To my good friends Julih and Daxter:
Yes there will be smut XD just wait, once the story gets really involved with Mello and Matt's addictions you'll find their not as calm as they act.
I know you've been waiting for it x3 I never under rate my fictions.

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Thick white clouds filled the small house, the four eyes that belonged to the two boys were bloodshot and calm. Each boy had their choice of addiction, neither of them could decide on a drug they both enjoyed. For Matt, cocaine. It didn't matter how you used it. Rocks, rolled, sniffed, he'd done it all. The white powder was his choice of head spinning bliss. Mello couldn't do coke anymore without thinking how much of a waste it was. It wasn't strong enough for the blond. For Mello, Heroin. The mother fucker of drugs. No one simply 'used' Heroin. They lived for it. But Mello, he was always stronger than everyone. Heroin lived for him, he decided when to use it and when to ignore it. It was such a beautiful thing for the two to drug themselves. They could see the air. They tasted the music. They heard the carpet. It was all so brilliant.. Most people these days thought of the bad things about drugs. They said that drugs took over your life, that drugs made you bankrupt, that you would sell out your mother for them, and how they'd eventually kill you. As you may know now, nothing steriotypical was true for either Mello or Matt. Of course, they had their bad trips. But they weren't stupid, never use after something bad happens. At this moment, life was going to take a turn. They couldn't say for the worse, because the worse would have been not to do anything. Life took a turn for excitment.

They sat on the carpet, laughing. Matt had been shaking and twitching since his first line, Mello finding such amusment in this. Of course, being who they were, Mello had no problem yelling in ecstacey after the needle injected the erotic substance into his veins. Yes, the two had sex during their high many times before. But this time it was in celebration, this high was best tasted as celebrated. Beyond that reasoning both had agreed that it felt empty without Near between them. No, they hadn't had sex with Near aside from what Matt had done. But something inside them said that Near should be involved. That it wouldn't be complete without the three of them. Mello smirked, watching Matt twitch his neck again.
"Here's to you my friend." Mello held up a can of Mello Yello. Yeah, it tasted like piss but who cared? "For following me further and further down this rabbit hole."
Matt picked up his choice in soda, mountain dew code red. "And to you. The one who showed me how to live."
They clonked cans, the liquids pouring into their mouths. Both leaned into each other, a kiss shared between the two. Their sodas collided in the mix, churning by the movement of their tongues against each other. They each pulled back, taking half the contents with them in a swallow. It went beyond friendship now, but at the same time not quiet dating. It was as if each other depended on the other for their sanity..

Hours passed, the two had completely missed the daylight. They had stayed up on their high the entire night, sleeping the day away. Mello rubbed his head, hearing the phone ring as he woke. He looked to the clock, seven pm. Mello answered the phone, clicking the ID switch off. It helped to live with someone who was brilliant with technology.
"Hello?"
"It's Near.." A soft whisper came through. He couldn't say Mello's name, afraid that the phone could be bugged.
"Near..?" Mello was wide awake now. "Near, where are you?"
"HQ, where else? I wanted to ask you to meet with me."
Mello thought back to Gevanni's enterance. "Do you still need to see me about the troubles you've been having?"
Was Mello speaking in code? Possibly.. He must have found out that the phone was bugged. "Yes.. I was hoping you could help me."
"Alright.. Do you remember the place you first found me after I ran from Wammy's?"
Near thought hard.. Where had he met with Mello? "Is that the residence you used to call home?" Used wasn't meant to be in that sentence. It was another code.
Mello picked up on it, smiling. "No Near.. I will send someone to come pick you up.. It won't be Matt or me, so do not look for a familiar face.. She will arrive on a motorcycle, a Shadow Caster. When you ask her for her name, she will give you two numbers followed by names. If anyone else approaches you, telling you to get on with them, do not get on. You understand?"
"If someone is listening to this call, wouldn't they give me two numbers and names?"
Mello nodded, thinking for a moment. "I will hand her something to give to you that you have left here at the house... You can recconize it as your own. It will be something you know that was from me. Do not ask any questions on where you're going, although I trust her completely with my life I do not trust those who tamper with things. She will not give out information, understood?"
"Hai."
"I will send her imediatly. Keep an eye out."
The phones were hung up, Mello dialing in a number of a friend.

Near saw the motorcyclist approach the building. He walked up to her,
"What is your name?"
"Number one, Nate River. Number two, Miheal Keehl."
Near was shocked she had known his name. She reached in her pocket, pulling out two items. The first she showed to Near, her ID. The name on it read 'Hikari Kado'. The second item was a box of chocolate pocky, she handed this to Near.
"A gift from Mello."
Near's eyes widened, this was definatly the girl Mello sent. Everything checked out. Near climbed on the back of the shadow caster, Hikari handing him a helmet. It was Mello's, somehow Near knew it was Mello's. They sped off faster than Near has ever gone before, Hikari knew how to out run the cameras.

Hikari slowed down as they entered the parking garage. It was big, dark, and hollow. You couldn't really make them out, but Mello and Matt were at the opposite end of the garage from the other two. Hikaru parked her shadow caster, and removed her helmet. She helped Near off the cycle, leaing him down the garage. Near could barely see out from Mello's helmet, the plastic eye piece being tinted.
"How was the ride?" Mello smiled, seeing Near was a pleasent feeling.
"It was fine." Near answered, shuffling his feet. He wanted to spring out and hug Mello, but he didn't want to in front of this lady.
"Near," Matt took his ciggerette from his lips, the glow of the end giving out his position. "This is Hikari Kado. She is Japan's fastest cyclist. Her disguse is a high school student who excels in volley ball. She is seventeen now, have you seen her before?"
Near looked to Hikari. "..No..I haven't."
"I see... We have something to tell you, and if you don't choose to accept our offer than miss Kado will take full responsibility for watching over you."
Near blinked, what was happening? Matt seemed to talk crazy.. Oh no.. Could this be the thing Near was worrying about? The same thing that they would talk about every night?
"Near.. Mello and I are going to pay the Godfather a visit in a month. We have someone we're meeting there. He's been through paris and new york, and is big in our products. He says that he doesn't have anyone with him to back us up, and with three people we could write ourselves a death sentence. Mello and I have gotten too attatched to you to simply let you go without offering you to come with us."
Nea's eyes widened, his breath stopping. He was right.. The end result of this mess would be the death of the three of them. He had a choice, life or death. If he stayed, he would be able to live. But he would spend a life with out Matt or Mello. He'd be waiting for the day Hikari told him they died. The other choice was a drug filled, gun slinging, violant, sex addiction life that he would never be able to break free of. He'd have to quit the SPK. He'd have to do things that would haunt him for the rest of his life. But he'd have Mello..
Near looked to the ground in thought. "What more do I have to lose... I failed at taking myself from the life I was living.. But in a way, that Near is gone." He looked up to Mello, who was very shocked. Hadn't he given Near the dose to help him forget? What happened that night Gevanni and Rester found Near..? Had Near gone through a series of episodes until everything fit into place..? Mello looked to the boy he had fallen in love with, the devious smile pulling at the corners of his mouth mocking him. As if it said 'Mello.. I'm still here'.
"You.. You found me.. You took me in and gave me a new life.. You, Miheal Keehl, introduced Nate River to a life he really likes." Near's smile was borderline creepy. "A life where at any given moment, I could die.. But I wasn't really a part of that life, was I? You tried to shelter me from it.. You and Mail both tried to shelter me from hearing you talk about the mess you got yourselves into.. Every night, when you visit me, you wouldn't tell me that the bruises came from. Well now I know what you've been doing all this time.. I know why you got so damn nervous just talking to me.. I know why you were obessed to the point no one was allowed to hurt me.. You! Miheal Keehl! Are the worst nightmare this world has ever seen. Together, you and Matt are close to unstoppable.. With me, we are invincable."
The four of them smiled. Mello reached out, pulled Near close to him as he looked into Near's eyes. Their smiles were mad, almost as if each boy lost their grip of sanity at that very moment. Near placed one hand on Mello's cheek, the other on his chest as he leaned forward, a passionate kiss finishing a perfect embrace.

Mello pulled Near onto the back of his motorcycle, Matt and Hikari running to her shadow caster. Hikaru got on the bike, motioning for Matt to get on the back.
"I am not riding on the bitch seat."
Mello circled his bike around the two, Near nuzzling his face in Mello's back.
"Oh come on Matt. The bitch seat is the best place for a guy to be riding!" Mello laughed.
Matt folded his arms, "Oh? How so?"
"Lookit Near."
Matt looked to Near then to Mello. It was clear that the boy was teasing Mello. Matt smirked and looked to Hikari.
"On second thought." Hikari got off the bike. "I'll ride bitch seat."
Mello and Matt laughed, Matt hoping on the bike Hikari getting on behind him. The two bikes sped off.

The whole ride home Near teased Mello, his hands wandering in places he's never touched before. Mello tried hard not to lose focus of the road, but it was so hard to consentrate with Near palming his crotch. As soon as they parked in the driveway, Mello picked Near up over his shoulder and hurried inside.
"Matt if you're going to join me, hurry up!"
Matt only laughed watching his room mate take Near into the house. He didn't feel like the sex just yet, instead he got off the bike, shook Hikari's hand and thanked her for helping them out.
"Oh and one more thing... I need you to round everybody up and tell them the house is the new bunker until we get back. I'll call you from my cell phone a day before we arrive back, so make sure no one is at the house when we arrive home."
Hikari nodded, "Understood." she drove off saying her goodbyes and wishing the three good luck.
Matt entered the house, seeing that the two couldn't really wait to get into a bed room. They were already making out on the floor, next to the leftovers from last night's high. Matt smirked, maybe this was a chance to wean Near into the life he choose.

"Mel.. How's about we make this interesting?"
"Eh?" Mello rose an eyebrow without moving his lips from Near's neck.
"Well, Near wants to be a part of us now.. Shouldn't he try a little bit of bliss?"
Mello's eyes narrowed as he smiled deviously, "Sure.. Near, Matty's gunna share some of him shit with you."
Near rose an eyebrow, his body screaming for more contact. Matt took out a pill bottle filled with white circles looking close to the chewable tablets for indigestion. He placed one at Near's lips,
"Say 'ahh'."
Near opened his mouth willingly, his eyes closing softly. He didn't know what it was Matt was giving him, all he knew was he wanted to be a part of this life more than anything.. The blond and red head laughed together as they each drugged themselves with their choices. Near watched as the two men hovered above him, each baring such devious smiles as they said in unison,
"Let the games begin."

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/dibbyscharacters/hikarikado.htm That's the url for Hikari's profile. I have other characters on there but I don't think I'll be using many others. I know I have someone else I'm using, guess to see if you know which one.

heh I love you Julih. everytime I read your reviews they make me smile. Specially the smilie faces you use xD oh and I agree with you. I like seeing the threesome but I do prefer MelloxNear

I was thinking, after this fiction is over, that I make a prequeal? One for Near and One for Matt and Mello? Because there's alot in their histories that you kinda have to guess at with this fiction. That and I kinda never want it to end XDD