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After a few minutes, Ash kneeled on the bed and padded over to me. I could hear her sucking in gasps of pain. She wrapped her legs and arms around me, sitting coiled around my back. The tears stopped as soon as she did that and I raised my head slowly. Her fingers toyed with the little hairs on the back of my neck making me shiver.

"I quite liked it," she lied quietly. I squeezed my eyes tight.

"Look, you didn't really hurt me that much. You can't hurt me physically. I'll be fine," she whispered. I shuddered guiltily. She thought I was upset for hurting her. I was the farthest thing from that. I didn't even feel pity or sympathy. I could only feel guilt. How would I face Wanda?

"What are you thinking?" she murmured, tracing her fingers down my chest into more sensitive territory. I shuddered again as she slowly traced my hardening length.

"You're never this quiet. You're only quiet when you're writing a song. Is that what you're doing right now?" She asked, pressing her lips against my back whilst cupping my cock in her slim hand. My head nodded without meaning, falling backwards against her shoulder. She shuffled round me so she was sat on my lap and was facing me. Her hands slipped under my hair and she kissed me softly. I lent back and the hand that was cupping me slid off to rest on my stomach. My body, which I had no control over, shuffled back so her hand was back on my cock and I think she got the idea then of what I wanted. I don't know why I was urging her to do this. I didn't even want this. I'm surprised she was even obliging after me not pleasing her. I didn't even want her to do this again. I fucking loved Wanda. Why was I getting some slut to give me a fucking blowjob? I grabbed her waist before her mouth could touch me and slammed her onto the bed next to me, breathing hard.

"We have to go. Now," I said in a cold voice, trying to remove all emotion from my voice. I got off the bed and pulled my jeans up, buttoning them.

"Well hang on there," came a sexy voice from behind me, "Aren't you going to give me something in return?" Reluctantly, I turned round.

Man, she was just so fucking sexy. My eyes settled on the wet folds clearly displayed to me between her legs. She propped herself up on her elbows and rubbed herself in between her legs. I dropped to my knees in front of her, mesmerized by what I saw. She held out those fingers for me and my mouth claimed them eagerly sucking on them vigorously. She guided me to her centre and my tongue so very almost flicked out when I remembered being in this same position less than a day ago. My head snapped back abruptly.

"We really need to go," I said, dizzily. I must really love Wanda. Suddenly I couldn't wait to see her again. Grudgingly, I held out my hand to Ashley.

"Come on," I muttered. My thoughts were just purely of Wanda. I forced a smile onto my face. I left off my shirt as I went over to my closet. I paused before I opened the door and asked jokingly, "There's nobody else in here is there?"

Ashley smiled and quickly got dressed. I pulled out a bag and my hoodie leather jacket. Now this was what I was talking about. I stuffed the jacket and my shirt into the bag. Now came the hardest moment. Which guitars to take…Of course I wanted to take them all. But I couldn't take all 8 of them. I suppose there'd be no point taking my electric guitars because there's no proper electricity at the caves. That rules out 5. So three left excluding Wanda's. I had to take Wanda's of course. I'm guessing I should take, at the most, two, including Wanda's. This meant one. I knew instantly, that there'd be no choice. The one Mum and Dad got me for my birthday one year. It was particularly special because Dad had got it from England. He had flown to England the day before my birthday and bought it for me. It was black with blue swirled into it and the most special thing of all; it had a George Michael signature signed into the side of it. I caressed it in my hands, memories flooding back to me. I shook my head bringing me back into the present, glancing over at Ashley. Something came to my mind then. I remembered Mum showing me something. She said to give it to the person I really loved. I had almost given it to Ashley all those years ago. I wonder….was it still there? I gasped then ran out of the room.

"Jamie?" Ash called after me but I wasn't paying attention. I sprinted across the old Victorian hallway into my mum and dad's room, heading straight for the corner. Mum had always believed that she had to hide her jewellery just in case thieves broke in. I pulled away the wood lining the wall and sure enough the hole was still there. I felt around until my hand grasped a small velvet bag. I heard footsteps so I quickly replaced the wood and shoved the bag into my pocket, turning to face Ashley.

"Are you okay?" she asked, concerned.

I nodded breathlessly. She frowned at me.

"Come on. Meet me in the car," I said, moving past her to my room. I grabbed my bag and the two guitars and headed towards the car. I put my stuff in the back seat and then climbed into the front, pulling out the velvet bag. It was dark blue with a silver heart sewn in. I pulled out the necklace inside it and gasped at the beauty of it like I had every time Mom had shown it to me. It was perfect for Wanda. So delicate. Just like her. She'd love it! I hoped. I gently placed it in the bag and carefully replaced it in my pocket. Now came the hard bit. I had to talk to Ash about not being a couple at the caves. Hmm….how to go about this?

sooo...you like? me no like :( i dont know why. this chapter just seemed a bit dragged on... ah well. DARIUS i love at him. you probably wont even remember him but his songs may just possibly feature in this story..hint hint:p just kidding. well i dunno. see how it turns out. :D im kinda really really really really happy today. it was winter prom last week and wow it was just magical. it was all snowy so me and david went for a walk and lemme just tell you, he knows how to make a girl feel beautiful and loved. :P it was sooo romantic. he gave me his coat :D the cheeseball :P and then we went back to his house and maybe things got a little carried away. and i liked it. alot. made me forget all the bad things. NO WE DIDNT HAVE SEX but yeah. :P i love him :P wow i have used wayyyy to many emoticans in this LOL im really really really happy :D i was eager to get this finished though. its not gonna be the last chapter but you may need to wait off a while. i have major finals coming up so yeah. ill see if i have time kay? best i can promise. anyhoo, hope you enjoyed it

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