Before I start, how frickin good was lastnights episode? Sooooo glad Arizona is back, she was awesome and so funny! Its gona be a long hard haul with Callie it seems *sigh*
So then, all the girls are away. Callie and Arizona have to share a room...
Imagine that, having to share a room with someone you are completely hook, line and sinker for. Will Arizona end all this uncertainty and just tell Callie how old she is already?
Maybe...maybe not ;) This chapters a little shorter then previous ones, but its kinda in 2 parts. I'll get the next one up to you on my lunch break :) Let's just say, the truth will out...very very soon. How its taken however...well, I wont ruin it...
Thanks for all those reviews, you guys really crack me up! I honestly can't help being a tease...I think its a medical condition actually. I should maybes get it checked out.. :P
And as always...you're all awesome!
Chapter 10
'I'm open' Lexie shouted down the court.
Meredith turned, spotting Lexie she offloaded the ball to her and moved closer to the opponents net. Faking a pass, Lexie threw the ball over the baffled head of her attacker. Arizona caught it, bounced the ball into the D then took a shot which hit the board and dropped in.
'COME ONNNNN' they all shouted.
They didn't have time to congratulate as Priory were on the attack. As their centre tried a dummy passed 2 of them, Meredith stepped in and knocked the ball away.
'Niiiiice' Sadie shouted, running back down the court.
Callie was positioned on the sidelines, barking instructions to everyone. Keeping them motivated. They were currently up 38-28. She was pleased that her decision to put Meredith in the team tonight had paid off. Meredith was certainly giving it her best. At least 12 of the points had come from her.
When Callie had spoke to Mandy about subbing her, she had been glad to realise Mandy was more than happy to sit out that night.
'Meredith deserves a chance' Mandy had said.
Throughout the game, Callie's mind had been drifting away. Thoughts about tonight's sleeping arrangements were dancing around in her head. How would she be able to sleep? She'd have to restrain herself. But what about when she was sleeping. Unconsciously she wouldn't be able to stop.
*What if I take some sleeping pills?* she thought.
But she couldn't do that. What if one of the girls got sick. Or even worse, what if Arizona wanted to talk and Callie couldn't give her the time of day.
*Ok, no to sleeping pills. You're just going to have to think of something else.*
Coming back to the game, Callie looked at the clock. 20 seconds to go. Rentworth were now 46-30 up. She grinned inwardly.
*Another win. We've made the quarter finals*
Looking back on the court she watched as Arizona took aim outside the D and threw the ball, hoop bound.
*Whoosh*, went the net as the ball sank within it. Just then the buzzer sounded, ending the match. A commentator spoke.
'And that's the game. Rentworth win 49-30!'
Minimal shouts came from the crowds as only a handful were actually supporting Rentworth. The girls on court didn't pay much attention though. They were too busy congratulating each other.
'Awesome shot Robbins' Abbey said, patting Arizona on the back.
'Thanks. I saw there was only seconds left so I thought 'what the hay'.'
'Well done girls. You were brilliant tonight.' Callie said joining them on court.
'Hooooorahhhh' Sadie shouted.
'Indeed. Quarter finals here we come. There's a week or so off until the next game so you can all rest up. We'll get a few more practice sessions in. Keep you all on the ball. Meredith…' Callie continued. 'I was really impressed with you tonight. You played a great game.'
'Thanks coach' she smiled, blushing slightly.
Sadie elbowed her lightly then winked at her. This made Meredith blush even more.
'So who's up for dinner?' Callie asked them.
'I'm starving' Abbey sighed.
There was a round of 'me too' as they all patted their stomachs.
'Let's head out then' Callie told them. 'We can dine in the restaurant in our hotel. You might like to shower first' she continued, wrinkling her nose, 'Although if you walk in smelling like you do, we may get the place to ourselves.
'Great idea….' they all laughed.
With that they headed to the changing rooms.
Arizona grinned as she passed Callie. All Callie could do was smile back.
*Just beautiful…*
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Three hours later, they were all sat around a big table in the restaurant. They'd eaten their food and were now having some friendly banter before they retired to their rooms. They'd talked in length about the whole Meredith/Sadie situation and the way they had been outed. They all agreed it was great and they didn't have a problem with it. Callie had made a speech about standing up for what you believe in. She had looked at Arizona through out the speech...as though it was her she was really talking to. In the back of Callie's mind she hoped this would get Arizona to open up to her more. Maybe reveal her feelings or intentions. The fact they would be sharing a bed together within the next few hours was playing in her mind. She didn't want to 'un-intentionally' grope her during the night and have Arizona freak out on her.
Arizona in the mean time had been staring at Callie all night. She couldn't miss the fact that Callie was looking more amazing then she had ever seen. She had obviously dolled herself up a bit for the dinner, wearing some tight black bootleg pants and a low cut top.
*Amazing* was all Arizona could think.
She'd thought about backing off...she realised it was going to be a difficult situation tonight. At least she knew nothing 'illegal' could happen. Callie however, still under the impression Arizona was 17, would undoubtedly tear herself up inside. Being so close to her, but realising she cant touch her. Luckily she had turned the camera/microphone off for the night. She knew Owen would go ape with that but there was no way she would allow him to see or hear what went on.
*If only I could get over my fears and tell her...*
'Right girls, time is getting on and we have an early start in the morning.' Callie said.
'Just how early are you thinking coach? I need my beauty sleep..' Sadie replied.
'Aint that the truth' Mandy joked.
'Hey now...' Sadie sulked.
She looked at Meredith who was sat to her left. Meredith leant towards her and whispered in her ear. A few seconds later Meredith retreated and looked at the group. A grin had formed on Sadie's lips.
'Get a room' Lexie mocked, throwing a napkin at Sadie.
Callie and Arizona giggled along with the rest of them then looked at each other. Blushing they looked away before Callie got to her feet.
'Well, the bus will be here for 8:30am so that means you need to be up, dressed and down in the lobby for 8:15. Any later than that and we leave you behind. Entiende?'
The group looked at eachother 'Enti-what?' they asked.
'Entiende' Callie repeated. 'It means understand in Spanish.'
'Aye Aye captain.' they saluted and began to stand up themselves.
As Arizona followed the other's up to their rooms, she replayed the scene of Callie talking in her Spanish accent over again in her head. She made a mental note to get the Latina to do that more often!
*Yikes, If I wasn't in love with her before….*
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Upstairs in their room, Callie told the other 3 that she was going for a walk along the prom to allow her food to digest. Meredith came up to Arizona and whispered in her ear.
'You should join her. Maybe have a little alone time...'
'Oh no, I couldn't...'
'Why not? She'll get all lonely. And, I promised Sadie some affection after Mandy's little comment downstairs. Do you really want to be around for that?'
Arizona shook her head and turned towards Callie. 'I think i might join you, if you don't mind...'
Callie tried to calm her self and act mellow. 'Of course not...'
'Great..' Arizona turned back to Meredith and smiled. 'We'll see you guys soon then...'
Sadie came up behind Meredith and put her hand around her shoulders.
'Oh there's no rush. You walk that food off good...' She winked, making Arizona think that maybe Meredith may have told her something.
'Umm...we will...See you later.'
With that she turned to the open door and followed Callie down the corridor.
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They had been walking for 15 minutes now, neither saying much. As they reached the end of the prom, Callie stopped and put her elbows on the top of the bridge's railings. Arizona did the same, looking out at the sea.
'It's beautiful isn't it.' Arizona sighed contently.
Callie turned her head to Arizona, who was looking in the opposite direction. She allowed her eye's to trail over the side of Arizona's face, then down, over her shoulders.
'It really is...' Callie answered. She looked down at her hands. Listening to the sound of the water, swaying below them.
Arizona tried to think of something to say. She was loving every second of being alone with Callie and didn't want to ruin it, but at the same time she wanted to know about her...about her life... She turned and looked at Callie, who met her gaze within seconds. They smiled, getting lost in the other's eye's.
*I want to hold her so much...touch her...kiss her...* Arizona thought.
*I have to look away...look at the sea...look at the sky...look anywhere that's not at Arizona...* thought Callie. *I can't...I'm too lost in her...damn it I'm so messed up...*
'So, what do you do when you're not working?' Arizona asked.
Callie jumped slightly at the sudden sound of Arizona's voice. 'I ugh...not a lot actually. I'm an avid collector of paintings and art work. I'm usually visiting galleries and art conventions when I'm not at the school. I love to read as well.'
*Oh great...now she probably thinks you're sad..*
'Really, that's amazing...I love art too. I've been to a few galleries in my time as well. My apar..' She stopped, realising she had been about to say 'my apartment has paintings all over', but had managed to stop herself in time. '...I mean my parents house is packed full of paintings from well known and respected artists.'
'Really?' Callie asked. 'So you know your artists then..?'
'Well...yes, I'm not bad. I think I should have pursued art as a career. Although, i shouldn't have really, I can't draw to save my life' she laughed.
Callie grinned. 'You know, not all art enthusiasts can draw or paint...they just have a good eye for other peoples talent.'
'Yea that's very true.' They went silent again, looking back out to sea.
'You played another great game tonight Arizona...I was really impressed.'
Arizona smiled. 'Thanks!'
'You know, you should think about pursuing a career as a pro basketball player. With your talent you could get far...'
Arizona couldn't help letting out a giggle. She was touched that Callie thought she was that good but at the same time she knew that was never going to happen.
'I'm serious' Callie told her.
'Oh I know you are, but I don't know though. I guess I always wanted to pursue other things. I love writing...'
'Yea, I've heard you're one of the top pupils in English...'
'You have?'
'Yea, staff room banter and all. When we're not with you we talk about you all the time. It's a very sad life...' she sighed.
'Ha ha, you're not sad.' She brought her hand up and rubbed Callie's shoulder. 'Just shows that teachers like to gossip just as much as the students do...'
She let her hand linger on Callie's shoulder for just a few seconds more before lowering it.
'I confess...I'm a gossip' Callie laughed, raising both hands in front of her.
'Nothing wrong in a bit of gossip.' Arizona said.
*This coming from the reporter!* she thought.
'As long as you love your job...' Arizona finished.
The Latina smiled. 'I do...I love it.' She lowered her gaze to her hands, which she rubbed together anxiously. 'I've...I've been thinking of alternative career moves lately though.'
*You shouldn't be saying this. It will only complicate things* the Latina thought.
'Oh?' Arizona asked, aware of Callie's sudden change in demeanour.
'Yea...some circumstances have been...I don't know...getting in the way i guess.'
'Getting in the way...?'
After a few moments, Callie looked at the blonde sincerely. Did Arizona know how she felt? Should she tell her that she was the one making Callie re think her career? They were alone and getting on so well. What if Arizona was waiting for her to say it...? Arizona herself admitted the other week that she didn't regret kissing her...
'Callie...?'
'Sorry...my mind took over there. Things have just become complicated..'
'Do you mind if I ask why?'
*Don't push her* Arizona thought.
Callie paused for a few moments, looking back out to sea.
*Come on….if you're really going to do this. Just do it right…*
She took a deep breath, letting the air circulate her lungs before releasing it back out. Swallowing the oversized lump in her throat, her mind was made up.
'Don't you feel it Arizona?'
Her eyes shifted to look at the blonde. Arizona looked back. Her mouth suddenly dry. She could feel every hair on her body stand on end. 'Feel what..?' she croaked. She had to know what Callie was feeling. She just had to…
Callie's heart began to flutter. She couldn't believe she was really going to say this. She just preyed things wouldn't blow up in her face.
'This….connection, between us. Can you feel it...?'
Arizona's heart was thumping. Callie felt it too. She had feelings for her. She tried hard to steady herself...slow her heart...that was beyond impossible though.
The silence that filled the air after her statement was making Callie panic. She watched Arizona as she processed her thoughts before shifting her eyes to look down at her shaking hands.
*Oh god...please...* she thought.
Still the silence continued. It felt like every second was taking an hour to pass. She was about to apologise when...
'I feel it Callie...I felt it from the moment I saw you...'
Callie let out a breath she didnt realise she'd been holding on to. Her stomach began performing somersaults. She couldn't describe what she was feeling. Her eye's glistened with tears. She hadn't been imagining it. Arizona felt it. She really felt it.
But the hard part was still to come. She was still her teacher. This obstacle had to be tackled.
She turned back to the blonde. They looked deeply into each other's eyes. Their bodies yearning to reach out for the other.
*She really does feel it. This is meant to be* Arizona thought.
Moments later, Callie broke the eye contact, looking back out to sea.
'What are we gonna to do Arizona? We can't be together. You're my student, I'm your teacher. I can't neglect that.'
She looked back at Arizona who stood watching her. Before she could talk again, she saw the blonde move forward.
Arizona couldn't stop herself. Bringing her left hand up, she cupped the teachers cheek, pulling her close. Their lips met in a hungry embrace. Mouths moulded together in a frenzied attack. Callie brought her hands up, one cupped Arizona's cheek, the other wrapped around Arizona's head, pulling her closer still. While their tongues poked out and explored the other's mouth, Arizona wrapped her arms around Callie's waist and pushed her body into her. They revelled in the feeling of being so close. It felt so much more miraculous than either had imagined.
After a minute or two, Arizona moved their bodies around until she was pushing Callie's behind into the railing. Callie felt helpless. She knew she should stop it….her head told her that. But at the same time her heart told her this wasn't wrong. She was in love and nothing her head could say would get her to stop.
A few minutes later, their kissing had slowed down and had turned into soft pecks. As Arizona leant back slightly, Callie kissed her nose, then her cheeks and eye lids before pulling back to look at her. They smiled contently then embraced. Arizona lay her head on Callie's left shoulder as the teacher held her tight. They stayed like that for a good while, both reluctant to let go.
'Please don't run away from me this time' Arizona whispered into the Latina's neck. 'I couldn't bear it.'
Callie rubbed her cheek against the blondes head. 'I won't' she told her, rubbing her hands soothingly over her back.
Arizona knew she had to reveal the truth. She needed to tell Callie that they weren't breaking the law. Images of Owen firing her kept popping into her head, but she had to do this now. Maybe if she kept it to herself….just until she was certain Callie would be alright with it. Surely that would be the better scenario?
*For god sake….she has feelings for you…..you can trust her.* Arizona thought.
It pained her to continue lying to Callie. Surely if they were going to have any kind of relationship she would have to be truthful with her from the start. Arizona came out of her thoughts as she felt droplets of rain hit her head. Before they could part the droplets became bigger and started falling harder.
'Oh my god' Callie exclaimed.
Arizona laughed. 'Where's this coming from? Its been hot and sunny all day!'
'A freak shower then…' Callie chuckled. 'Come on, I'll race you back.'
With that Callie kicked herself off the wall and made for the hotel. Arizona shook her head. Smiling, she ran after her.
By the time they made it to the hotel they were both soaked through. Catching their breaths they leaned against the wall as they waited for the elevator to come. Arizona looked over at Callie. She watched as her chest rose and fell forcing her breasts to push into her soaked top. In fear of being caught she looked to the elevator. Within seconds the doors opened and Callie followed Arizona in. Once alone again within the lift a nervous silence filled the air.
Callie was wondering if she had done the right thing….confessing her feelings. How could it be wrong though, if Arizona felt the same way?
*Because she's 17! How does she know what love is? She hasn't had a chance to go out in the world….meet people. What if…..what if she is feeling pressurised into saying she had feelings?
'Are you OK?' Arizona said, brushing her hand over Callie's upper arm.
'Yea, I'm fine. Are you..?' Callie enquired.
'I'm great' she smiled. 'I'm….I'm a little lost for words.'
Callie smiled.
*See, she's happy. Quit panicking. What are you talking about….it's the perfect time to start panicking. I made out with a student! That is completely and totally wrong. If anyone had seen….someone from Priory….that would have been devastating.*
Meanwhile, Arizona could see Callie was lost in thought. She knew the exactly what was going on in the Latina's head. As far as she knew she was breaking the law with a 17 year old student.
*She must be going insane. I have to tell her.*
'Callie? I have to tell you something….'
Before she could go any further the door's opened on their floor.
'After you…' Callie smiled, extending a hand.
'Thanks..' Arizona said softly. As she passed, Arizona let her hand trail over Callie's stomach. 'We can talk inside..' she whispered.
Once out in the corridor she walked slowly to their room.
Back in the lift Callie was composing herself. The subtle touch Arizona had made was sending shockwaves to her core. Her lower stomach tingled and her heart beat triple the normal amount.
*Compose yourself god dammit!*
Taking a deep breath she followed Arizona.
*I wonder what it is she wants to tell me?*
Opening the door to their room they heard laughing coming from beyond the closed bedroom door.
'Looks like they're enjoying themselves…' Callie smiled, closing the door behind her.
'They're not the only one's' Arizona replied, flashing Callie a flirtatious smile.
Callie couldn't help but grin, though on the inside, she was in utter turmoil.
*She's going to be the death of me*
There's only one thing Callie felt she could do. It's what she had been contemplating for a while now. If she truly wanted to be with Arizona….which of course she did….she's have to quit her job. It's the only way they could be together.
*Unless we waited* she thought *This is Arizona's final year*
Could they really wait several months? Seeing each other everyday and resist the urge to kiss.
*Impossible* She concluded.
'You want to help me get this out?' Arizona said, pointing to the sofa.
'Sure..' Callie replied.
Walking into the living area they each took a side and began removing the cushions. Callie decided to talk to Mark tomorrow night. In light of the recent developments, Mark would help her figure out what was for the best. She was brought out of her thoughts by a cushion, smacking off her face. Recovering from the blow she looked up at the amused culprit.
Arizona's grin turned into an innocent look of surprise.
'Oops' she said. 'It just….slipped right out of my hand.'
Smirking Callie went along with the charade.
'Weird how that happens, isn't it?'
'Completely' Arizona replied.
As she bent down, a cushion thudded the back of her head. Concealing it with a hand she straightened up and looked at Callie.
With her hands up in a dumbfounded way, Callie shrugged.
'Umm….it slipped?'
'Sure it did..' Arizona nodded.
Reaching down, Arizona picked up the cushion and patted it. Looking at Callie mischievously she was about to throw it when Meredith appeared at the door.
'Ohhhh are you 2 having a pillow fight?' she said.
'Pillow fight?' Sadie exclaimed coming into view.
Putting the pillow down Arizona looked at Callie.
'Pillow fight? No…we're just getting this bed up….that's all, right Callie?'
'Yea….time is getting on. You 2 should be asleep.' Callie exclaimed jokingly.
'Ohhh yes mom.' Sadie mocked. 'Hmm, guilty faces don't you think Meredith?'
'Totally...' Meredith replied.
'So, you need a hand getting the bed out?' Sadie asked.
'No thanks, I think we got it' Arizona told them.
'Actually, could I have a quick word Arizona? Sadie can you help with the bed?' Meredith asked.
'Yes ma'am..' Sadie saluted, walking over to where Arizona stood.
'Ok' Arizona replied, throwing the cushion on the sofa. She looked over at Callie with a 'this isn't over' glare. Following Meredith into the bedroom she shut the door.
'Soooooo, what happened?' Meredith asked eagerly.
Arizona shook her head. She didn't know what to say. In truth, she herself was still on a high since Callie's confession. Should she tell Meredith? She tried to weigh up whether or not it would be a good idea. Perhaps it would work out for the best if she kept Callie's words to herself.
'Arizona! Come on. Something happened didn't it?'
'Well...' Arizona started. 'No. Nothing happened.'
'Seriously? You went for a walk...together...all alone and nothing happened?'
Arizona just nodded.
'Well that's disappointing.' Meredith said, sitting herself on the bed.
'I'm going to tell her Meredith. Tonight...'
'Tell her what? That you're undercover?'
'Yea. I have to. If I want a future with her I have to be truthful. If I keep it to myself any longer it will only make matters worse. She could end up hating me...'
'I guess...' Meredith agreed. 'What are you going to say?'
Arizona sat down on the bed. 'I really don't know. I'll wait till we're all settled for the night. I'm so nervous Meredith. I hope I'm doing the right thing.'
'If it's meant to be it will be...' Meredith smiled.
'Yea. I need to freshen up' she said, airing her drenched top.
'Hmm, I don't know Arizona. The wet look is in these days.' Meredith grinned, winking at her.
Pushing Meredith away she laughed along.
'You may be right. I think I'd look more appealing after a nice hot shower though. If I stay in these clothes any longer I'll catch pneumonia.'
'Go on then. I want all the details tomorrow mind. Tell me everything!'
Getting up Arizona wrinkled her nose. 'You really want to know everything?' she asked.
'Ok…nothing like that' she said waving a hand around. 'But I want to know the PG-13 stuff…'
'He he, and you shall. Wish me luck?'
'What for? Trust me Arizona, she'd be mad to deny you!' Meredith said sincerely.
'I hope you're right…'
With a deep breath, she turned and made for the door.
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