Chapter 10

"Who's Vikki?"

She muttered the words looking deeply into my eyes while holding my hand in hers. I hoped that she had forgotten all about what Quinn said. I look away avoiding her eyes ashamed of what I am about to tell her. I remove my hand from her grip and bring both of my hand up to cover my face hiding my face from the beautiful blonde sitting next to me. I take a deep breath in taking a moment to think everything through. I have to tell her right, I can't lie to her we have just started dating I need to be honest with her even if the truth means that her opinion of me might change. I remove my hands but keep my eyes closed.

"When I was still a new born I done a lot of stupid things, things I regretted and am ashamed of. One day in 1838 in New York I met the person that will be the biggest mistake I ever made. She was standing at the docks with her Father, when I saw her I thought she was the most beautiful creature I ever saw. She had Black hair, brown eyes and pale skin. I thought she looked perfect even though she was dressed like any other women around that time. Look dress to the floor that covered her whole body length, long sleeves and it was laced up tight at the back. Back then what she wore was traditional for an English woman. I walked over to her and introduce myself first to her father then to her I asked if I could show her around and he said yes. She said her name with Victoria and that she was from England. That whole day I showed her everything there was to see while we talked. After that day we were inseparable. My feeling grow towards her and before I knew it I fell in love with her." I take a deep breath trying to steady my nerves. While I was talking I opened my eyes and looked down at my hands but now I find myself looking into her deep blue eyes. I keep eye contact her as I continue. "After a year of being friends I decided to tell her how I felt. So I told her that I was falling in love with her and she said she thought she was too. That night we also shared our first real kiss, it was my first really kiss and it was hers too. We experienced a lot of first with each other after that." As I said the last part Britt looked away from me so I took one of her hand in my left hand and lifted my right to cup her chin turning her head towards me gently. Our eyes locked again and I quickly press my lips to hers trying to tell her that it does mean anything to me anymore. I pull away and looking at her silently asking if she wanted me to continue she nodded and I carried on talking. "We were seeing each other in secret for a year when I decided to tell her what I am. So one night I told her that I was a vampire. After telling her I tried to touch her cheek but she shrunk away from my hand and she said No you can't be after that she ran away from me and I broke down and cried. Mike and Puck found me and carried me home. I was broken I didn't eat or sleep I just cried, after a couple of days I just plan missed her so I went to her house. I climbed into her bedroom. I just wanted to talk to her but she didn't want to listen. She just kept calling me a monster but I kept on trying to get through to her. A few minutes later and she said the only words that could set me off she said that she could never love a monster like me and that she wished that we never met. I was furious and the monster inside with me roared to life with anger. If I couldn't have her no one could. So I tied her up and took her down stairs to her family. At the time she had relatives staying over and she also had relatives that lived her over. So to make her pay I made her watch as I killed each and every one of them. I killed each and every one of them sometimes painfully sometimes not. After I had finished I walked over to her. She was crying. She told me that I was a killer and that she never loved me. After that I made her suffer some more breaking bones, cutting her and burning her I kept on until I finally broke her and she begged of me to kill her. So I started to drain her blood but half way through I started to feel the guilt of what I done and I stopped drinking and made her to drink my blood. Puck, Mike and Quinn walked in a couple of minutes later but I was a complete mess I was crying and broken over what I done they took me home where we waited for Vikki to wake up. Days later she did wake up but she didn't want anything to do with me in fact she beat me up until I was an inch from death before she left. I never saw or heard from her again." I got up half way through my speech and walked over to the window to ashamed of what I done to look at the blonde anymore. As I stood at the window waiting for her to say anything I thought about everything I happened. What happened when I told Vikki about me was kind of the same thing that happened with Britt. Thinking about what I could have done to Brittany made my skin crawl, I start to picture Brittany face instead of Vikki's and I instantly close my eyes and shake my head from the sight. In that moment I know that I could never ever hurt Brittany like that, I was so caught up thinking that I was surprised when two hands landed palm down on either side of my waist. She pressed her body up against my back and slowly began to slide her hand around my body until they crossed in front of me pulling slower into her body. I chin was resting on my shoulder when she whisper something in my ear.

"What are you thinking San?" I turn my head and was instantly meet with blue orbs.

"I was thinking about how differently everything turned out between you and me. I can't imagine hurting you, not one bit." I say leaning my head back until it was again her shoulder.

"I know you would never hurt me San. I trust you and I am not scared of you even after what you just told me. I promise you that I am not going anywhere." She whispers looking straight into my eyes.

"Good. Just so you know earlier when I said that Vikki was the most beautiful creature I ever saw and that she was perfect but that was before I met you. To me Britt you are the most stunning women I have ever laid my eyes on." I whisper back to her before leaning in and kissing her nose. When I pull back I can see the pinch of red in her cheeks that tells me that I just made her blush.

"Can we lay down San" Britt muttered. I nodded and I felt her arms drop from my body but a few seconds later I feel her hand grip on to mine leading me over to the couch. "Will you hold me San" she asked I didn't answer instead I laid down first moving to the back of the couch I opened my arms for her to crawl into. She laid down facing me and she wrapped her arms around my body holding me close. My left arm curled around her shoulders and my right arm rested over her hip holding her in place.

"Go to sleep my Britt-Britt." and with that she closed her eyes. I watched her for a minute marvelling at her beauty before I fell into a peaceful sleep.

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After a few hours of sleep I woke up but found my arms empty. I looked to the floor making sure that Brittany didn't fall during our sleep but she wasn't there. I open up my sense. I close my eyes and listen carefully to the sounds around me. I hear someone talking just outside the front door on the porch. I walk over to the door and heard Britt's voice. I quietly open the door to see that she was on the phone. She was sitting on the steps talking with someone. I walk over to her and sit next to her. Just after I sat down I notice that she was staring at me I linked our hands while looking out into the night. A few minutes later the blonde hung up the phone and turn towards me. Leaned in and gave her a peck on the lips.

"Hi" I whisper after resting my forehead against hers. I smile up that the blonde.

"Hi. Sorry you woke up on your own but my dad phoned." I tensed at the mention of her father. "Don't worry babe he just wanted to know if I was there for dinner." my lips formed into a 'o'

"I can hear Puck, Mike, Quinn and Rachel. Their running in from the right." She moves her head so she could look to the right. "They will be here any minute" as I said that my four friends walked out of the trees and walked straight up to us. We stood as they got closer.

"Brown you scared the living Shit out of me if you do that again I will have to beat up" Mike said before he ran the rest of the way over to us and greeted me with a crushing hug that lasted a few seconds before he turned to hug Brittany. "Hey B" Mike said happily

"You look better. I never want to see you like that do you hear me. You're like my sister and it hurt seeing you so lifeless." Puck said next pulling me and Britt both into a hug at the same time. He let go giving us both kisses. Rachel and Quinn walked over to us giving us quick hugs and hellos. After a few minutes of standing outside and talking about nothing in particular we decided to go and sit inside.

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An hour and a half later and we are all still sitting and talking about random things and telling Britt stories. I am sitting in the middle of one couch with Britt on my right and Mike on my left. On the other couch Quinn and Puck sat with Rachel sitting just in front of them on the floor. I look around at my family and see how they are all talking and including Brittany into the group. At this moment in time Mike and Brittany are talking about a dance film or something while Puck, Quinn and Rachel talk about buying a new house a little further into the town but still far enough so that we are alone and free to be our selves. I can't believe how much Brittany fit in with our group. I watch her talking and joking around with everyone else and I feel a sense of pride and happiness because not only does she fit in but she like my family and my family like her too. In that moment I can picture my future with the blonde. I want a house with her, a car, a dog maybe and I want her to be with me forever. But I think the first step is telling everyone that we are together.

"But the house is so nice-"Rachel was saying before I decided to speak.

"Sorry but can I say something quickly." I say looking at everyone o I know that they are all listening. After I am sure that they are listening I look at Britt and I take her hand then I give her a quick wink before I continue "I just want you all to know that you are not just my friends but my family and I want to also tell you that Brittany and I are together." I say still looking at Britt but as I say the last line I look around to my friends and see they all had smiles on their faces.

"It's about time." Mike said before rolling his eyed. "I thought we were going to have to hit you over the head to make you see that you were meant to be" with that everyone laughed and welcomed Brittany with the family but after a second they went back to their conversations. I watch Brittany noticing how happy and comfortable she looks. She leans her head on my chest while talking with mike and I think that I could get used to this.

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Sorry it's been to long but I have been writing other stories and have been working a lot. I hope you like this chapter I deleted and few time but I think it's better now. Let me know you thoughts.

As always I do not know Glee.