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Katniss pov

"Do you still love me?"I ask timidly.

"I always have,and always will."

"Good."I say,"because there's something you should know..."

"What?"He asks confused.

"I don't know how to say this...uh,um.."

"Katniss-"

"I'm pregnant."

His eyes widen and he stares at me in shock. His mouth hangs open and he is silent. Then his eyes slowly travel to my stomach. After staring at it for a while,he finally says,"w-what? When? I-I,oh God,I'm sorry katniss."

"I found out before the quell. I didn't want to tell you because I know if I did there wouldn't be any way to get you out alive. "

"I'm so sorry katniss."

"You don't have to be sorry peeta,it's my fault too."

"But I know you don't want any kids and now-"he drops his head into his hands and sobs. My heart is broken. I never wanted to cause him pain. He's beating himself up over this when it was both of our faults. I run my fingers through his hair and say,"peeta...Peeta...Peeta look up at me."

Slowly he raises his head to look at me. Seeing him cry,has me almost in tears too. Damn hormones. "Peeta,stop beating yourself up for this."I say placing a hand on my stomach. He just stares at my hand and I see the yearning in his eyes. He's always wanted kids.

"You can touch it,if you want...It's your baby too."I say slowly.

I see his face change to wonderment as he reaches out his hand slowly towards my stomach. I pull my shirt up so he can see the small bump. I should be a little bigger,but my stress is causing me to not want to eat.

Finally his hand comes into contact with my stomach. As soon as he does so,the baby goes crazy with kicking. I think it knows that that hand out there is its dad. He lets out a shaky breath and a hint of a smile is on his face.

"Katniss-"he breaths,"It's,it's..."

"Kicking? Yeah,it does that a lot. Keeps me up all night mostly."

He smiles at that and so do I. "How many months are you?"

"About 4 and half."

"Wow,"he says.

"Peeta,I love you."I say.

"I love you too,katniss."He replies. I pull him into a kiss which he is very happy to oblige to. He holds me to him and says,"I love you so much."

That's when a nurse walks in. But peeta doesn't let go. He just holds me to him and closes his eyes. "It's time for your medicine."She says. He just holds me and doesn't let me go.

"I don't want to take it,I don't want to be in this hospital anymore. I've been in here for so long. Can't I leave yet?"

"I would have to talk to Dr Auralius before you can be released. He's in charge of you. But you really do need to take your medicine,Mr Mellark."She says.

"Fine."

He holds out his arm and she injects a needle into him. His grip on my hand tightens and I feel like I'm about to throw up just looking at it. When she leaves,I quickly run to the bathroom and throw up. "Katniss,"he says weakly.

Hearing him,I quickly get up and run to him,"what's wrong?"I ask. He says,"what's wrong...you're worried about me,as you're throwing up?"

"But you sounded so...tired and weak."

"That's just what this medicine does to me,I'll be fine. But what about you? Are you okay?"

"Yeah,I'm fine."

"I guess you weren't sick before,huh?"He asks.

I just shake my head. "Stay with me?"He asks. I crawl in bed with him and say,"always." This reminds me of when he said that to me during the victory tour. I hold him until he falls asleep in my arms. About an hour later he wakes with a start.

"What is it?"I ask.

"Just a nightmare..."

I kiss his forehead and then say,"well I'm here,and I'll make sure those don't come true."

"My nightmares are always about losing you."

"That won't happen."

He puts his hand on my stomach and starts to rub it. I smile at him and he says,"shall we go eat?"

"Yeah,I'm kinda hungry."

We make our way down to the cafeteria to find my mom and prim already there. When we sit down,prim says,"hi katniss! Hi peeta! How are you guys doing?"

"It's been an interesting day, peeta knows."I say and place a hand on my stomach. She smiles and says,"that's great!"

"So,peeta,"my mom says slowly.

"Mom!"I say.

"Well katniss,what do you expect? Now that he knows-"

"Mom,no. We aren't having this conversation."I say.

" Ms. Everdean,and Mr. Mellark, please report to the hospital."

Peeta and I look at each other confused,but go. When we get there a nurse tells us to go to Dr Auralius' office. When we get to his office,he is there at his desk. "Ah,yes,Mr mellark and ms everdean! Please take a seat!"

"So,uh what do you want to talk about?"I ask.

"So,I was told that Mr Mellark is doing better and remembering more. And I know that no one wants to spend all their time in a hospital,so I'm releasing you from the hospital and instead you will have a compartment. And Ms. Everdean is the best for you,so she is also moving in that compartment,if that's okay with her?"

"Yes."

"Then it's settled! Here is your compartment key."He says handing us our key. Peeta takes it and thanks him and then we are on our way. When I look at the number,I notice it's the compartment next to haymitch's.

"I have to go get my stuff real quick." I say.

I run to my old compartment to find my mom in their. As I grab my stuff she asks,"what are you doing?"

"Peeta and I have been given a compartment together. We are right next to haymitch and only a few down from you."

Before she can say anything,I leave. When I get in,I set my stuff down on the couch and look around. There's a living room,a bathroom,and two bedrooms. Peeta is nowhere in sight,so I call out for him.

"In here!"he says from the living room. He must of went in there while I was in the room. When I go out there I find him holding something. The pearl.

"You kept this?"

"Yeah,it kept me sane while you were gone."I say.

"Really?"He asks with a smile on his face. "Yeah,it reminded me of the kiss on the beach. How soft your lips were,and how much love was in it..."

Peeta wraps his arms around me and kisses my cheek. Then he moves to kiss my lips. This kiss is slow and full of love and passion. I close my eyes and wrap my arms around him. His tongue begs for entrance as he kisses me,which I allow.

He moves his mouth down to my neck and starts to kiss there. I moan and he bites down on it. I bring his lips back up to mine and kiss him in a haste. "Katniss-"I cut him off by biting his lip.

"Shhh,no talking,"I tell him. I've been waiting for him to get close again to me. To be able to kiss him again like this,to have in me. He picks me up and takes me to the room.

He lays me down on the bed and starts to unbutton his shirt. Then mine. When both of our shirts are off,he goes for my bra. When his hands grip my boob I let out a yelp of pain.

"I'm sorry katniss! Did I hurt you?"He says.

"A little,sorry my boobs are a lot more sensitive now."I inform him.

"Sorry,I'll be gentler."

I nod and he lightly runs his hands over my nipples. It feels so amazing as he does so that I'm nearly drooling. "Peeta,"I moan as he switches his hand for his mouth. I look down,half lidded at him. He smiles back at me and slowly moves his fingers down my stomach to my my centre.

His fingers toy with the hem of my underwear. He takes off my pants and then goes back to teasing me. Finally he puts his fingers in my core. "Wow,you are so wet!"he says as he pumps his fingers.

"Mmmmm-peeta!"I cry as he laps up what came out.

By now I'm screaming his name. He quickly takes off his pants and underwear,his erection finally freed. He wastes no time in pushing it into me. The sensation I feel is wonderful,like getting water when your mouth is dry.

He doesn't last very long,but that's okay. Afterwards he lays next to me with his arms around me. I tell him,"I missed you,"before I lean in to kiss him. He kisses me back sweetly and moves the hair out of my face.

"I'm so happy that I remember everything now...that I love you,that I've made love to you,and that we're in this together."

"Me too."I say sleepily. My head rests in the crook of his neck as I start to drift off. Peeta being spent,does too. But before he completely drifts off,I feel him move a hand to my stomach.

A/N so now that peeta knows and he's back,this is where it all starts! I would also like to thank all of you for getting this to 100 followers! Love ya! Please review!