Authors Note.
HEY. Ok. So I know this chapter is supposed to be Sonny.
But I am doing them both in it.
Because Sonnys wouldnt be long enough.
So yeah. HERE WE GOOOO.
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What Hurts The Most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away
And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do
1 month later.
School had gotten better.
Tammy, Ashley, and I are my best friends.
They do fight sometimes though.
"Just do it!" Ashely urges standing at my locker.
I shake my head and open the locker door to block her face.
She peaked around it.
"You're gorgeous girl!" She said as if it were no big deal. "Anyone would be into you."
I grabbed my books and shut it with a loud thud.
Tammy came up behind me.
"Hey!" She said smiling. She peered behind me and her expression changed. "Morrison."
"Hart." Ashley replied with the same amount of enthusiasm.. none.
"So what we talking about?" She smiled again.
"Well," Ashley said walking around me. "I believe that Miss Cooper over here should ask you know who out."
Tammy sighed.
"I can't believe it.. But I agree with Morrison." They folded there arms with satisfaction.
"He wouldn't date me."
"You never know if you don't try."
Soon Nate walked down the hallway to his locker which was near mine.
"Quick here he comes!" They whispered.
I turned to run but they grabbed my arm and yanked me back.
They darted off near the bathroom to pear around the corner to watch.
Although I have been crushing on Nate forever...
Well a month.
After weeks of thought, I am going to ask him out.
He walked over to his locker, I guess to grab his lunch.
I leaned up against the locker trying to look cool.
I felt stupid so stood up.
"Hey Nate." I said hesitant.
"Hey.. Connie right?" Didn't remember my name. Strike one.
"Yeah. So whatcha doing?" I said looking casual. It failed.
"Opening my locker." He said confused. Strike two.
Just do it!
"Would you like to go out.. With me?"
"Uhh.. Well your not really my type." Strike three.
"Oh.." I looked down.
"Aren't you like.. Into my brother?"
"Who's your brother?" I said interested again.
"Brody.." He said as if I should know.
"He's your brother!" I almost yell.
"Uhh.. Yeah.. Catcha later." He turned away and walked out of the hallway leaving me.
I slapped my hand to my forehead.
Footsteps came up behind me.
I figured it was Ashley or Tammy.
"WHat was that about?" A low voice asked.
I whipped around to see Brody.
"He's your brother."
"Who?"
"Nate.. He's your brother!" I yell.
"Yeah.."
"Why.. Why didn't you tell me!"
"You never asked." He said getting angry back.
"Well you could have just said something.."
He shook his head.
"Why. Why Connie?"
"Well I-"
"No. Because you would be like every other girl I have ever dated."
"Wh-" He interuppted again.
"You would use me to get to him."
I didn't say anything.
"Just what I thought. You know I thought you were different."
Tears rolled down my face as I stared at him.
Brody was hurt and I knew it.
"Bye Connie."
He turned and walked away.. Down the hallway and out the door.
Just like his brother.
More tears rushed down my face and I was happy nobody was there to see them.
I slammed my back against the lockers and slid down them until I was on the ground.
Ashley and Tammy came and sat next to me.
We were all silent.
So recap. My life.
I was rejected by the guy I like.
I lost the guy I think now I know I love..
And I'm miserable.
When I got to my house it was empty.
I wanted to be alone anyway.
The answer machine was beeping and I listened to the messege.
"Hey Con. It's Mom. I had to run out with Dylan. I should be home soon. Love you."
I pressed delete and walked to my room.
I slammed the door and flopped on my bed.
A door opened outside my room.
I figured it was Mom.
I opened the door slowly and the house was still dark.
"Mom?" I called out.
The house was dark when I walked in.
"Connie! Were home!"
I sat Dylan down at the table and called again.
"Connie. Dinner!"
The house was empty.
I walked to her room.
Her door was open. I peered in.
The light was on and her backpack was on her bed.
I was getting nervous.
"Connie! Connie where are you!"
Something happened.
This isn't right.
"Mommy!"
"What Dylan!" I said breathing heavy.
"Look." He pointed to a note.
I picked it up and read it.
Thank god! Maybe she went to Tammys.
Dear Sonny,
I never forgot what you made me go through.
So heres a little payback.
Love,
Dad.
P.S. Your daughter? She looks just like you.
Authors Note.
TA DA..
Now it gets goood.
Dude I was scared writing this.
Like sieriously.
I hope it freaked you out.
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