Hey guys it's me again… Finally. Yeah, I know, I took forever to update, but here's a long chapter.
Chapter 10
I soon realize monsters are quite like humans
The same sort of judgement
Colors, races
Everything
We aren't so different after all
And I want to scream
The bullies and the
The
And
How to
Describe
The pain I'm feeling right now
The terror
So afraid because I don't know why
Why I'm judged
Hated
Made fun of
Laughed at
Threatened
Why I just can't seem to trust the right people
Why I keep losing friends
Why I'm misunderstood
Why my world is tilting around me
Empathy is useless
If you don't know the words
Talking loud and
Trying to hide it
The
Fear
Pain
Why no one understands
Why I'm surrounded by friends and I feel so alone
Like I'm in the deep end of a pool
And I'm surrounded by people
But I'm sinking
And when I scream no one
Hears
Or they do
And now I'm just pathetic
A burden
And I don't understand
Why
Born this way
Will I be forgotten
But oh no don't worry about me
I'm fine
Just fine
Eveything's fine
Crying and showing weakness
When I need to be strong
In bed I am frightened
What will tomorrow bring
Endless cycles
The school, the homework, the stress
The friends
Pretending I'm fine
But feeling so hopelessly alone
Even though I'm not
And I just don't understand
Why they hate me
Is it because I'm different
I swore they would never break me
And then they did
And I just can't
Lose more friends
Because I'm so tired
Of misplaced trust
And please, I want sleep
Peace, my heart
Peace
Please
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