A/N Well this is a long time comming this was a hard one to write I couldn't come up with a way to start it but once I got going I think I did ok. I also think this is my longest chapter. Please oh please reveiw I only have a few but would love to know what everyone thinks. Thank you all so much for taking the time to read this story and review it. I will do my very best to reply to each of you.

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EPOV

I sat at the office completely baffled and frustrated as hell. I was happy to get the text from Bella informing me of her appointment. I had let the ladies in the scheduling office know to remove me from the schedule and that I would be unavailable for pages during that time. James my partner and besides Jasper and Emmett one of my best friends would be in soon and I figured I would run a few things by him before I head home to Bella.

Bella and I had shared an emotional and intense experience last night and it left me feeling exhausted. I knew I had to be back to the hospital tonight after dinner so I was antsy to get home and maybe get nap in beforehand. I knew that if I were this spent Bella who bore the brunt of the emotion last night would be done in completely so I was not expecting anything before I headed back out. We often had a little goodnight romp before I would head into the hospital for on call duties. It helped me relax and hey it was fun. However as of late those were few and far between and tonight would be no different. I sat and thought through the events of last night the talk the confessions she made to me about her feelings and her physical numbness and the sex dear GOD the sex was unfucking believable. It had been way too long since I had last been inside Bella been home. We had gone for weeks and weeks before without making love twice when our boys were born after each of their deliveries but neither of those times was met with such emotion upon reconsemating our relationship. There was only one other time that could even compare to the raw physical lust of it as well as the untapped emotion that flooded the room that made the air thick with desire and want.

God our wedding night it was and still is the most amazing night of my life. It wasn't just the sex don't get me wrong it was amazing beyond that really. I can't even think about that night without chuckling a bit at the weeks leading up to it….

XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

Four weeks that's it and this wedding will be over the planning the meetings the fittings will all be over and I will have Bella Marie Cullen to come home to every night. After making the painful decision to not live together the last year of school after we got engaged even after I told her I would take care of the extra expense it was just four weeks until we would not have to steel nights and weekends here and there. After all our last stay at Hotel Cullen had not gone all that smoothly thanks to my dick head of a brother. We had stayed at Charlie's for two nights while he went deep sea fishing with some of the guys from the station and other than that it had been a busy summer of wedding planning and apartment hunting in Seattle so we were back and forth a lot. I suppose we could have stayed over at my parent's house but Bella would not even entertain the idea of having sex just a few floors away from my mother. I certainly would not have minded but when she asked how I would feel with Charlie right down the hall while I dug my hands into her hips as I came I got her point and then I also got really turned on. Not by the Charlie part of course but now all I could think about was her hips and me grabbing them! So today would be an off day well off from planning and searching and all of that. I asked Bella if we could have a non stress day. She agreed just so long as I told Alice. I knew exactly what she was trying to avoid the pixie had been a drill sergeant about the wedding. She said she wanted it to be perfect and it would help her with planning her and Jasper's big day this winter. I told Alice that Bella and I would completely unavailable for the entire afternoon as we were going on a hike and having a picnic she could resume her drill sergeant ways tomorrow. After getting a complete tongue lashing and ducking a few pens that were tossed in frustration I had our lunch packed as well as a back pack with all the things we would need for a day outside all alone yes alone alone alone!

Bella baby are you ready to go?

Yup I just have to fill my water bottle and I will be right out to the car.

She came running out the car and hopped in and we were off. I figured we would go back to the rainforest where I tried desperately to get closer to her and found myself unable to make the right moves so many years ago. We arrived at the entrance to the hiking trails. It was an over cast day and just the right temperature for a hike not too hot not too cold. We strapped on our back packs and took off. Surprisingly there were very few people out here today. We took out time stopping to admire the scenery around us and remember that first trip we took here together before we were "together". We got to a clearing deep in the trees the canopy was thick just allowing a few rays of light in it wasn't too dark and only the sounds of the rainforest could be heard light running water from a stream nearby and the birds chirping. We settled on eating our lunch hear. I spread out the blanket I had packed and set out the lunch made up of sandwiches some chips and some fresh fruit I had sliced just before we left. We ate in mostly silence feeding fruit to one another here and there.

Bella picked up the last strawberry left in the bowl and offered it to me. I knew it was her favorite so I nodded for her to go ahead and eat it. I did however pick up her now empty hand and pulled her index finger into my mouth and sucked all of the strawberry juice from it. God that tastes just like she smells.

Mmmmmm Edward don't start anything you can't finish.

Who says I'm starting anything and who says I couldn't finish if I did?

Well if you keep that up you will have started something and I don't know that we could finish it here.

Hmmmmm well let's just see about that.

I took in another one of her fingers and let my tongue roam over it sucking lightly. I earned a deep moan from her. I moved up to my knees and moved closer to her pulling her up as well. She was wearing a deep purple plaid button down shirt with a black tank top under it. I began to unbutton the plaid shirt and let it fall behind her as I palmed one of her breasts in my hand she let out another moan.

Edward we can't not right here.

Shhhh yes we can.

Edward what if someone walks by?

No one will walk by and I can be quick. Bella please I need you please.

God Edward ok but you can't undress me all the way

With the green light I pushed her straps to her top down and moved the cups of her bra to the side and latched my lips to her breasts and began sucking and nipping like my life depended on it. I leaned forward a bit and she maneuvered to lie down as I unbuttoned her jeans and pushed them down just enough so I could gain access to my prize. I sat up and unbuttoned my own jeans. Now I realize that there had not been a great deal of foreplay but I truly didn't really know if anyone would walk by so I opted for getting right to the point. My now throbbing dick sprang free like a caged animal you would have thought it had been 6 months since I had last made love to Bella not 6 days. I ran my finger through her wet folds to be sure she was ready for me and for all her protesting her body was telling an entirely different story. I leaned down and positioned myself at her entrance and pushed forward fully engulfing myself in her tight wet center.

OH Shit Bella!

Fuck Edward did you hear that?

I stilled and placed my index finger over my mouth indicating for Bella to be very quiet. I listened and we both relaxed when neither of us heard any sounds of human life coming near. I began thrusting into Bella soft at first. Our clothes were somewhat cumbersome and didn't allow for me to lift Bella's legs and put one ankle on my shoulder like I was dying to do but I would do that later. Bella arched her back and matched my thrusts with her hips and began panting low and softly pulling on my hips to move faster inside of her. I granted that unspoken request.

Ugh oh God Edward Harder please oh my God Edward Yes just like that!

I began to just fucking pound into her she was close and so was I. As I reach under and grabbed her ass I thrust deeper into her and her walls clamped down on me and I couldn't even move it was so tight it felt amazing. I came hard as she shuddered it just served to milk me of every bit of fluid I had in me. I removed myself from her and watched as the blush on her face got even darker as she shimmied her jeans back up and buttoned them up. I did the same as she was buttoning up her shirt and packing up our picnic.

Edward I think I hear people coming.

Well it's a good thing you already came then isn't it?

I gave her that crooked grin she loved and she hit me in the arm. We slung our packs on our backs and started to make our way back to the car. I watched her walk ahead of me mostly so I could check out her tight little ass in those jeans and then the unthinkable happened ok not totally unthinkable it was Bella. She tripped and down she went screaming the whole way.

HOLY HELL OUCH OUCH OUCH OUCH MOTHERFUCKINGHELL THAT HURTS!

I ran up slipped my pack off and looked at her ankle it didn't look twisted or broken but she was tearing up and holding her hands around it.

Bella can you move it?

Yes a little but it hurts Edward OH GOD IM SUCH AN IDIOT!

Bella stop it will be fine I'm sure it's just a sprain you will be fine in a few weeks.

Just as the words left my mouth we both stopped with fear ridden eyes as we both mouthed the words

OH SHIT THE WEDDING…ALICE!

Now of course we didn't want Bella to have to limp down the aisle but more so we didn't want to tell Alice she may not be able to put a shoe on her foot or have to limp a bit or even worse not be able to walk at all. I knew that last one was a very tiny chance but never the less the wrath of little Alice Brandon was one to be reckoned with. I scooped Bella up bridal style (how ironic) and carried her to the car. We arrived back at my house and for the love all that is good and holy Alice's little yellow Porsche was parked in my drive way. She must have been talking over some things with Esme. I ran around and opened Bella's door and picked her up once again and carried her over the threshold into my parent's home and I am certain to our death. Alice came around the corner and started screaming I couldn't understand much she was talking so fast and I realized she was directing most of her anger at me as if I had done this to Bella on purpose.

OH you just had to have a day off you had to go for a stress free hike you just had to break her leg nice going EDWARD!

Wait wait wait first off its not broken sprained maybe and I didn't do it on purpose! Wait I didn't do it at all she tripped it was no one's fault.

Carlisle came in and took a look at it and confirmed it was just a sprain and didn't even need X-Rays and assured the both of us and Alice that she would be fine by the wedding day if she stayed off of it as much as possible and didn't strain it any more than necessary. This put Alice in charge of my dick so to speak she began telling me exactly how I was going to take care of Bella in the next four weeks and that included no sex.

Look Edward you should stop any way you know waiting for the wedding night and all and you heard what Carlisle said not extra strain and I know you like it when she is on top.

Alice really? I mean that isn't any of your business.

Then I heard Bella clear her throat and she lowered the boom.

Edward Alice don't I get a say in this? First I agree with Alice kind of I would like to abstain for a while before the wedding so I agree there and second I'm the one who likes to be on top and Alice you were supposed to keep that to yourself.

You like to be on top and you told Alice? Wait I'm getting off track so you really don't want to have sex again until the wedding?

No it's not that I don't WANT to its that I think it would be a nice gift to both of us if we waited from this point on.

Fine we can wait but don't expect me to be happy about I may have to pout a little.

Ahhhhh baby it's ok I will make it up to you over and over and over again.

Alright you two now Edward excuse Bella and I we have some things to discuss.

I left the room and went to watch TV and began the long four week wait until I would get to have Bella gain. Don't get me wrong it's not like I wouldn't try and change her mind but I could tell this was important to her so I in the end would respect that.

Well bro are you ready?

You have no idea!

So Edward little brother I think it's time we have a little talk. When you get her undressed what you want to do is..

EMMETT! Shut up dude we have had sex plenty of times just not in four weeks can you please stop talking about it!

Oh come on Edward you can't be that uptight about it. It's not like you haven't taken care of things on your own.

I gave him kind of a shy smile and he looked at me with wide eyes.

HOLY SHIT dude! You haven't done a shower run at it in four weeks nothing zilch zippo? Are you sure it's still there I mean four fucking weeks it may have fallen off.

I just started laughing my ass off leave it up to Emmett to be that dramatic about my dick it wasn't even his. I knew what he meant though I was dying I just wanted to rush through the wedding and pull her up to my childhood room and toss her on the bed lift up her wedding gown and plunge right in. I figured it was a plus for having the wedding in my parent's back yard along with the reception. I knew she would never go for it but a guy can dream right.

The ceremony went by quickly almost too quickly Bella looked stunning. I told her as much as we walked back up the aisle.

Bella you look simply breath taking

Edward if you like my gown you will love what's under it.

She was trying to kill me we still had the pictures and reception to attend. I did tell Bella that we would not stay until everyone had left but that we would leave at a respectable hour as we had to drive to Seattle tonight. She had agreed. Her ankle had healed nicely and she was able to wear her wedding shoes and we didn't have to deal with Alice on that issue.

The reception was filled with laughter and love. We all danced and ate a ton of food. I watched as Bella danced with her father for the first time as married women and while they were never a gushy father and daughter I could see the love they both held for each other. Next came Emmett he asked to have a dance with the bride and I watched as my huge ape of a brother slow danced with my wife as they whispered to each other and giggled. I can only imagine what he was saying to her. Probably things like go easy on the boy he's new at all of this crap like that. He of all people knew we had been up to things for quite some time God knows he had caught us on more than one occasion. We toasted cut the cake tossed the bouquet and flung the guarder. Finally it was time for us to make our departure.

Mrs. Cullen would you like to change before we leave?

No Mr. Cullen I would like my husband to remove me from this gown when we get to our destination.

Ummm your husband would be honored.

I groaned out loud and ushered her to the limo that was waiting. Our friends and family lined the walkway at the front of the house as a bubble machine pushed bubbles down the walk way and we walked through them hugging and kissing our loved ones good buy. We ducked into the limo and we were alone at last. I leaned over and gave Bella soft kisses on her neck chanting Mrs. Cullen over and over again. She sighed and sunk into my arms.

Where are we staying in Seattle?

The Hyatt.

Her smile grew and she knew what I was doing I was taking her back to the place we first made love to each other. There was no other place I wanted to make love to my wife for the first time. I know it's sappy but this place held the most amazing memory of my life thus far and this I am sure would replace it on the top of the list.

We walked into the Onyx Suite and it was amazing the gas fire place was glowing as I had instructed and the shades were open so the lights from the city would set a glow to the room. I picked Bella up and carried her in and took in the beauty of the room. We had sent our bags over earlier in the day so we didn't have to deal with them. I placed Bella by the window so she could take in the beauty of the city as I poured us a glass of champagne. I met her by the window and we shared a quiet moment admiring the view and each other. I tipped her chin up to me and her eyes caught the light and I melted I kissed her lips softly just grazing her bottom lip with my tongue. There would be nothing urgent about tonight nothing hurried or rushed. There was no one to bother us. I took Bella by the hand and led her into the bedroom. The bed had been turned down and candles were lit giving the room an amazing glow. I had soft slow piano music playing.

Isabella Marie Cullen?

Yes Edward Anthony Cullen

May I make love to you baby?

I thought you would never ask.

I proceeded to kiss her deeply. She turned slowly so I could begin to unzip her dress I did so in the slowest most painfully beautiful way I could. I got my first view of Bella's shear lace corset she was wearing and the matching lace long. The view was amazing and I hadn't even turned her around yet. She held my hand as she stepped very delicately out of her dress and allowed me to drape it over one of the chairs. She turned and face me her long tendrils of chocolate brown hair cascading over her shoulders. The delicate white strappy heals still on her feet. I bent down and placed soft gentle kisses on her neck down her cleavage stopping at her belly button and licking lightly at the skin there kneeling now as if in worship of her body and that is precisely what I was doing I bent down kissing my way down her leg and removed each of her shoes gently. I kissed my way back up her body and pulled her flush to my body and let my hands roam her body as I breathed in her scent. Her hands came up to meet my shoulders and she removed my jacket and began to work on my dress shirt. She too was going painfully slow. Neither of us wanted to rush this night we had waited too long to be husband and wife.

I stood now naked as was she our hands roaming each other's bodies nipping and kissing slow and softly. I picked Bella up in my arms never removing my mouth from hers and laid her on the bed. There she was splayed out for me naked and glowing my wife my soul mate and right then it hit me for the first time all day Bella was truly mine now and I was hers.

I crawled up her body kissing my way up to her mouth. I rested my body between her legs as she ran soft trails with her nails up and down my back. I placed myself at her entrance and pushed into her center slowly so slow that it was literally painful in the most delightful way.

Oh God Bella

Ugh Edward I love you so much.

I began pushing slowly in and out at a slow and steady pace. I felt like I was having an out of body experience looking down on myself making love to Bella it was beautiful it was slow and meaningful. I heard myself whisper into Bella's ear. Not really to her more to remind myself I think

Dear God I'm making love to my wife

Say it again

My wife, My wife, My wife

I chanted it softly barely audible it struck me as I chanted how much wife sounded like life and it was true she was my life now and always has been. I heard her whimper softly in my ear husband. I felt like I could make love to Bella this way forever I never wanted it to end. I pushed softly into her with not much force just filling her up and then allowing myself to recede slowly much like the waves of the ocean constant never ending. I sat up just a bit to take in the glistening sight of her sweat dampened body. We were both damp with sweat and our bodies were slick and moving slowly in rhythm like we were one body. Is this what he meant today when he said the two shall become one? We had made slow soft love before but this was different this was so much more it was like I disappeared completely when I entered her it was if my entire being had crawled right inside her. My soul had lay down with hers and intertwined itself with her. This was not just sex this was us claiming our places next to each other's souls forever.

I began to feel that familiar tightening in my stomach and I also could feel that Bella was close. I knew the end was near and as amazing as it felt I didn't want it to end. I stilled my movements trying to stave off the inevitable.

Edward please baby please don't stop. Oh God Edward ugh uhhhhhhhh baby

I began my slow soft pace and felt her spill over into an abyss of orgasmic pleasure and as I began to fall right over behind her I snaked my hands under her body one behind her head and one under the small of her back and I held her close as I came with a force I had never felt before. I laid there still fully sheathed inside of my glowing smiling wife.

Bella baby I love you so much

I love you too Edward always.

Wait here for a moment.

I slowly removed myself from her and tried to stand without falling over. I went into the bathroom and ran us a warm bath. Returning to Bella I picked her up and took her into the bathroom and placed her into the tub. I slid in behind her and we spent the next few hours caressing each other and remembering the events of the day..

XOXOXOXOXOXOX

Hey Edward Angela at the desk said you wanted to see me when I got in.

Oh hey James ya come on in.

Did I interrupt you looked kind of deep in thought?

Oh that just thinking…Please come in I need to run a few things by you.

I proceeded to explain what had been going on with Bella and me. I trusted this man explicitly and knew he would be nothing but respectful of the information. He listened closely and thought about all I had told him. He sat quietly for a moment and then asked one question.

Edward have she ever had her thyroid checked? I just went to a conference and they said there are more and more cases of a women's thyroid going out of whack after childbirth sometimes as late as a year out maybe after stopping breast feeding. Most OBGYNs are not testing for it.

I don't think she has but we have an appointment to see her regular doctor so I will suggest it. It can't hurt. Thanks James that is a good place to start I appreciate it. Well I am off so I will see you on Monday I am at the hospital tonight have a good weekend.

I took my new knowledge with me and went out to my car. I sat down buckling in and taking a deep breath. I reflected back to our wedding night and thought about whisking Bella off to recreate our wedding night or our first time making love. I longed to make her better and I would do anything I could to help. I filed that idea away so I could think on it some more and took off toward home.

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