I mean you and Quinn are friends right?"

"…Maybe we shouldn't rush into anything too soon. I mean, it looks like my mistake was letting you becoming friends with your ex-girlfriend so soon. I don't think Quinn will be as dense. God I'm do stupid for thinking you would actually pick her over me."

"Rachel, that's not—"

"You should get going, Finn. I'm sure you'll want to see Quinn before the night is over."

"Umm… yeah actually, really hoping she doesn't hit me for how I acted toward her b…boyfriend." Rachel sees that it pains him to refer to Derrick as that.

"Finn, just so you know… this is it. I can't keep waiting for you to come back just to leave again. There will be no more chances."

"I know… I get it." He gives her a smile, "Goodbye, Rachel."

"Goodbye, Finn." He turns around and starts walking to his car. "Finn!" he looks back to Rachel. "Good luck with Quinn, I hear she is single now."

Ending it with Rachel went a lot better than Finn thought it would. He wanted to go to Quinn's house right away but he thought it would be better to tie up loose ends. Otherwise, he would have cheated on Rachel, and that is not the best way to start a new relationship. The truth is, he is in love with Quinn Fabray. He has always been in love with Quinn. Having to even question his feelings for Rachel was proof that he didn't love her like he thought he did. Quinn will always hold his heart, and now he had to tell her that.

Finn walks up to the Fabray's porch with an extra hop in his step. He is happy that Derrick is nowhere around, but still willing to comfort Quinn about the matter. He couldn't wait to see her. She will probably be so thrilled with the news of his breakup with Rachel. He can see her jumping into his arms and giving him a long awaited kiss. He rings the doorbell, still grinning from ear to ear. When Quinn opens the door, she looks like she has been crying. When she notices that it's Finn, her face expression gets worst.

"Finn. What are you doing here?"

"Umm, Hi!" He says with that excited Finn grin.

"….I am not in the mood right now, Finn." She starts to push the door closed.

"Wait!" He reaches out his hand, stopping the door. "Umm, I-I heard you and Derrick broke up. Are you okay?"

"…How do you know about that?"

"Oh, well, Rachel kind of told me…"

Finn couldn't tell if she looked angry or not. "Well, I guess you're happy. That's what you wanted right? The strange serial killer away from me so I can only watch you and Rachel be happy together while I'm alone."

"Quinn, I'll admit that I didn't like him—"

"I think everyone got that today when you punched him."

"…Yeah sorry about that… anyway, I wanted him gone, but I never wanted you to be hurt."

"I see. So you just want me to be alone forever."

"No, of course not… I want you to be with me." He said that last part as a whisper.

"W-what?"

Finn takes a deep breath and steps closer into the doorframe. "Quinn… I… wow, this is harder than I thought it would be and isn't going at all like I planned. Maybe I should have gotten candles or flowers to lighten the mood. Or maybe we can play some music, you have any music?"

"Finn…"

He looks into her eyes, "Listen, Quinn… Fine, I'm just going to come out and say this. You mean so much to me, and I know I probably didn't show it when I should have, but you're really one to the most important people in my life. I can't describe how happy I was when we decided to become friends a couple of weeks ago. The days following that were great for us. Felt like the real old times, you know…. Those days also made me realized that I've been a lot of mistakes… recently in fact. And… That was breaking up with you. I shouldn't have done that, because I love you Quinn. I am in love with you. I was confused by Rachel, but I'm not anymore, I know that I love you and you're the one I want to be with. I still—"

"Stop…" Quinn cuts him short and holds up her hand. He takes this opportunity to take it into his own but she pulls it away. "No, Finn, stop." He looks at her confused and takes a step towards her. She backs up deeper into the house. "No, finn… I-I can't do this. Not now, not today." She practically runs away from him going deeper into the house, but he catches her, closing the door behind them.

"No, Quinn, it's okay." He is holding both of her hands now, looking down on her, searching her eyes for something, anything. She just shakes her head as a tear rolls down her face. "If you're worried about Rachel, don't… I went over to her house before a came here and told her my true feelings."

Quinn's head snaps up at the news of him breaking up with Rachel. "W-Why would you do that?"

Finn lets out a little laugh. "What do you mean why? Because I want to be with you Quinn, I love you."

"No… no you don't. You don't love me, Finn."

"Yes I do. Stop trying to convince yourself otherwise." He pulls her a little closer to him.

"You always use to say that, but in the end just went running back to Rachel."

"That's not going to happen again, Quinn."

"How do I know that?"

"Because we both love each other and can see in our hearts that we belong together. The fact that I even had to question my feelings about Rachel tells me enough. I never had to question my feelings about you. I was confused at times, sure, but I always knew that I loved you." Quinn didn't say anything. "I know you love me too."

"Why would you think that?"

"Mercedes told me."

"What?"

Finn mentally kicks himself. "Well, she had a hunch. Look, that's not what's important. It doesn't matter if I heard it from her; I want to hear it from you."

When she doesn't say anything, Finn steps closer and gives her arms a reassuring squeeze. "Of course I love you, Finn. I always will." Finn didn't think his smile could get any bigger. "But that doesn't mean we can be together… because I can't trust you." Her voice was soft but Finn heard every word, making his smile fade. Tears are rolling down Quinn's face now. Finn tries his best to keep them at bay with his Thumbs. "Y-You broke—my heart so – many times Finn." She says in between sobs. "I c-can't go through that again."

"Quinn, I—"

"You cheated on me with Rachel, which I forgave because of what happened between me and Puck. And I could never hate you for leaving me after you found out. But then you break up me and Sam just so you could dump me after a funeral. And for Rachel none the less. Do you know how heartbroken I was? And then have to go to New York to watch you kiss her in front of hundreds of people." She wasn't even trying to hold back the tears anymore. "It hurt Finn! I was hurting… and no one was there for me." It looked as if she was about to fall on the floor crying, so Finn pulls her in for a hug to hold her up. She wraps her arms around his neck and cries into his shoulder.

They stand there like that until she starts to calm back down. "H-How am I suppose to trust you again?" she asks.

Finn tightens his hold on her. "I am going to show you that you can trust me to always be here with you. I never want to leave you again, and I never will." He leans his head back so that they can look into each other's eyes. "I love you Lucy Quinn Fabray and I am going to put all of my time and devotion to show you just how much." He gives her a gentle kiss on the cheek. "Can we be in love again?"

Okay, this chapter is a little short because i didn't want to drag it out that much... you all knew he was going to pick Quinn right? If not, hit yourself, lol. when i first thought of this story, i was going to end it here. but the reviews have been amazing and i had to keep going. thank you so much for all the kind words! and i have been getting alot of feed back about ideas i could use in the stories which is awesome!

I made a short post thanking you guys, if you didn't already see it

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I might be a while until i update again, because the next 2 weeks will be busy for me. but i will do the best that i can.