here's the next chapter, sorry it's short and took a while, there's been a lot of Sh*t going on in my head so sorry if its depressing! anywho moving on x

Jack was sitting on his bed, after picking himself of the floor and grabbing a bottle of cider from the kitchen. He sat there drinking, trying to forget everything when he put the bottle on the floor and reached out to open a draw next to his bed. Jack pulled out a switch blade, opened it and twirled it around his finger for a few minutes while just staring at it, Jack put the blade to his wrist and held it there for a few minutes trying to decide if to press down or not and end it all. A minute later Jack was about to press down and run the blade across his wrist when he heard a little knock on his locked door, Jack stilled his movement and looked towards the door as he heard Grey asking if he was OK. Jack quickly removed the blade from his wrist and put it back into the draw, as Grey kept knocking on the door while asking him what he was doing. Jack pulled himself together and called back to Grey,

"I'm fine Grey, you should be in bed"

"are you sure your alright?, you don't sound it"

"yeah I think I'm coming down with something, I'll be fine after a nights sleep"

"are you sure?"

"yeah, you should go to bed monkey"

"Ok,…. And don't call me monkey big head, ….night Jax"

"night monkey"

Jack listened as Grey left Jacks bedroom door with a huff and shouted back to Jack 'don't call me monkey' and went into his own room. Jack shook his head and smiled at his brother antics, as quick as the smile appeared on Jacks face it was gone, He bent down and picked up the bottle of cider and took another drink and another and another. Nearly four minutes later Jack had finished the bottle ,so got up and made his way out his bedroom door and down to the kitchen. Jack looked though the cupboards, silently hoping that Kaya had gone and bought some alcohol earlier. Jack opened a cupboard and found a bottle of cider as well as a bottle of vodka. He grabbed them both and made his way back upstairs to his room. Jack sat back down on his bed and started to drink the bottle of vodka when his phone went of, he grabbed his phone and look at the screen to see that it was Owen calling, Jack chucked his phone on the bed next to him and went back to drinking the bottle of Vodka. Two hours later Jack had finished the bottle of vodka and had finished of the bottle of cider. An hour later David walked though the front door with a drunk Kaya in his arms, he put her to bed and was about to go back down stairs when he heard a thud from Jacks room. He went over to Jacks bedroom door and knocked, when he did not get a reply, David turned the handle and peaked in, at first glance David thought Jack had fallen asleep with his cloths on and on top of the cover, but changed his mind when he saw the cause of the sound was a bottle of vodka. He walked into the room and picked the bottle up and placed it on Jacks desk, he was about to turn around and leave, but stopped when he noticed the other bottles and a few cans, as well as Jacks slow breathing. David called Jacks name and shook him, when Jack did not move, David started to panic. He grabbed Jacks wrist and listened for a pulse, when David found a week pulse he pulled out his phone and called an ambulance, twenty minutes later Jack was on is way to hospital in the back of an ambulance on the brick of death. At the same time David was trying to console a upset and guilty Grey who kept thinking and telling David that it was his fault. David kept reassuring Grey that it was not his fault while trying to push away his own guilt he felt about what he had said to Jack earlier and the part he had played in Jack drinking so much. Early the next morning David gave Kaya and Grey a lift to the hospital to see if Jack was ok. Grey and David sat in the hospital waiting room while Kaya paced up ad down while saying how stupid Jack is. They had been sitting there for nearly an hour when a man with a white jacket and a clip board walked into the waiting room and called

"family of Jackson Franklin Harkness"

Kaya was the first over to the doctor and told him, "I'm Kaya, Jackson's mother" The Doctor held out his hand to Kaya and told them

"my name is john smith, I have been treating your son, …are you his father?"

"No, this is David his my boyfriend,… Jackson's father passed away sometime ago"

"I'm sorry"

"It's OK,… so is Jackson OK?"

"Miss Harkness why don't we go somewhere more private"

Kaya nodded her head and told the doctor to please call her Kaya, the doctor agreed and led the three of them to a office, they took a seat as the doctor started to tell them of Jacks condition.

"Jackson is……….

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