Hey! How are you guys? I hope all of you are well! Now, for this chapter I wanted to try something different and I am sure all of you guys will like this change very much. Are you ready? This chapter will be in Jasper's perspective! I am so excited to hear what you guys think! Anyway on with the story
Jasper's pov
I watched helpless as the tears rolled down her cheeks. Her breathing picked up and her heart was racing. I tried sending a wave of calm to her. But it didn't seem to work, it's like her emotions were too strong at the moment and I can't influence her. That has never happened before, with anyone
"Alice," I hesitantly breathed her name. She kept staring though at me with so much pain in her eyes. Pain I never wanted her to feel. I watched as all the color drained from her beautiful face. It's too much for her; she's too innocent for this. Her eyes rolled in the back of her head. Before she could hit the ground though my arms wrapped around her and I pulled her to my chest
"Carlisle," I shouted panicked. My only reassurance that she was okay was the steady beating of her heart and her even breaths. My arms seemed to tighten around her. My urge to protect her from everything was now stronger than ever.
"She's okay, Jasper," Carlisle said. He was next to me the second I had called his name.
"She is not. People that are okay, don't faint!" I snarled angrily at him. He just patted my shoulder
"It's just the shock. She should be fine" he touched her forehead, tilting his head as he listened to her heart beat "Yeah, she'll be okay"
"Can we take her to the house?" I caressed her cheek, my eyes only on her. No one else mattered right now. It's just her and me
"Jasper, I don't-"
"Carlisle, please, I can't leave her; I have to be there when she wakes up" the panic I was feeling was revealed in my voice. There is no way that I am leaving her alone after this. I have to tell her the truth. I can't hide anymore. Not from her, not from the only good thing in my life.
"Please?" I looked around at my siblings. They were still frozen staring at Alice and me. They couldn't believe what just happened and neither could I.
Esme was the first one to speak "I think we should take her to the mansion. Carlisle, please?" she begged. Carlisle nodded his head without a second thought; he never really could deny Esme anything.
"Oh, please, Carlisle! She is liability, now that she saw! We might as well as kill her!" Rosalie spat. I growled at her
"If you like your hands keep them to yourself!" I half-snarled,
"Enough! Both of you," Carlisle glared sharply at me and her "Rosalie we aren't killing anyone! And she's your brother's mate, show some humanity!"
"I would have shown humanity. But I am not human!"
"Rose" Emmet warned. This is the first time I have seen Emmet in all of my a hundred and eighty years being serious.
"What? You're on their side!" the anger rolled off her in waves that threatened to consume me. He shrugged innocently.
Edward and Bella kept quiet somewhat understanding the way I was feeling.
I stood up with Alice still in my arms bride-style. I could not let go of her, not now, not ever. The fear I felt when I understood what was happening to her, when I saw her fall, was like nothing I have ever felt before….
….. I began to run towards our house. Faster than I ever did before, as fast as my feet could carry me, I just want some alone time with her, to talk to her tell her the truth and make sure she's okay.
The minute I was in the house I shot upstairs and in my room. I kicked the door closed behind me and placed Alice on my bed. The bed was just a useless decoration, I never use it. But, now it comes in handy. I sat on the edge of the mattress and stared at her. She is so beautiful, flawless, unlike me.
"Alice" I whispered "My Alice, please, please, wake up" I placed my scarred hand on her cheek. My thumb rubbed slow circles there.
"Please. I want to see those beautiful, bright, eyes of yours." I whispered and she stirred. My god! This is actually working!
"Come on, Alice. Wake up" I urged her. Suddenly, her eyes fluttered. I stroked her soft, short, hair. She mumbled something that not even my inhuman hearing could understand; finally when she stopped blinking she met my gaze.
"Hey" I managed a smile but she kept staring at me. I watched as reality hit her and I could see the pain return in her eyes
"What?" her voice trembled and she shot out of the bed and stepped away from me. The fear and panic, and hurt that attacked my chest made my eyes well up with tears. Tears I would never shed.
"Alice, please let me explain" I begged. I can't lose you, not you! I wanted to scream at her but I had to suppress my nerves. I don't want to scare her even more but I know that what I am about to tell her will frighten the life out of her
"Fine, explain" she demanded but she couldn't have fooled me. I could hear her gasp as she tried to calm herself down.
"I will, once you calm down" in an attempt to help her I send a waves of peace and calm to her. But the sudden change in her emotions scared her even more and instead of calming down she panicked. So, I stopped immediately.
…she took a few steady breathes and ran her hand through her hair. I was at her side in a second. She gasped loudly at my speed. Too fast, Jasper, bring it down a notch. I pushed the small strands of her hair behind her ears
"Jasper I-"
"Sh" I placed my index finger on her lips and they parted a little, so, now I could feel her hot breath against my finger.
"Just, calm down, okay?" with my other hand I stroked her cheek. Her eyes locked with mine and held me there for a short moment.
"Come on, we need to talk" I lead her to the useless bed and we together sat at the edge of it
"I am sure, that you are very shocked by what you saw" she nodded agreeing with what I was saying "Anyone would have been,"
"Alice" I continued and looked at her straight in the eyes "I am not…human"
Her eyebrows shot to her hairline and she shook her head in confusion "What do you mean?"
"I once was normal. A man, simple as that, but that old changed, because of a certain immortal, Now I'm this" with my hands I gestured at myself
"Explain to me what is 'this' supposed to mean?" this is the question I have been trying to avoid answering but now I have to tell her the truth. I can't lie to her when she is standing right next to me and trusts me to answer her honestly.
"Vampire, I am a vampire" relief took over me. Finally the truth is revealed, I have been getting this god-awful feeling while lying to her and I never want to feel it again.
"What? That's ridiculous" she shook her head at me, sharply stood up and began to walk away, No, I couldn't let her leave. She now is a way too big part of my life to lose her.
In two long strides I was right behind her, I grabbed her forearm maybe a little bit rougher then what I was intending.
"I am telling you the truth!" I shouted, frustrated. She looked up at me and I lost myself in her beautiful midnight blue eyes
"Don't do this to me, you have to believe me," my desperation to make her stay here with me took over my brain and I couldn't think straight "I swear that I am telling the truth"
I held her gaze and made her see my honesty through my eyes, it seemed to work. I watched as her eyes softened and a ghost of smile tagged at my lips
"I believe you" she whispered and brought her other hand to rest it on my chest. Exactly where my dead heart was resting
"Thank you" softly I cupped both of her cheeks and leaned down to press my lips on her forehead. Not kissing her, just feeling her. Like a mother would for her child when she wanted to check their temperature; my eyes fluttered close at the feel of her skin and I involuntary sniffed the top of her hair, taking in her scent. That was a bad idea, my throat burned and I gritted my teeth fighting against the fire
"Thank you. For trusting me" she mumbled and pulled back to smile gratefully at me "I'm sure it must have been hard"
"You deserve the truth" I said breathlessly but still I leaned my forehead on hers "I couldn't lie anymore, it was killing me" being too close to her hurt me, but her touch was already becoming addicting, I had to hold back before for her safety but not anymore. I would protect her from everything even myself if I had to
"I am very glad that you confessed" she bit her lip and kept staring at me "I think we should go downstairs, inform everyone that everything is alright. Plus my dad is probably freaking out"
"Yeah, driving you home is a smart idea," although we were talking we haven't stopped staring at one another, like we were each other's lifelines
"Alright, then," she murmured and planted a kiss on my cheek. We both moved away at the same time but I kept a hold of her hand as we walked downstairs
Bella was the first one to greet us with a warm smile "Hey guys. You okay Alice?" she added
"Yeah," Alice didn't seem comfortable, I mean who would? Especially after I told her what we are
"Are you sure?" Carlisle added from the other room then he appeared holding a book in both of his hands "You gave my son quite a scare"
"Oh," Alice's head whipped so, she could look at me properly "Well, I'm sorry, Jasper,"
"As long as you're okay now, it doesn't matter" for the multiple times today I lost myself in her eyes again. Those eyes just seem to hold some kind of power over me
"Jazz, it's pretty late. I think I should go but-uh can you give me a ride? I kind of left my car at the school…" she trailed off when she felt my gaze on her
"What?" she asked. She looked so cute her face was all scrambled up in confusion
"Did you just call me Jazz?" I slowly walked over to her and placed my hand on her
"Oh, sorry, I didn't know it bothered you-"
"No, its fine" I rushed to explain "I was just surprised that's all" That's when I realized that my family was staring at us their amusement was obvious but I don't think Emmet realized how much past too much he was going
"Oh! Jazz!" he horribly faked Alice's voice and then burst out laughing
"Emmet!" I said in a low warning and Esme slapped the back of his head
"Hey!" he rubbed the place where she hit him
"You deserved it" Esme whispered.
"Come on let's go Alice," I took her hand once again and caught the car keys Edward threw to me….
….As we walked to my car I laced our fingers together and looked down at Alice. I couldn't help but think this is where I belong…with Alice…wherever she goes I go. We're one.
Okay you guys, I really need your opinions like really need it. Too corny not corny enough? I really need to see what you guys thought because this was extremely difficult for me to write but I hope I satisfied all the readers that have imagined Jasper's perspective in a chapter! Next update will be the midnight the year changes!