Summery: Akako. Hidan's Younger sister left Rain for Kohana after her brother left. She misses him dearly. She also uses a scythe as her brother does. Only her had two blades. Its Red and Black. She is also immortal but doesn't tell anyone. She is only 15 . Way Younegr then her brother. She looks juss like him too. Will she be able to find love..? Stay There…? Find Her Brother..? Read To Find Out :D Rated M for cutting.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto D: But I do own Akako! I don't own Falling away form me by korn. (music is there cause he is thinking it)
A.N- Here is the long wanted chapter. We get to see what happens to Deidara.
Please Jashin Sama – Chapter 9
With Deidara. Dei's POV
I felt my body falling down in the water. I could feel the fish swimming over and around my body. The current had split. I felt me chocking out for air in the water. I opened my eyes barley. I saw the water and all the thing sin it. I saw nothingness a is blacked out. But I could feel my body falling and plopping on the bottom of the lake. I regret doing all I have done. Kissing him. I miss her now. I felt someone grab me and throw me ashore. I couldn't open my eyes from being under for so long. I felt like someone sucked the life outta me. I was hardly breathing too. I felt some lyrics jolt into my brain as I could still hardly think.
'Hey,
I'm feeling tired.
My time, is gone today.
You flirt with
suicide.
Sometimes, that's ok.
Do what others say.
I'm here,
standing hollow.
Falling away from me.
Falling away from me.'
I thought I am so tired I juss wanna go to sleep and never wake up.
The time goes by and away fast and I guess I am flirting around with
suicide. I did jump into a lake when I couldn't swim after all. I
am always doing what Danna says. I think that he takes advantage of
it. I am juss a hollow on the inside. I fall form who I really am. I
let him do what eh wanted to me. I am falling from who I wanna be.
I felt someone pressing down trying to get the water out of my body that I swallowed. I opened my eyes a little and saw Sasori sitting on my pressing on me to get the water out. I pushed him off with the little strength I had. He blinked at me.
'Why did u push me off? I though u liked me?" I heard him say in a gay tone. I bit my lip and glared at him with pure hatred and pissed.
"Cause you made me lose the one person I was actually happy with un. I hate you. You take advantage of our partnership. Yeah." I said coughing and I stood up wobbling as I walked off trying to at least. I walked off thinking more.
'Day,
is here fading.
That's when, I would say.
I flirt with
suicide.
Sometimes kill the pain.
I can always say.
'It's
gonna be better tomorrow'.
Falling away from me.
Falling away
from me.'
The day faded into night. I must have been under water a long time. I
coughed. I went into the water basically committing suicide. The
water pressing into me and over me. The feeling of the water chocking
you killed my pain. It might be better tomorrow. Maybe Akako will
come back? But I wills till be falling form who I really am.
I walked into the base as I wobbled to the couch and fell on it. I was breathing heavily. I felt the air trying to escape and new air forcing itself in. I looked at the ceiling as I was sweating. I missed her a lot. It was all his fault. His lust. I wobbled up and walked to the bathroom as I fell on the toilet . The lid was down. I toke the blade out of my razor as I put it above my skin. I pressed it down into my wrist as I watched the blood pour out. It felt good. I moved the razor down my wrist letting more blood come out. I put the bloody razor away as I toke some band aids and pout some cloth above my cuts and band aided them down. I lowered my sleeve as I walked out feeling better now. I walked to my room as I slammed the door shut locking it. I sat on the bed as I looked out the window. I thought more.
'(falling
away from me). Beating me down.
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away
from me).
It's lost and can't be found.
(falling away from
me).
It's spinning round and round.
(falling away from
me).
Slow it down.
Beating me, beating
me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some
sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.'
I got up and I put more cloth and band aids over my cuts. SO I didn't bleed through my clothes anymore. I walked out and slammed the door. I walked to the dinner table I saw everyone eating I sat down and started to eat. I ignore everyone else. I glared at everyone even Itachi. I threw my plate at the sink making it break. I walked outside to the forest and sat under a tree. I looked at the stars as I looked back down at my cuts. I guess it wasn't the smartest thing to do. But aww well. I thought more.
'Twisting
me, they won't go away. Life's falling
away from me. Beating me down.
So I pray, go away.
It's falling away from me.
Life's falling away
from me.
Fuck!
Beating me, beating
me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.
Screaming some
sound.
Beating me, beating me.
Down, down.
Into the ground.'
I looked at the sky as I pressed down on my cuts and walked into the base again. I put more cloth on it. I must not be using enough then. I replaced the cloth and walked to my room slamming it and locking it. That gay boy can sleep outside and die for all I care right now. I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes ad feel asleep.
Umm what to say… yea its rated M now for the cutting. Also its being changed to Angst and Romance. Hmmm yea. And I hoep you don't hate me and I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
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